when personal turns into public

'pump milk.. bla bla bla alhamdulillah hope boleh breast freeding sampai 2 years bla bla bla' etc..

'married couple posting inappropriate things on fb..' you live in the same house same room why fb lagi plus what's with all the pics..?!!

this 2 scenarios.. geeez people, FACEBOOK is not your diary for god's sake. stop posting your personal life on fb.. seriously it's getting crazier nowadays

i love to befriend with all of you but maybe somehow along the way you forgot that fb is a social networking not your personal-life-networking duuuh

worse things ever.. post a picture of the breast milks in the container. are you ouuutta your mind..!!

i do understand you want to share your joys with your loved/closed ones but think.. think.. and THINK again if it's appropriate enough to go public. you can always use privacy setting at each post tho.. i would highly appreciate if you use that button heh

and don't even get me started with the one who post his/her baby pics every single hour..!! oh god why

please let this be the reminder for all of us

tiramisu (ladyfingers)

let me share with you the easiest tiramisu recipe.. ngeh thanks izazu. last week berjaya buat my first tiramisu and it's damn lecker =D

Bahan2:

3 biji telur (nak yg puteh je)
3/4 cawan gula
1 bungkus biskut Ladyfingers
200g schlagsahne (oh dalam malay pebenda eh) --> okay dah tau whipped cream
500g mascarpone cheese
Sedikit serbuk koko

Sediakan nescafe + air panas yang pekat untuk tujuan soaking dan juga untuk dimasukkan ke dalam kek


Cara2:

1. Pukul puteh telur dengan gula sehingga sebati.
2. Dalam bekas berasingan pukul whipped cream sehingga dia naik dan bertukar menjadi macam likat - den pun xtau cmne nak describe
3. Kemudian masukkan mascarpone cheese ke dalam bekas whipped cream. Mix hingga sebati (guna manual/tangan je yang ni yea sebab whipped tu dah cukup kena pukul dah)
4. Masukkan puteh telur/gula ke dalam acuan tadi.
5. Mix lagi perlahan2 sambil memasukkan nescafe pekat tadi sedikit demi sedikit sehingga cukup rasa kopi dalam tiramisu tersebut.
6. Okaaaaay dah siap so now masa untuk susun2 beskut dalam bekas. Mulakan layer bawah dengan acuan tiramisu kemudian susun2 lah beskut ladyfingers itu di atas dengan kreatifnya.

*sebelum menyapukan layer cream yang baru.. soak kan biskut itu dengan nescafe pekat tadi (tujuan untuk lembutkan beskut tersebut). Cara soaking dia - ambil nescafe dengan sudu dan ratakan di bahagian atas beskut tersebut.

7. Ulangi dengan layer cream/beskut/cream dan seterusnya.
8. Make sure layer atas adalah cream yea dan biarkan semalam dalam peti sejuk.
9. Last but not least letak serbuk koko di atas nya macam gmba saya ni hehs


Porbably susah nak bayang step yang soak beskut dengan nescafe tu kot.. nanti next time saya buat.. saya amik gmba eh ^^

my type of guy

lülz.. recently met lots of my good friends. yela hangout makan hangout lagi makan lagi. dang i'm getting fatter -___-'

and menariknya semua kalau jumpa berkisar pasal soalan yang sama.. jodoh. i'm not going to deny the fact that i'm still looking for the right guy.. hahs ramai je kawan tapi the right person..?!! -> geez susah nya

my sengal friends even asked me a stupid question.. 'weh dont u wanna get married..?' ouch it goes directly to the bottom of my heart. giler ape..!! of course laa i wanna get married.. having my own child (which later i wanna trained them to be athletes.. $$) heheee

besar kot pahala kahwin ni.. tu yang den kejar. sunnah nabi pula tuu ;) tapi sebenarnya itu fitrah manusia la kan.. ingin mencintai dan dicintai. okay macam pelik je kalau nak explain more on this.

to be short and clear.. i really like the first few weeks when you're trying to know each other. i would say that was the best moment ever.. and every single things happen within that time is very the sweeeetzzz right..? hehs so value your time and your partner. bercinta biar ke syurga =)

p/s: ouh okay still tak update what type of guy yang i suka =P well just be yourself.. the rest will come naturally. i remember someone said to me.. 'i may have a list of 13 criteria. or maybe up to 100. but it could only be not more than just a list. faham? hehe.. a list is a list. doesnt mean i hav to obey it' - totally right ^^

confession of an ex-lover

as easy it is to fall in love.. only through HONEST words still it's really hard to let it go. 

i just want you to know.. i'll always pray for your happiness. i'm very happy to see you happy with someone else but still i feel that you belongs to me =')

ouh God please answer my prayer >___<

my lil notes

proud to be Malaysian

55 years.. breathing fresh air. free from colonization.. i love you Malaysia.

Merdeka..! Merdeka..! Merdeka..!


sekadar copy paste dari twitter saya.. hee *buka lazy song jap*



wah tadi jam 12 malam tengah melepak minum di kedai mamak sahaja. adakah saya kurang patriotik..? tapi ada seorang mamat poyo tiba-tiba berdiri sambil angkat tangan style Tunku Abdul Rahman loool layan kan je la labu

hairan yea kenapa tahun ni tidak ada siaran langsung count down dekat tv. tertunggu-tunggu juga pembaziran beratus ribu ringgit untuk upacara membakar duit aka fireworks. nan adooo ke salah buka channel tv. tsssk tadi mamak tu buka tv3 dah kot

what ever.. apa pun alhamdulillah kita sudah mencapai kemerdekaan selama 55 tahun. penat jerih.. pengorbanan harta, nyawa dan sebagainya oleh rakyat Tanah Melayu akhirnya membuahkan hasil. kita merdeka jua tanggal 31 Ogos 1957.



to be honest i really dont know to express my patriotism.. but i do love my country. we should be proud because we live peacefully 'under one roof' even though we are a multiraces country. it's not an easy job to maintain what we have had now.



think about it.. and be thankful because you were born as a Malaysian. ever heard of the phrase - hujan emas di negeri orang, hujan batu di negeri sendiri.



peace yow.. Selamat Menyambut Hari Kemerdekaan yang ke - 55

expendables 2 : super aweeeesome

weheeee im home..!! yeah in malaysia of course. blogging thru my phone from my bed.. yang empuk dan besau ni hehs


just got back from watching expendables 2 btw.. giler awesome. i love how all the heroes coming back and unite in one good movie.. full of action of course..!!



paling lawak i think chuck norris and arnold's line looools super crazy.. =D

tips: tengok la dulu expendables 2010 baru la u enjoy more the movie.. tapi kalau nak tengok terus num 2 pun tak pe hee

berubah hati

how fast a person changed.. or in this case berubah hati.


for a women it's going to take a long time to fully recover (heal from the pain) but for a men..? geeez so damn fast


or it is because they meet someone and fall im love easily..? have no idea tho but still i'm mad with this kind of thing. pity my friend ='(

it touched my heart

 

i received a reply from my prof last week.. and it really touched my heart. i mean the fact that my high school teachers.. they still remember me (but am i the only one who's doing a master in here..? lol sekali salah orang daa) 

hmm if i may recall.. a day before teacher's day (16 may) out of nowhere, i've been actively adding my teachers on FB. not all of them but yeah a few aka my favourite teachers of course hehe so i've been thinking a lot after reading this email. 

after 10 years i left the school.. did i ever contribute anything to my school. nadaaa..!! not even pay a visit to my teachers. ungrateful person.. maybe? huu ouh wait.. there's one time i joint a programme for the form 3 students. hehs 

so i have this idea.. but still have to gather all my batch to support and to make this dream come true. wait for me.. wait till i got home. 

and thanks a zillion to all my teachers.. i really appreciate what you've done to me and deep in my heart.. i will always miss high school =')

salam Ramadan

alhamdulillah sempat lagi bertemu dengan bulan Ramadan 1433.. 

