my dEstinY

DESTINY - Jim Brickman

korg penah dgr ke lagu neh?



tetbe dah wat lagu fes kat blog agagagagaag... love this song. mcm syahdu jek ~ aih what's wrong with me. semenjak dua neh tetbe jdi cmnih (sawan pink ke... ekekekeke)


cube tgk video neh.. so sweet.

alkesah nye ~

baru je lepas lelah berchatting.. giler femes malam ni. ade la chat ngan belas2 org. siap de 2 conference tahap fening fefale ~ adei. xpasal2 kne marah ngan marni sbb dia risau den nih duk chatting smpi xhengat makan.. agagaggaga KAMI SANGAT GAY KAH?? =p terharu pulak beliau de shout out kat den. 'sometime u have to be selfish.. have to take care of urself ~' wah.. menitis air mate sob sob sob.. fai'e sila take note how-to-take-care-of-me eh. hihi

ni baru pas makan.. huff. owh i'm having problem ~ asek xingt nk makan. tah pebenda wat sehari2 smpi xmakan. nk kate slalu chat tak de la.. tadi je bz sket ~ gosh, den pun xtau wat ape. sedar2 jek dah malam ahahaha nk kate wat thesis xdek jgk. giler!!!

tadi conference ngan budak2 maahad - tuan, xera, hami and daia. conference 1. then tgh2 tuh ade plak invitation conference 2. ni geng2 maahad - nadiah, aniah, atiyah and alia. tuh tak masok lagi chat personal org lain. mereng2.. smpi dah tak focus. bak kate pepatah yg dikejar tak dpt yang dikendong keciciran huahuahua fening fefale la. tapi at the end i can handle it.. ni nk cte kesimpulan jek neh.

time conf. 1 tuh xera de kasi suh tgk satu video neh.. kat utube. kawan kterg tunang. giler glamer video tuh.. dgr cte nye mende2 tuh jek dah rm4000. wallahualam ~ mmg best la video tuh. and video kat atas neh adik beradik la ngan video kawan kterg tuh. dri kompeni yg same. tapi nk suh korg tgk video yg ni sbb lagu dia lagi best eheehehe. lagu kawan kterg tuh xbest!

dah tu terpk plak nk call kompeni nih tuk wedding my sister. agaggagagga tpi tahap riban2, mati le i. biase kan photographer je, ni siap nk ade videographer plak. baaaaaaanyak cantik. biasanye de skali ke pakej ni eh??. huhu tpi tgk la peralatan dorg. sket nye canggih.. siap video kamera de 2,3 lagi. aiii senget laa.

time conf. 2 lak borak2 ngan my besties... giler sronok. rindu kome tahap dinosour ~ then last skali chat personal ngan niah. owh dia study medic kat cairo... rindu sgt2 kat dia. dia dah kawin almost 5 years. sgt kagum.. tahap kagumas nye ~ heeee. then borak nye borak. pasal life.. pasal marriage.. pasal failing papers.. pasal sume2 la.. mmg sronok xhengat dunia. and dia tnye xnk dtg cairo ke?? agagagaga is this my DESTINY?

tringt lak janna - junior maahad kat jemen gak. dia pnah g egypt. so tnye la nek ape? tuifly - hoho mmg murah la plak flight g sne. mule la fikiran melayang membuat planning, alang2 balik mesia nih transit la kat cairo. ehehehe so if the plan was right.. maybe i'm going to cairo. yeay!!! hopefully plan nih jadi. ameeen! tapi kne tgk availability niah gak (+_+). sigh ~

so dri plan asal nk nek tuifly yg mcm murah g cairo, tetbe naik saje la egyptair transit kat cairo ~ hehe kne inform my family fes. owh slumber dah btau satu blog.. tpi belom inform meine family. cet ~

fOOd of sOuL

dah lame nak buat entry pasl mende ni ~ asek tertangguh jek. keine zeit (no time)


okay so what is food of soul? - dalam melayu nye makanan jiwa.

actually setiap khamis malam jumaat, inilah majlis kterg.

