Thursday, April 30, 2009

all this time

ALL THIS TIME




You self distructive
Little girl
Pick yourself up
Don't blame the world
So you screwed up
But your gonna be ok
Now call your boyfriend
And apologize
You pushed him pretty
Far away last night
He really loves you
You just don't always love yourself.

All this time
Ohhh all this time
You have had it in you
Just sometimes you don't push
All this time
Ohhh all this time
You have had it in you
Just sometimes you don't push

Think all the mean girls
That pulled your hair
Are barefoot now and
Pregnant there
And you write pop songs
And get to travel around the world

All this time
Ohhh all this time
You have had it in you
Just sometimes you don't push
All this time
Ohhh all this time
You have had it in you
Just sometimes you don't push

So you've had some detours
Some stupid men
Now we know what not
to do again
Besides you lucked out
Finally

All this time
Ohhh all this time
You have had it in you
Just sometimes you don't push
All this time
Ohhh all this time
You have had it in you
Just sometimes you don't push

All this time
Ohhh all this time
You have had it in you
Just sometimes you don't push



** love all her songs... sila search dalam utube... hehe btw this singer ~ MARIA MENA... MARNI yg popularkan dia kat kterg... and i once gave this song to my friend kat mesia... mmg xpnah dgr eh... ? yela dia femes kat europe kot... tah le... do enjoy... :) **

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

no more....

sape tengok one in a million.... ?? season 3..


sobs.. sobs.. tdi bce paper.. amylea terkeluar plak mg ni. well i'm not a big fan of her... tpi minat dia time dia bawak lagu i'm yours ..





and actually den xdek la tgk one in a million nih... xdek keje and masa.. LOL tpi ritu klik2 kat utube jmpe plak.. gosh!!!

ape kes rmi org minat TOMOK... ??? noooooooooooooooo .. still xsuke dia ahaha btw dia patut tuka name lah.. bile sebut tomok ni tringt plak suare sengau dia time skola2 dlu haha *gelak jahat*


ok.. fan tomok jgn mare haa... :p kui2


selamat semua.. i'm just not in the mood yet to blogging... zassssssssss

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

uJian

uJian.. ?

uJian apakah..?


uJian peniLaian sekolah rendah ke? - UPSR? duuuhh.. da separuh umur dah tinggaL (er skang 24 taun.. exam kan time 12 taun)

uJian buLanan ke? - isk da lame abes skOOL

uJian memanDu ke? - da dapat lesen jugak

uJian keLas memasaK? - ahaha mmg la baru 50% pass kot



so uJian apekah.. ?



uJian di dalam kehidupan kadang-kadang di luar dugaan hingga menyebabkan kita rasa terlalu lemah.

kadang-kadang menyebabkan terungkai keegoan di dalam diri kita hingga kita tersungkur di depan kebesaran dan keagungan Allah, menyedari hakikat kelemahan diri dan mula merasa perlunya pada bimbingan Ilahi.

ketika itu kita mulai mendaki anak-nak tangga untuk mendekati Allah SWT.

ini adalah salah satu pintu hidayah (ujian) untuk kita kembali merasa diri sebagai hamba dan melihat Allah sebagai Rabb.

sememangnya ujian di dalam kehidupan ini adalah medan tarbiyyah untuk kita mengenali diri dan merasai kebesaran dan keagungan Allah SWT.

Ibnu Qayyim pernah menyebut "dijadikan kita (manusia) lemah supaya dengan kelemahan itu kita dapat meneropong kebesaran dan keagungan Allah SWT"



tabahla menghadapi uJian dari Allah.. sesungguhnya bagi setiap hambaNya itu lain2 bentuk uJian nya.

apa2 pun.. kembalilah kepada YANG SATU. kerana walau apa pun yang berlaku.. di dalam dunia ini.. walau tiada seorang pun.. di dalam dunia ini.. kita masih mempunyai DIA.



wallahualam


p/s: mode deeply down.. stress and yeap... no matter what i still have HIM :)
Allah itu Maha Besar