 

selepas dua tahun sudah puasa di Malaysia, akhirnya tahun ni datang semula ke bumi Jerman. yosssh tapi sekarang musim panas maka kami berpuasa lebih lama sedikit berbanding Malaysia. ah egal sahaja lah kan labu.. 

fyi:: 

Subuh 3.20pagi 

Maghrib 9.08malam

Isya' 10.40 malam.. 

maka seusai sudah solat Terawih berjemaah (haruslah 8+3 rakaat sahaja) jam menunjukkan sudah hampir pukul 12 tengah malam. moreh lagi.. alamatnya memang kami semua tidak tidur sambil menunggu waktu sahur semula.. kelakar bukan? hurm begitulah putaran masa di sini.

dan alhamdulillah seperti mana tahun2 dahulu.. ada tempat berkumpul dan berbuka bersama dengan Malaysian yang lain. i'm so thankful for that.. otherwise senseko would be a disaster for me (i guess). dan dapat juga melepas kerinduan untuk solat Terawih berjemaah.

2 more weeks.. i'll be home tetapi dalam dua minggu ini juga musim peperiksaan yang agak mencabar di tambah pula dengan 18 jam berpuasa. Ya Allah berilah kekuatan kepada hamba-Mu ini. 

jadi kepada semua.. selamat beramal dan semoga dapat mengambil iktibar kisah Perang Badar yang juga berlaku di bulan Ramadan. jangan jadikan faktor berpuasa untuk bermalas-malasan mahupun untuk ketidur-ketiduran.. hehs

Salam Ramadan.. mohon maaf salah dan silap.

i'm coming home..!!

last time.. when i decided to fly to Germany i said i wont go home for 2 years since this summer break i have a summer school in Finnland that i always wanted to go.. but then of course things changed. 

turned out that the summer school is on the last week of ramadhan.. gilo apo nak g summer school time puasa hish and then majority of the malaysian in Munich are going home to celebrate Aidul-Fitr so of course la i dont wanna be left behind.

BUT.. it's a high price to pay since i am going to de-register for one exam becoz suddenly the exam sesat jatuh time september.. ah so what..? i'll took it next sem.. alone coz all my coursemate will take it this year =( soobs

so actually there are few things which makes me really wanna go home..

first : my lil sister going to sit for her big exam - UPSR so the least that i can do is to study with her until the final day..

second : planning to bring my family to Universal Studio Singapore - USS (shud exclude my mom since i know she never gonna ride those frightening games lols) ah have to apply for a passport for the three of them - 300 melayang confirm -__-'

third : my second sister already ask me to bring her daughters to the zoo and sunway lagoon.. hoho okaaaaay 

fourth : im going to sabah for 4 days on early oct to do rafting haha.. and it's gonna be our trip together again (me, marni and muny) yeay..!! =D 

just for me to recall bout our trip together :

first year - USS (only three of us)

second year - sarawak (muny brought her bf along)

third year - sabah (marni going to bring along her bf)

forth year - ?? (me and him.. haha)

soooo basically.. my schedule is full. besides i had a business plan for my two lil brother. need to do lot's of survey and discussion. and of course had to make time to meet all my besties.. dang. 2 months and a half is not enough.. i think?

only one thing.. need to get all my important stuff from someone. aaa please respond to asap

the truth

i just realised that.. running away it's not gonna solve your problem. 

let say.. you need a getaway because you feel sad/horrible/terrible/tense.. you travel across the sea.. looking for the most peaceful place in the world.. but still it's not gonna change anything.

the only way is just stay where you are and pray to THE ONE.. for a miracle.. for a stronger heart.. for a peaceful mind coz you just CAN'T RUNAWAY from your problem 

END OF STORY.. =)

ketentuan Allah

i think i rarely cried.. (i think) huff i dunno i really need a break for myself. things went crazy lately.

why.. this is happening to us. i know i shouldn't question it sebab semua tu ketentuan Allah bukan.

you forget about one thing.. semua yang berlaku ada hikmah di sebaliknya - fine i'll treasure the hikmah.. tapi bila semua ni akan berakhir. ya Allah please stop this.. you are killing us inside ='(



fine i'll go to edinburg i guess.. i need a time for myself

sometimes.. i wish

that i can always be there.. for you ='(

i wish that i know 

what is inside your mind.. and your heart

what makes you happy.. and what makes you sad

because i love you so much.. and all i want to do is to be there for you. no matter what. never thought that it has been so hard for you..

don't worry.. everything's gonna be alright. just wait for me.

ignorance

topic hari ni bertajuk ignorance.

saya perasan saya sekarang dah makin banyak melupakan daratan. contohnya kalau dulu saya selalu bace sokkaba (surat khabar) mesia setiap hari. yela supaya nanti balik mesia tak de la katak bawak tempurung. dan nanti nak exam PTD pun senang sebab tau banyak jugak pasal isu semasa hehs

akan tetapi disebabkan oleh penyiaran berita yang sangat tidak relevan, kebanyakannya berunsur politik jahat dan fitnah maka saya pun jarang2 baca sokkaba. kalau rajin pun tengok sikit bahagian sukan aaah tu pun banyak baca pasal epl so bbc pun dah provide news tu. dan kerana sekarang kita bole subscribe newsfeed dekat fb maka banyak berita pun tahu dari fb juga (ceh patut la.. fb ni menyampaikan cerita lagi cepat dari sokkaba sendiri)

maka ada satu peristiwa yang berlaku yang menyebabkan saya tersentak.. apabila pada suatu petang sedang kami berjalan2 di dachau terjumpa orang mesia. dan disebabkan sikap ignorance ini lah saya tak sedar rupanya saya berjumpa dengan seorang VVIP. boleh tak kenai.. adeis rasa nak hempuk juga diri sendiri. walhal muka beliau banyak terpampang di dada akhbar. haa tu la pasal.. sikap ignorance hang tu padan muka

jadi sejak hari itu saya pun rajin sikit lah baca2 paper online.. menambah pengetahuan okay. memang banyak isu tidak relevan tapi kita ada hak untuk memilih bahan bacaan mana yang terbaik. so klik2 baca isu yang patut je ler.. tak yah bace mende2 lain

okay peace all... selamat membaca

7 Petala Cinta : review

well tengok tajuk pun macam bajet cerita ni best kan? hehe im not sure about you but i did enjoyed the movie *i even cried.. T___T

first when i google about the movie i can see few negative comments la.. macam tak ikut islamic sangat lah cerita ni and pengarah tak habes study dulu about islam etc etc.. huff hard to say but it depends on you tho

kalau cerita tu sampai and kita boleh faham mesej dia nak bagi then why not kita ambil yang jernih buang yang keruh.

nah now layan video ni.. best!! 