FOOD of SOUL : kterg bace yassin sesme and then solat maghrib berjemaah. pastu ade la tazkirah/usrah yg dismpaikan oleh tuan rumah. last skali majlis ditutp dengan.. makan2. eheheh bese la tuh ~


and mende ni kterg gilir2 buat kat bilik masing2. siap cabut undi lagi sape start dulu. and i'm the 3rd one. start ngan muny.. then marni.. me and kyah. ni kterg wat berempat je, sbb melayu nye pon de 5 org jek. nk ajak razmi mcm susah plak. sebab dia laki kan huhuhu sorry la razmi ~ wuuu

just now baru balik dari blik muny.. hehe sronok giler tajuk tazkirah hari ni. agagagaga nnt la i cut and paste the tazkirah eh. tpi mungkin compare dgn org lain, style food of soul kterg ni lain sket kot. mcm pengisian tuh xdek r byk2 sgt huhu we just pick topic yg kterg rase nk sampaikan. and sume tuh amik dlm tenet.. but at least we do have something to hold on. i mean walaupun skit tapi besar manfaatnya. ngee


so cmne tetbe tercetusnye idea nk wat food of soul neh. i think i do remember that time. odw balik dari mana tah.. borak2 ngan dorg ni jgk la. and that time i just got an email from iman - junior kesayangan time kat maahad. now dia study medic kat indonesia, UNHAS. dalam email tuh dia cte la cmne life dia kat sne.. coz i've asked her bout her daily life buat ape sume. then dia cter la (if not mistaken) every wiken dia de majlis ilmu and usrah/tazkirah sume.

i told them (marni,muny and kyah) bout it. and marni pon ckp.. kwan dia kat UK pon same gak cmtu. so kterg terpk la. y not kite buat mcm tuh.. yela mmg mcm susah sket for us, duduk sni mne rmi melayu. then org islam pon xbrape nk rmi. mmg susah la.. pape pon kterg survive berempat je la. and risau jgk.. mne tau hanyut ke dgn suasana kat sni hehe so itu la kterg pong decide to work on this event. =p


xingt bile kterg start.. but rasenye after 5,6 bulan duk sni kot. and smpt la ritu time puasa pong kterg wat gak event nih. giler peloh2 kne masak nasi sume.. ahahah yela mknan berbuka kan mestila makan berat. selalunya kterg masak tuk event nih, ringan2 jek. lasagne ke.. mee goreng ke, spageti ke.. cmtu la. xpnah plak masak nasi! haih so bile kne turn sendri.. kabut gak r masak. wat ayam percik eheheh best2. amik resepi dri rumah ~

overall... majlis food of soul kterg ni mmg berjaya la dari segi motifnye. and di smping tuh dpt gak kterg sume menambahkan skill memasak sbb klu bole tiap kali turn mesti nk masak mende baru. ahahaha setiap org dgn persembahan msg2 ~ loooooove it! sape yg untung? perut masing2 jgak kan?!


so to all people out there... if u have time why don't you set up some thing like this. not necessarily blaja kat oversea, kat mesia pun bole buat ape. dlu rase menyesal jgk xwat cmni kat ukm. tpi yela.. time tuh nk masak2 apenye. kat kolej mne bole masak huhu slalu bce yasin lam blik je la. ngan rumate ~ pastu makan beger! ahahahha ok la tu labu


moral of the story: jiwa kita pun perlukan makanan dan pengisian. jadi.. isilah jiwa kita dengan perkara2 yg membawa ke arah kebaikan dan selalu lah beringat2 tentang perkara di kemudian hari.

someone told me... something

=)

jangan berhenti berharap

i really love the words

i'm holding tight on this actually.. i mean this words really work for me
i think that's the main reason i can survive in Germany =p


actually i got this email few times.. but i'm the type that lazy-to-forward-email
and..

thank god i found an alternative way to share this with my friends
BLOG! =p



just hold on tight on it.. will you?

saLji di bulan nOvember

adui..


penat... penat.. penat..

mate ni mcm dah kne gam sbnanye.. dah la lapa giler. tpi mcm sgt malas nk g baka pizza (mende plg senang & cepat). kepala pening.. kes xckop tido.