Roman Lob - Standing Still

love this song to the bits ^^




Guess we knew this was coming on
‘Cause you’re already gone in my head
You can tell me that I’m wrong
That you’re staying with me instead

The wind has come along and summer’s dead and gone
Is there anything left here to say?
I can put my arms around the emptiness I found
Find a way to make you stay

But I’m standing still, I’m standing still
As you leave me now
I’m standing still, I’m standing still
As you’re walking out
I’m just standing still

Never thought I’d be so strong
But pieces of me break so easy
What I thought would be the end
Is just the feeling that you freed me

Girl this ain’t giving up, it’s knowing where to stop
Knowing every thing is over
I know my love is blind, I see for the first time
Things ain’t gonna bring us closer

But I’m standing still, I’m standing still
As you leave me now, yeah
I’m standing still, I’m standing still
As you’re walking out

I’m standing still…
I’m just standing still as you leave me now
I’m just standing still

The wind has come along, time is dead and gone
Is there anything left here to say?
I can put my arms around the emptiness I found
Find a way to make you stay

I’m standing still, I’m standing still
As you leave me now, yeah
I’m standing still, I’m standing still
As you’re walking out
I’m just standing still

Nidji - Sang Mantan

so we've been listening to this song couples of time during our trip to frankfurt last weekend haha at the end we declared this is our trip song =D

Dulu aku kau puja

Dulu aku kau sayang

Dulu aku sang juara

Yang selalu engkau cinta

Kini roda telah berputar

Kini aku kau hina

Kini aku kau buang

Jauh dari hidupmu

Kini aku sengsara

Roda memang telah berputar

Mana janji manismu

Mencintaiku sampai mati

Kini engkau pun pergi

Saat ku terpuruk sendiri

Akulah sang mantan

Akulah sang mantan

Sakit teriris sepi

Ketika cinta telah pergi

Akulah sang mantan

Akulah sang mantan

Mana janji manismu

Setia sampai aku mati

Kini engkau pun pergi

Saat ku jatuh dan sendiri

Mana janji manismu

Mencintaiku sampai mati

Kini engkau pun pergi

Saat ku terpuruk sendiri

Akulah sang mantan

Akulah sang mantan

Akulah sang mantan

Akulah sang mantan

Mana janji-janjimu

first JERSEY

so.. the 2011-2012 champions league (CL) won by Chelshit.. aaah schade coz we (Bayern Munich) host it at home this year.

what ever.. we were very frustrated about the result but nothing gonna change it =/ btw just wanna tell about my first jersey - hahs it was Bayern Munich's jersey..!! looool i always thought it's gonna be Arsenal's jersey but yeaah.. what ever (again) ouh forgot to mention i have a non original jersey of Arsenal.. bought it last year at Sandakan and i wore it during Arsenal Malaysia Tour 2011 =P

back to the story ::

we went to watch the final CL match at the Public Viewing in Theresienwiese - second official public viewing by UEFA.. yeap in other word UEFA organised the public viewing so that we can celebrate the finale dahoam (final at home) which turned out to be a big dissapointment for the lads.. =(

it was a great memory tho.. even at first the original plan was to watch it together with my coursemates but at the end we couldn't meet each other - yeah crazy enough to find them in the crowd --> approximately 25 thousands peoples were there.. =O at last i watched it together with my malaysian friends.. and we aka the girls wore the Bayern Munich jersey..!!! hehe cooooool and aweeeeesome (tapi kalah sooobs)

still.. it was a great and memorable day.. congrats chelsea and try again bayern =) 

p/s: later i will try to upload some pics heee

too perfect

life is too perfect to be just like in the drama series.. isn't it..?!



my current so called 'crush' is a drama series HOW I MET YOUR MOTHER which premiered back in 2005 (woow.. it was like 7 years ago..? what was i doing that time sigh)




it was quite similar with F.R.I.E.N.D.S - my all time favourite drama series.. bunch of good friends.. sitting in a cafe / restaurant talking about their life and relationships. 

















sometimes you wanna have something like that.. i mean a close friends to sit and talk and meet everyday but it's just impossible right..?!

i miss my life

so today i went to class.. as usual (ouh really..? hehs) 

while i was listening to the lectures and suddenly at some point i'm questioning myself.. am i doing the right thing..? =/

i gave up almost everything - my family (mom, siblings, nieces and nephew), my career (fantastic jobs with all the wide open opportunity for me to shine - okay over giler statement ni, great salary with tremendous bonus), my bestest friends (maahad, pasum, ukm, jerman).. and i even lost someone that i really love (at that time).. for what..?!

just to fly to germany and further my study and then skipping classes and got not a really good grade in exams and spent all the scholarship money... huff i'm sux. 

and i really miss my life back then in Malaysia..!! ='(

okay enough whining.. the damage is done. and i'll prove that this is not a wrong decision.. i'll be a better person.. got some job here (ya allah please give me a good news)

and most important.. no regret and no turning back.. coz this is life and no matter how hard it is.. no matter how bad it is.. HE will always be there for you.

p/s: hehe okay thanks melayan me merapu.. lol im hungry better get something to eat.. hurm yawn

killed by memories

how do people survived by the way.. from the memories of the loved one. i mean they once become your loved one =/

manual post

life.. as it is

servus...!!


cuba lihat gambar di bawah.. ia merupakan abstract : life as it is

okay.. kalau anda rajin nak menghurai satu persatu element dalam gambar ni di persilakan. sebab saya sebenarnya ada cerita lain untuk di ceritakan.. hua2




:: short story ::


so today i went to an italiano restaurant called VAPIANO with my dearie coursemates (yao, rumana and sheena) so on our way home.. we talked about yao's roommate. well actually i knew her.. i met her twice, thrice i think. we even played bowling together.. and she seems okay (err to me)


akan tetapi.. kita tidak boleh menilai orang dari luaran sahaja. rupa-rupanya dia mengalami masalah kemurungan yang melampau dan sangat tertekan dengan kehidupan di munich. akhirnya dia tewas dengan segala permainan minda dan jiwa dirinya sendiri. walaupun dia mendapat keputusan peperiksaan yang sangat baik tetapi dia sering gusar memikirkan dia tidak mampu untuk menamatkan pengajiannya.. dan muktamad - dia akan pulang hujung minggu ini ke china.. pulang buat selama-lamanya tanpa menamatkan pengajiannya. pelik bukan..? huuu


and that makes me think.. betapa bertuahnya kita. di kurniakan kekuatan dan ketabahan hati untuk meneruskan kehidupan ini.. walau apa jua duri dan ranjau yang ditempuhi. undeniable.. living abroad is not easy and alhamdulillah up to this point i've done it twice (ouh have to finish my master first tho.. =/) 




tips from me :: on how to survive living abroad


1- find a good environment - friends / coursemates / neighbours


2- makes your self at home - at least try to do the same routine as before i.e your life before leaving your country


3- enjoy your stay at the country and most importantly enjoy your study..!! 


4- last but not least.. the NUMBER ONE TIPS is support from your family and also from yourself. just don't go crazy yaa.. =)

okay.. ciaoo

remember you - dedicated to u =)

okay firstly memang nak mengaku saya peminat dato' siti nurhaliza. and penah sekali berselisih dengan beliau dekat genting. lalu sebelah2 je.. tapi tetibe terblurr kejap and tak sempat nak buat ape2.. lols


just nak promote lagu ni.. sebab i've been listening to it non stop for the past one hour. it's from her english album.. selama ni asyik dengar lagu falling in love je tapi rasa lagu ni laaaaagi best kot and i love the lyrics so damn much.. ^^





If we never make it back
To what we used to be
I hope you know I tried to give you all of me

I dont wanna wake up tomorrow
If our memories filled with sorrow
I`d rather smile when I remember you

If you find someone
That can love you right
I wont stand in your way
I wont even fight,
No, I wont forget
Ill always remember you

Like the sun will rise
As the seasons change
I will walk trought life
Til the very end,
No, I wont regret
Ill always remember you


p/s: =)

not that lucky

something about football yow.. final champions league tahun ni buat dekat Allianz Arena aka Munich. dekat gila la dengan sini huu


and last month ada application for the ticket. some kind like lottery la sebab dia pakai sistem maen hentam sahaja untuk cabut undi siapa yang berjaya dapat ticket tu

sadly.. i didn't get one soobs rupanya semua budak2 laki kat sini pun hantar jugak. sume xdapat kot adeih tensen. sekali ada satu pasangan kahwin ni.. dia cakap dia dapaaaat..!! orang melayu la haih giler lucky kan (depa ni pernah di ceritakan dalam entry lepas yang tolong tumpangkan orang nak tido tu)


well i think if i am lucky pun memang xdapat kot coz i gave my malaysian credit card number and maybe the balance money not sufficient untuk deduct duet ticket lol


coz the rule is stated clearly that if they cannot deduct the money automatic unsuccessful hehs so sedapkan hati macam tu laaah.




fine i'll try again next year.. never give up ouh.

tak pernah bosan

today.. i wanna talk about one of my dearest friend in matriculation.



nak tahu.. dia ni kategori minah hot gak la. time masuk matrik tu.. dalam kami berempat satu bilik tu.. dia sorang je yang dah ada boyfriend. wahkahkah yang lain naive je tahap gaban. time tu boyfriend dia nama nuri ape ntah. bila pertama kali dengar nama boyfriend dia tu kami duk pakat gelak la.. and i'm the one who's being over the line sampai panggil dia dengan nama nuri...!! sampai laaa sekarang.. lol maaf nuri, ak xleh nak buang lah. anggap je la ak panggil hang ala2 burung nuri macam tu eh =D


so alkisahnya.. dalam masa setahun kami berkawan tu, dia pun break up dengan nuri sebab duk minat dengan seorang mamat ni yang dia kata ada rupa macam justin timberlake..!! wah kami pun duk ligat la.. geram nak berjumpa secara live boyfriend baru dia yang ala2 justin ni (dah nama asal mamat tu pun xingat.. sebab nickname duk lekat justin sampai la ni huu)



sumpah... sampai sekarang kami tak nampak kat mana JUSTIN-nya muka mamat berkenaan.. haha puteh memang la puteh.. kacak la jugak. ouh is he my type of guy.. hurm xdek la plak ada perasaan minat hehe yelaaaa boyfriend besfren koot. nak mampuss..!! okay the twist is at the end mamat justin ni kahwin dengan besfren si nuri ni.. giler tak. so den tak kebas boyfriend orang eh.. besfren dia yang lain plak duk make a move lol



and there is one time (last year kot).. i asked nuri ni - eh why eh ang break-up dengan justin tu dulu.. for me mamat tu cam ada rupa la banding dengan current boyfriend dia yang kategori sedap mata memandang je


and one thing she said.. dia tak pernah bosan dengan boyfriend dia tu aka husband dia sekarang ni (alhamdulillah) so makna kata si justin tu bosan la kaaan.. haha


well so that is what we called jodoh la kan. jangan nak memilih rupa je.. sedangkan pada hakikatnya anda memang tak boleh blah dengan perangai and kebosanan beliau. daah pegi cari yang lain hehe



p/s: yeap.. i knew that feeling. you never felt bored when you are with them =') tapi sayang bukan jodoh kan

i'm damn good in....

making people getting fatter =/



oh god why..? i am truly sorry to those who used to be 'thin' and after knowing me he/she had gained weight so drastically.




sheeesh i love to eat and buy things (food esp) sebab mama kata kalau spent duet dekat makanan tak pe. jangan berkira2 huu so for the past 6 months i've been spending more money on food kot. rathen than clothes etc. think maybe around 3000 euro on food only T___T


kesannya.. i'm worried about cik adik sorang ni. coz i macam membawa influence gemok kepada beliau yang sedang on diet. hue3... den pn maintain je berat macam ni. xkurus2.. haish yela sebab duk dengan diorang family ni. cube kalau i live alone. confirm kurus... =D




just now i bought subway veggie patty yang panjang tuh plus cookies sbb de sale beli 12 ketul dalam 5 euro baru. and cik adik tu pun duk la xtahan godaan cookies subway. lol and suddenly tomorrow she asked me to go cycling with her coz she's very concern about her weight gegege... okaaay siap suh sorok lagi the cookies ahaha den plak yang peluh2.. fufuuu





but we do have our sports routine.. like every saturday main badminton 2 hours then every tuesday swimming and now since dah masuk spring.. we are going to play ping pong everyday dekat rumah. just now i need to find another sport to fill in the gap between tuesday and saturday.. i have tennis racket but dont have partner to play with. xdek geng la sini sooobs kalau dekat mesia confirm boleh ajak fae maen kat ukm >____<



fufuuuh semoga before balik malaysia bulan 8 ni.. i can lose weight dalam 5-10kg..!! ngeh2 angan2 mat jenin ceit

wedding song [2] :: kaulah segalanya

Kau merubah segala
Cinta yang ku dahaga
Kehadiran dirimu
Menyinari mekar semula hatiku

Kau lukis hidupku
kau hias hatiku
Kau sambut cintaku tulus ikhlas
Suci hatimu kasih

Kaulah segalanya
Yang menyinari hidupku kasih
Hanya satunya
Yang kucintai

Sambut lah cintaku
Jangan kau pergi dari sisiku
Cintaku padamu
Ikhlas sejati

Hulur tanganmu kasih
Sambut cintaku
Jangan tinggalkan aku seorang diri
Tak sanggup lagi dilukai

Maafkan aku jika salahku
Peristiwa yang pernah ku alami dulu
Aku tahu betapa pahitmu
Menerima sejarah hidupku

Kaulah segalanya
Yang menyinari hidupku kasih
Hanya satunya
Yang kucintai

Sambutlah cintaku
Jangan kau pergi dari sisiku
Cintaku padamu
Ikhlas sejati
Cintaku padamu
Ikhlas sejati

pLease la... berADAB sikit f***er

ouh sheT... i am soooooooo emo and pissed off hari ni.


i would say today is the emo-ish day since i arrived here last october in germany. even my friend had to cool me down... lol (yes i jarang marah and emo kot.. kena marah selalu ade lah -__-')



so you are about to read an emo story from an emo me and i might get you emo too.. =D eh emo tu emotional daaa.. faham..?!



alright.. you know living abroad ni. kadang2 kita rasa semua malaysia tu bersaudara.. ye lah sape lagi ada dekat bumi abroad tu kalau bukan saudara sesama bangsa and agama ye dak? jadi nya adalah sesetengah makhluk allah ni jenis yang kalau nak berjalan ke sana ke sini dia akan cari contact dekat kawasan berkenaan.

contoh la : mungkin kalau anda nak berjalan ke paris maka cuba2 lah cari kenalan atau kawan kepada kenalan atau sesiapa sahaja lah.. asalkan Malaysian. yelah untuk menumpang bermalam sehari, dua atau tiga empat hari kaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan..!!



the thing is.. boleh. why not.. sebab kami ni pun ada rumah yang ala2 hotel gitu.. ada bilik free 2,3 jadi sudilah kiranya anda2 semua datang menumpang ye tak? even i dont really know who you are.. setakat kawan atas kawan pastu ada hati nak tentukan life kita supaya masuk dengan jadual perjalanan mereka.. yeah WHY NOT..!! boleh la sangat kot datang reramai lepas tu promote pula dekat kawan2 kaaaaaaaan...!! *baca dalam nada sarcasm please*



gile tak ada adab punya orang.. apa ingat korang belajar oversea then you have the right to be damn rude.. giler vavi betul lah. agak2 la sikit.. datang nak tumpang rumah orang.. then nak paksa2 tuan rumah pulak.. memang bongok tau.


well actually this didn't really happen to me.. but to our friends. kisahnya macam ni la..

si B (boy) dan si G (girl) mereka ni couple kooot. so nak datang jalan2 area sini.. boleh pulak ada sorang ni si M (malaun) yang jenis jadi yellow pages dekat jerman ni. pegi promote rumah orang tu orang ni dekat orang lain. eh M (malaun) u bajet cool ke.. ? tak faham den. kot yea pun nak jadi baik.. i mean helping others with accomodation, agak2 la. boleh fikir tak privacy rumah2 orang yang dia duk promote tu. giler ape.. duk diam2 sudah lah.

at the end abes semua orang dekat area sini si B and si M tu pegi contact thru FB and tanya boleh tumpang duduk rumah tak..? OH MY GOSH.. please la kot yea pun nak saving bab accomodation, beragak la sikit. kiterang kalau travel xpenah2 nak tumpang rumah orang kot.. tebai muka laaaa and furthermore you have scholar la dowh... duet banyak nak mampus tapi berkira yang amat bab tempat tinggal. eh kalau TAK MAMPU TAK PAYAH TRAVEL la.. even i bila buat budget travel.. always and always cari tempat tinggal sendiri. *unless memang di pelawa kan.. and kalau dah di pelawa tu maknanya tahap kawan dah la. ni memang tak kenal hujung pangkal tiba2 nak datang tumpang. buat nya korang tu penyangak ke who knows right.. zzz


okay at the end.. si B and si G ni pun berjaya la mendapatkan tempat tinggal percuma dengan kawan2 kami (yang sangat la baik). si G ni duk dengan my friend ni lah.. dia dah berkeluarga and de anak sorang so dia senang kalau amik si G je and si B di seperatekan duduk rumah guys bujang. mula2 mereka ni okay saja la dengan plan tersebut.. sekaliiiiiiii haaa



the boiling point is when tadi kawan ni duk cerita.. si B ni duk try pujuk dia untuk duduk sekali dengan gerlfren dia si G tu.. means nak tumpang gak rumah my friend la dedua ketui tuh. dengan alasan nanti dia nk kene hantar awek dia g rumah my friend ni and then kene pegi travel dalam 30 minit pula ke rumah dak2 laki bujang tu.. eh helloooo it's not our problem la. ko nak travel pepandai la survive.. kate nak save duet sangat. and si B ni sangat tak puas hati kenapa my friend ni xboleh tumpangkan dia and si G sekali.. siap compare lagi before ni okay je duk tumpang2 rumah family orang lain.



rasa nak betukar jadi super saiya je and give si B a lesson aka belasah sampai amnesia ke. eh come on.. suka hati laaa. nak samakan my friend dengan orang lain plak. dah dia memang macam tu.. and her husband pun memang xkan bagi laki lain duduk sekali.. nak tumpang sampai weekdays lak tu. dah kalau husband dia pegi kerja, tinggal my friend dengan baby girl dia dekat rumah. korang tu sape plak.. tak kenal pun. haih me myself wont take the risk la


itu kata.. kekadang diorang ni amik things for granted and amik mudah mende2 macam ni. hidup terlampau barat kot eh..? wallahualam



i had enough.. banyak dah ni menahan amarah. i really can't stand this type of people.. and ada lagi la point2 lain yang xlarat nak di tulis. siap perli2 my friend lagi and the fact that dia siap boleh suruh my friend ni balik rumah awal sebab diorang dah penat travel and nak simpan beg etc.. wtFcuk is that..?! dah la xkenal langsung.. sebok nak arrange hidup orang. itu kate TAK ADA ADAB..!! bodoh.




and this post is not only for them la.. tapi general speaking. memang banyak dah nampak post2 yang duk cari tempat bermalam bila travel etc. we have this malaysian FB group and very obvious orang duk tanya2 dalam group tu. come on la common sense kot.. you had enough money to spend on your own.. go and book a room rather than simply asking and begging and FORCING others to accept you.


please bear in mind the fact that you are a STRANGER..!!

the vOW - movie review

so... i was on twitter when someone talk about this movie.. THE VOW


watched the trailer and today.. at 3 am i decided to watch the movie online.. heh no need to go to cinema lah. and guess what happen...!!


merah mata + selsema kejap akibat nangis tengok cite ni.. soooobs and i just knew it was based on true story. gosh.. giler lah. i wanna rate the movie 5/5 =DD




sedikit sinopsis:

pasal satu pasangan ni (leo and paige) owh no wonder macam penah tengok the guy.. dia berlakon cerita she's the man.. kikiki alright back to the story. so there is one day diorang accident and the wife lost her 5 years of memories.. termasuk la si leo ni. apa yang dia ingat is dia bertunang dengan jeremy and live with her parents. jeng jeng jeng.. adalah kisah di sebaliknya pasal family dia.. and yang paling best is how she follow the exact path to her long lost life tu (i.e just before she lost her memory la)



movie quotes:

"I vow to love you and no matter what challenges might carry us apart, we will always find a way back to each other."

"Life’s all about moments of impact and how they change our lives forever. But what if one day, you could no longer remember any of them?"

"Paige: I vow to help you love life, to always hold you with tenderness and to have the patience that love demands. To speak when words are needed and to share the silence when they’re not, and to live within the warmth of your heart — and always call it home.
Leo: I vow to seriously love you, in all your forms, now and forever. I promise to never forget that this is a once in a lifetime love."

seriously.. worth to watch. and please prepare tissue la.. as for me lucky i just had my shower and my towel is still with me.. so lap guna towel je la.. zzz

one of our wedding song.. lol

click2 on youtube semalam and can't stop listening to this song.. haha and i gave it to my friend.. with a note 'a-must-song-on-your-wedding-day..!!' kikiki

bila baca lirik dia memang macam sangat... hurm kena lah. so pasang je la time wedding korang nanti eh =D 'i think im gonna make a list of songs i wanna play on the w-day' tiba-tibaaaa




Pasha Ungu Ft. Adel - Penghujung Cintaku

berakhir sudah pencarian cintaku
jiwa ini tak lagi sepi, hati ini tlah ada yang miliki
tiba diriku di penghujung mencari cinta
diri ini tak lagi sepi, kini aku tak sendiri

aku akan menikahimu, aku akan menjagamu
ku kan selalu di sisimu seumur hidupmu
aku akan menyayangimu, ku kan setia kepadamu
ku kan selalu di sisimu seumur hidupmu

tiba diriku di penghujung mencari cinta
hati ini tak lagi sepi, kini aku tak sendiri

aku akan menyayangimu, ku kan setia kepadamu (kepadamu)
ku kan selalu di sisimu seumur hidupmu
wooo aku akan menikahimu, oh aku akan menjagamu
ku kan selalu di sisimu seumur hidupmu

nananana nananana nananana nananana
ku kan selalu di sisimu seumur hidupmu
seumur hidupmu [4x]

p/s: off to concert tonight... fufuuu gedebar

this is... crazyyyyyyyy

can't get you out of my mind.. asyik2 nak click checking on you. aaaargh sampai tak tahu nak buat apa dah.. =(

so i write it here. wahai hati.. bersabar boleh tak. cepuk kang grrrr part of my heart really want to talk to you but the other part wont let me. this is crazy.. ish3



this feeling.. can destroy my life okay. cannot study huff please god. lapangkan dadaku dan berilah hambamu ini peluang untuk bersama eh.. peluang untuk.. hmm entah la


apa2 pun kita doa sesame eh ^^

here it goes again..

today is MBFW - my best friend's wedding heeee she looks gorgeous ouh. wait seminit selepas di tilik2 my friends almost 80% adalah gorgeous lagi 20% jatuh kategori sedap mata memandang hoho subhanallah.. ciptaan Allah semuanya hebat2 belaka. tak ada yang hodoh yea =) sebab kalau anda menghina sesuatu kejadian tu maknanya anda menghina sang pencipta nya juga.. so fikir2 kan lah dan selamat beramal heh


okay enough being-a-bit-pious.. back to the main story : MBFW


so i met her 9 years ago (omg really..?!! i lost count already huu) kami rommie berempat at pasum. duduk dekat 11th college.. yeap the best college eveeeer. even kenal dan berjumpa dalam masa yang singkat i.e setahun je.. it means a lot to me. dunno bout them tapi macam sama je kot errr eh btw dah penah buat post pasal diorang huh okay skip all the intro.



now 2012.. 2 of us dah kawen.. tinggal me and my friend lagi sorang heh dalam bergetar pun dari 8 orang.. enam dah kawen. tinggal dua orang juga. and from my best friends at ukm.. 2 out of 8 dah kawen. haha okay rilex still ada enam lagi. so here it goes again.. all the jodoh things.


as i look back on what i've been through these 26 years.. i found few peoples which i think the most compatible with me but definitely not my jodoh. should i complaint..? or regret bout it..?


NOPE.. wanna know why ::

you know life is worth the struggle when you look back on what you lost & realize what you have now is way better.. - maka nikmat Tuhan yang manakah yang kamu dustakan?

don&apos;t worry

i'll wait for you.. and/or i'll find you.. don't worry =)


just please hurry.. and come here >__<





p/s: waiting mode heh

ich vermisse dich

ich vermisse dich - auf Deutsch

=

i miss you - in English

=

saya rindu awak - dalam Bahasa Melayu




sekian kelas bahasa kita pada hari ni. not even sorry for the short post lol



btw i do.. miss you <3

kerana bubbLe tea.. ouh

tahukah anda.. saya sebenarnya bukan lah penggemar tegar bubble tea..


sebab tak suka tengok dia di jual sepah2 kiri kanan dalam shopping complex mahupun dekat mydin. heh okay tipu.. tipu.. fine sebab sebetulnya ialah ada issue tak percaya pada tahap kebersihan kedai tersebut. yela nampak cam cikai2 je kan.. =/


tapi bila ingat2 balik macam dari sekolah menengah dulu - tahun 2001/02 pernah minum kot. fae introduce to me and she once again bawak balik bubble tea ni dalam hidup den dalam setahun dua yang lepas grrrr. beli kat warta bangi je sebab memang sedap gilerr kot kat situ. and of course la order perisa honey dew yow. tapi baru minum sekali dua kedai tu dah tutop.. sedih kaaaan =(



then after that i never been a fan dah.. *okay tipu lagi ade gak satu percubaan beli bubble tea kat little taiwan (LT).. dekat depan carrefour alamanda tu (betui kaa.. ntah ler) tapi time tu macam loser2 lagi sebab before ni selalu fae yang beli jek hoho so i never know how to order..!! sekali je beli kat LT tuh.. dah tobat xbeli dah. mahai nak mampus pastu xsedap kot (okay maybe sebab salah pilih flavour kan huu)



then then.. back in august last year i went to sandakan dengan my lady bos.. haaa dia pun cam penggemar bubble tea kot sebab tetiba satu hari tu time odw balik dari site dia ajak pegi beli dekat satu kedai ni.. and OMG.. sedap giler koooot dorang buat..!!! rase cm nak bawak balik je serbuk yang dorang guna tu keh2
p/s:sesape tau kat mane nak dapat supplier buat bubble tea ni please let me know.. lol



okay that was not the main point of this post lagi.. i wanna tell moreee. so bila datang sini, sangat batak la bila jumpa bubble tea coz i think it's asian nye produk. and ada kakak sorang ni (kak mima dearie) introduce a bubble tea shop dekat stadt - name dia MEITO. and and i memang salute gileeer coz memang sama sedap la dengan dekat sandakan tuh.. hue2 coz im comparing the best of the best eh


and i've been to that shop like >10 times dah kot. biasalah ada ups and down.. kekadang pekerja dia buat sedap kekadang tak sedap. tapi bila dapat yang sedaaaap tu rasa nikmat sangaaaat.. sampai boleh senyum sorang2.. and siap boleh turn my swing mood haha yeah hanya kerana bubble tea ouh..!! harga dia pun not bad.. around 3,20 Euro. and staff kat situ pun siap dah boleh hafal my order.. coz asek sama je tiap kali datang kan.. hehs

black tea - milk - cold - honey dew - tapioca pearls.. my order forever and ever kot. dah rase gak orang lain nye camne tapi xbeeeeest.. huff


ouh kerana bubble tea jugak.. sebab tadi duk q panjang and dorang duk pasang lagu2 kat tv so today i jadi crazy dengar this song.. be mine from infinite (korean group kooot) the awkward moment is because i never been a fan of korean/japan artist huu sheT..!!

but i just love this song je laaa... okay layan eh


zaaaasss





p/s: ramai betul satu group huu

i wish one day we can..

go out and hang out together.. for the first and last time maybe. i really wanna know how it feels going out with you.. =/


coz you have no idea how much you mean to me. and how much i love you since the first day i know you.. but i just know that we can't be together =')





this is not a 'forever alone' kind of story or a 'friendzone' love story.. this is a true story and probably the story of my life..



ya Allah can you please grant me this >____<

- Five Minutes -

have you heard about Five Minutes..?

le me browsing le youtube and found them.. well i frankly wanna say they are damn good. think indonesian group.. but i have no idea which song are their's. since they also sing other's song.. contoh lagu feveret den dekat bawah ni.. okay enjoy.. ^^




Mungkin aku patut membenci dia
Karna mencintaimu
Jujur kukatakan aku tak rela dia curi hatimu

Karna ku lebih dulu jadi kekasihmu
Dan dengan sungguh mencintaimu
Ku tak ingin dirinya menggantikan aku
Karna ku tahu, ku lebih baik dari dirinya

Aku ingin dia yang pergi jauh
Pergi jauh darimu

i hate you

enough said.







bye =)

Lady Antebellum - Need You Now HD

my favourite song in 2009 before it was cool... and won grammysssss...!! =')




Picture perfect memories scattered all around the floor
Reachin' for the phone 'cause I can't fight it anymore
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now

Another shot of whiskey can't stop looking at the door
Wishing you'd come sweeping in the way you did before
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one, I'm a little drunk and I need you now
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now


Guess I'd rather hurt than feel nothin' at all

It's a quarter after one I'm all alone and I need you now

And I said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now

And I don't know how I can do without

I just need you now

I just need you now (wait)

Ooo, baby, I need you now

a D e L e

sempena adele dah menang 6 grammy awards ni.. i wanna dedicate this post to her. yeah i know la she wont read this lol.. but just a fun post coz i really really really adore her..!!


so, hasil dari pencarian google.. album 21 adalah album kedua dia selepas album pertama 19. heh okay boleh agak la kan.. album dia di namakan sempena umur dia.. cool kan. kalau ikut logik.. album seterusnya bertajuk 23 kwang2.. tapi korang silap. sebab nya birthday dia dah nak dekat i.e May so xsempat la nak release album 23 kan.. hehs tahun ni umur dia 24 koot.. macam xpercaya kan. yeap i looks younger than her.. kih3 =D



i remember listening to her song.. esp rolling in the deep. yela time keluar2 dengan my friend buka hitz / fly sume duk pasang lagu dia kot. and lagu someone like you tu dengar time dekat sini.. set fire to the rain pun sama.. haih kekadang terfikir juga kenapa dari dulu xdengar lagu2 dia huu



apa2 pun one fact you should know bout the album 21 tuh.. she start writing all the lyrics since 2009 i.e time broke up dengan ex-boyfriend dia. well sometimes kesedihan tu pun boleh menguntungkan seseorang kan? haha siapa sangka.. sebab putus cinta boleh menang grammy..!! giler.. me heartbroken pun takat hurm.. okay tayah tau details heh




what ever it is.. adele, keep it up. coz your voice memang best giler.. and you didn't even need all the techno music or ft. sesiapa etc.. coz you had it all - on your own.. =)



nah layan her performance time grammy hari tu.. standing ovation from audience.. ^^

pay attention at min 2.36.. hehs love it. somehow she's trying to say - fcuk yea.. you can had me.. and you had it all but...

p/s: really wanna go to your concert... >______<

29 February 2012

saja nak mengabadikan tarikh ni. 4 years ago rasa macam tak buat apa-apa kot huu


btw tahun ni pada tarikh ni ada majlis farewell style international i.e masak masakan dari home country for one of our friend yang join course master kami selama satu semester sahaja. dan dia akan balik for good tengah bulan Mac ni wuuu

it's okay nanti nak buat aseantrip dengan mereka ni time summer bulan 8 kang. mintak-mintak time tu duet lebat fufuu


so i cooked nasi lemak dengan ayam pedas - kes tak ada ikan bilis la ni hua3 and tadi tinggal 3 ketul ayam dekat rumah. shet it's gonna be a speculation among them coz i left 3 ketui ja.. yezzza depa kan duk kenen den dengan sorang hamba allah ni and tonight semua orang akan gather dekat rumah


owh yea.. also going to play bowling petang ni. kalau sempat la. naseb ada tempat bowling dekat rumah depa ni.. ^^



alright that's all update from me during february. my skii trip..? heh nanti dulu lah.. but it was awesoooome grrr i love skiing doch.!!

oh God.. why

since this is my blog kan.. so i'm free to write about every thing hehs


tapi le familia somehow know my blog link ceh.. and for me to change the url again.. it's quite impossible la -___-'



susah den nak merapu.. tak bebas huh btw i just wanna meluahkan perasaan berkecamuk sekarang ni.




this one fella.. willing to come here to see me. so sweeet aite but this fella kan always buat spoil la. which is something i didn't dare to expose in here. but close enough to make me reject him huu


oh God why..? gimme next candidate please >___<


i iz super tense with this issue right now.. peoples in our community here busy m'kenenkan me with this guy.. my family also keep on asking me bout the other guy.. huh


but the only thing that matter to me at the moment is my study.. *poker face*




tetibe teringat someone said to me that i will not get married huff damn you.. =|

purplelicious

current crush : purple


actually dari dulu memang tak tau nak minat warna apa. dan di sebabkan warna biru terlalu mainstream jadi saya suka banyak warna pelik seperti warna kelabu, hitam, hijau muda dan sebagainya.

ingat lagi masa sekolah menengah, kami geng berlapan semua ada warna kegemaran. atiyah dengan jingga (oren), aniah dengan merah jambu, alia dengan coklat, nadiah dengan kuning, dan bagi kami - faezah, liana and myself dengan warna biru. okay shet lupa syaila punya warna kegemaran apa.. kena tanya balik.

tapi bila saya minat warna biru tidak bermakna semua barang saya warna biru.. tidak tidak tidak. sebab nya saya tidak memilih warna. asal cantek je bedal. contohnya pencil case saya yang masih setia saya pakai dari zaman universiti dulu (brand radioactive) warna coklat kehijauan hehs sebab saya rasa dia sangat lah cantik owh. now dah bertahun pakai.. siap sempat pergi jerman dua kali lagi pencil case tu. time kerja pun dia sentiasa ada huu i lap u

lepas tu purse saya pula. warna kuning hua3 tapi sangat lah comot. yela tu susah pakai warna terang ni cepat kotor. tu pun dah lama juga la pakai dari tahun 2009 (brand united colors of benetton) insya allah lepas ni nak bertukar ke purse fossil pula. tapi masih mencari lagi yang sesuai

dari segi pakaian pula.. owh shet saya jarang2 beli baju pun. i know loser kan. tapi macam dulu2 suka beli baju warna coklat. dan hasilnya adalah sweater coklat, blouse coklat, seluar coklat. ah itu zaman degree dulu rasanya.

okay sekarang.. baru nak masuk cerita pasal tajuk post hari ini iaitu purple aka ungu. semenjak december tahun lepas saya rasa purple tu cantek sangat. jadi masa saya pergi ke UK saya sempat beli 2 helai baju yang sangat purple hehs kemudian dua hari lepas saya beli pula 2 jacket yang juga sangat purple.

ada masa nanti saya upload la my purplelicious heh



okay tschuss.. ^^

The One That Got Away - Katy Perry (Cover by Tiffany Alvord & Chester See)

the best cover ever..!!



Summer after high school when we first met
We make out in your Mustang to Radiohead
And on my 18th Birthday
We got matching tattoos

Used to steal your parents' liquor
And climb to the roof
Talk about our future
Like we had a clue
Never planned that one day
I'd be losing you

In another life
I would be your girl
We'd keep all our promises
Be us against the world

In another life
I would make you stay
So I don't have to say
You were the one that got away
The one that got away

I was June and you were my Johnny Cash
Never one without the other we made a pact
Sometimes when I miss you
I put those records on (Whoa)

Someone said you had your tattoo removed
Saw you downtown singing the Blues
It's time to face the music
I'm no longer your muse

But in another life
I would be your girl
We'd keep all our promises
Be us against the world

In another life
I would make you stay
So I don't have to say
You were the one that got away
The one that got away
The o-o-o-o-o-one [x3]
The one that got away

[Bridge:]
All this money can't buy me a time machine (Nooooo)
Can't replace you with a million rings (Nooooo)
I should've told you what you meant to me (Whoa)
'Cause now I pay the price

In another life
I would be your girl
We'd keep all our promises
Be us against the world

In another life
I would make you stay
So I don't have to say
You were the one that got away
The one that got away
The o-o-o-o-o-one [x3]

In another life
I would make you stay
So I don't have to say
You were the one that got away
The one that got away

exam

wow.. 8th february



nice.. hehs btw busy with my exam. cant wait to enjoy my holiday for.. err nearly 2 months tho. but too broke to go home. besides have soo much things to do. skiing.. concert.. traveling etc lols




okay ciao.. =P

typical.. typical.. very typical MALAY DRAMA

huff.. now watching a drama (actually layan sama dengan auntie hehe)


haih pening tengok drama melayu sekarang.. haha i know i watch some of it. but not all.. hurm now yang saya layan pun ariana mikhail. sebab nora danish ke.. err or maybe sebab paris hehs =D *remember i love paris so much kan

cantik laaaa nora danish.. >__< p/s: but i love the eiffel more.. keke

but now auntie tengah tengok cerita gemersik kalbu.. err am i spell it right. tapi kan.. tengok skrip sume drama ni samaaaa je lols. pasal corporate.. mentua tak suka menantu.. cinta kontrak.. cinta paksaan.. cinta muka buku.. ehh jap tu tajuk lagu finalis AJL daa =P



boleh tak.. create something yang luar biasa dow. and please la.. jangan duk melarat and melalut giler macam cerita dhia tu.. opps the story dah okay tapi duk la panjang meleret2 sampai mengarut2. gilerkah..!! grrr

why dont amik kisah2 famous artis ke.. then karang la skrip. xkesah la kisah cinta ke duka ke.. huff


*okay ni semangat nak buat skrip drama ni.. trollols =DD

the same feeling

haihs.. it's the same feeling.


rasa malas.. wasting time doing nothing.. grrr padahal i have lots of things to do. 3 papers to write.. exam next week plus 5 other subjects coming within 3 weeks.




and i'm still doing nothing.. =| cLick2... online fufuuu sux man..

staLking level : Asian

heeee sorry.. i did staLk you.. like a lot. i already retired from being a staLker like months ago you know gege

but but but.. you made me wanna staLk you 24/7 hehs i even made a meme for you. haish if only you know =P

okay crush.. i'll see u later yaa.. i'm done with you for today ngeh <3


owh btw i had this conflict.. about this one guy. hmm i think i'm playing safe with him.. i mean we did talk generally bout marriage.. life etc but i'm controlling my self from falling in love with him.


heek y.. coz i don't know whether he's the one. adeis i hate this feeling fufuu dear Allah please show me the way. nanti i rasa bersalah pula bagi dia harapan.. dah la chatting with him every single day >___<

but i kinda hate long distance relationship.. gaaa how did people survived from it hmm and have i done it before..? only Allah knows.. wallahualam


okay nite2.. it's already 4am. cheerio ~

me.. pissing off

haih i rarely feel angry.. or annoyed you know. but today it seems like the day that i wanna messed up with everything.

i know sometimes i'm being very kind.. but please dont take advantage on me. coz you gonna be the last person i wish to see in this life okay..?

yeah at least i still wanna see you coz i need to get my things back.. huff =|



inner peace.. inner peace.. fufufu really i'm done with you. please live a good life..


oh p/s: i didn't miss u and i dont want u to miss me either.. so why am i pissed off again..?! your attitude.. that's all.

le me staLking.. =D

haha proud to present this.. from meme generator.. loooools XD

Beribu Sesalan - 3 Suara Ning Baizura, Jaclyn Victor and Shila

Ku susuri malam ini
Yang tidak berbintang sunyi sepi
Juga rembulan dah menghilang
Dalam kelam ku sendiri

Ku mencari hembus bayu
Yang selalu berbisik madah rindu
Kini membisu dalam sayu
Tidak ku temu suaramu

Kekasihku di jalanan yang berliku
Di saat ku perlukanmu
Tertutup jua segalanya terhadapmu
Di sini ku tersedu-sedu

Setelah cinta pergi
Ku mengusung duka ini diiringi
Kisah janji dimungkiri lagi

Kekasihku di jalanan yang berliku
Di saat ku perlukanmu
Tertutup jua segalanya terhadapmu
Di sini ku tersedu-sedu

Setelah cinta pergi
Ku mengusung duka ini
Diiringi

Kisah janji
Dimungkiri
Dimungkiri

Sia-sia ku
Mencintaimu
Setia padamu
Percayakanmu

Sebak dadaku
Retak hatiku
Luka jiwaku
Dihiris pilu

Sia-siaku
Mencintaimu
Setia padamu
Percayakanmu

Sebak dadaku
Retak hatiku
Luka jiwaku
Dihiris pilu

Beribu sesalanku

p/s: love this song.. hope they can make it into top 3 in Anugerah Juara Lagu..!! =DD

9GAG

hahs.. let me blog about this for you



back in 2009 (a student) : me found the site

i have no idea how i came across this page.. maybe through google or something.. but i think it's from tumblr. somebody posted the link and i'm STUCK with it

it's a damn FUNNY SITE though.. haha and i did shared the page with my closest friends.

there's one time when i give the link to my friend and she finished scrooling from the first page till the latest one..!! hehs at that time it's possible to do so.. it's like 40+ pages something

we did talk about the post - at that time meme's is not the mainstream lools.. more on trolling the apple products etc. *damn i miss that moment

2010 - 2011 (an engineer)

rarely check on the site.. yeah i'm too busy hoho

2012 (a student once again)

hahs i'm addicted to it.. the same feeling like the first time i know bout it. but now it's a bit diff.. they have categorised the post. and the page..?!! 5k and counting.. lools very good though

with more than 1M likes in FB page.. it's trending worldwide. and the best thing happen to me last week.. is when u look at ur fren's laptop during the lectures.. it's 9GAG page..!! haha legendary

okay 9GAG

u made my day.. and since now i have ur apps in my iphone.. i'm sure people will think i'm crazy when they see i'm laughing and smiling alone in the train - odw to class..!! hehs

and owh yeah.. i'm thinking to create a 9GAG memes post but will only publish it in my blog.. owwww yeaaah..!! let's pray i have time for that haha

no longer care bout you

heehs finally.. =) so peace of mind. huff


what ever you wanna do in your life.. i just don't give a damn.

what ever things you plan to do.. i dont care.. GTFO

if you turned / changed into someone else.. wtfyeah


why coz.. i'm no longer care bout you. and it's a sweet peace of mind we called freedom ^^

what i've done... =/

the story ::

today i went lunch with my coursemates.. at KFC (it's halal in Munich - Marienplatz). then on the way back to uni to attend a class (saje highlight nak tunjuk rajin sikit sebab pegi kelas.. even lambat masok 30 minit gara2 KFC)

then i saw a poster along side of the train station.. MARIA MENA in MUNICH - 21.03.2012




and.. and.. and.. owh I JUST BOUGHT THE TICKET. heeeks. only ONE TICKET (derp face).







dunno who to ask tho.. but i'm sure i will find someone at the concert.. damn it's gonna be my first concert ahaha but the weird thing is.. i feel nothing about it. the feeling is very PLAIN. no regret.. no worried.. no joys.. heeeks. weird though.


but just once in my life i wanna go to a concert.. to feel how it's like. to sing the song together. hoh that's probably my new year resolutions..!! do things that u think it's impossible to do.. =PP




okay now dup dap waiting for the tix.. agaga btw murah sahaja.. sebab itu saya beli.. =| €40 euro+ zzz hope i'm doing the right thing. haish. later will tell this to my mom and see how she react.. hehs