alkisahnye ~

forecast yahoo menunjukkan salji akan turun dekat sni 3 hari. so start jumaat tgh hari tetbe dah snow. smpt la snap gmba sikit2. sbb time tuh tgh nk tolong kak nadia with her event.. cam bese kterg kan AJK paling berjaya kat sni. kak nadia mntk tolong la kterg berempat tuk masak2 and deco umah dia. event dia ialah birthday anak dia.. nafis yg masuk 5 tahun dan majlis warming house + bacaan yasin.

event tuh hari sabtu tgh hari.. kterg jumaat tgh hari dah smpi. time lunch tu la salji trun.. giler terkejut!!! kes xtgk forecast la nih ahahaha sronok nye.. sbb taun lepas sehari je snow trun. tu pun dlm bulan 1 kot. ampeh giler ~ taun ni snow byk hari plak.. then malam tuh snow lagi! tapi xleh nk g main/snap gmba sbb sebok siapkan kek beday huhu saba je la..

me and marni (mein schatz ~) ahahaha bakun (batak+jakun) ngan snow

hari sabtu pagi.. ade la nmpk snow kat kereta2. smpt gak main baling2 ngan marni hehe giler gay. tpi mcm xbyk sgt snow dia.. giler xbest buat main. ari ahad.. dlm ptg macam tuh - salji lagi. time ni kterg g umah kak nadia lagi (gile muke yg sme padahal sabtu mlm tuh bru je balik huhu). xdek, dia ajak lunch smbil beramah mesra dgn AJK2.. ahaha tetbe buang tebiat lak. slalu nye mmg kterg mesra jek. xpela.. byk gak brg tertinggal kat umah dia. kes nk balik cpat time sabtu tuh.. heee xsenonoh jek

so ptg tuh main lagi seround salji.. ade plak sorg budak Jerman tuh dia buat snow ball byk2 then letak kat tepi jalan. kterg pun ape lagi.. amik la snow ball dia buat main. mesti dia menyumpah2 tgk kterg main.. lantak la. dah dia letak situ, ingt kan public nye ehehehe. owh ha dia nye snow ball buat pki satu alat special tuh.. mcm ala2 scope eskem tuh.. tah le. jeles tgk.. tpi xyah la gelabah nak beli. snow setakat 3 hari je.

snow ball ni la yg dicurik itu ~ sgt lawa eh.. huhu tpi cm comot sket cmpo2 daun huahua

nafis ~ main dgn kakak2... hihi peloh2 main dlm sejuk. demam le kang

nafis baling kakak marni and vice versa... hehe giler macam ORANG MUDE ~

time main tuh dgn nafis skali and muny and marni. dah la sengal xdek sorg bwk kamera. terpakse pnjm kamera kak nadia.. owh kami mmg gelabah ~ huhu. then dri umah kak nadia smpi la kterg balik kolej. snow xbenti2... giler heaven! mcm2 dah kterg wat. baling2 salji tuh.. tulis2 nme atas salji.. makan salji pun wat gak!! huh xtau la bersih ke tak.. saje je rase hehehe sronok tu buat ABC. then ingt nk g bergmba sakan kat kolej. nmpk cm cun jek.. tpi sumerg dah letih so kterg decide hari ni la nk pegi main.

malam tadi kejap2 tgk lua tingkp.. hopefully snow smpi pagi.. mesti tebal giler. skali dlm kul 3,4 pagi dgr bunyi cam air menitik.. waaaa nanges la. hujan!!! abes la cair sume salji tuh tpi time tu cool lagi.. sbb dlm forecast hri ni still snowing. aiii dah la den de appointment thesis ngan Prof kul 9 pagi. satu mende pun xprepare lagi.. tu psal la duk stay up smpi kul 7 pagi then bgn kul 8. giler sejam je tido... ni sume salji yg salah ke??? slumber nk salahkan salji yg putih bersih lagi suci... XSESUAI. ok2.. its my fault la. wat keje last minit.

pagi tdi jmpe Prof.. lame la plak ~ 2jam lebih. slalu sejam jek.. layan je la. then yg paling syahdu tu.. time tgh2 jmpe Prof tu, snow turun lagi! giler la.. lebat sgt dah mencurah2. time tuh kul 10 pagi. terus jadi xkeruan, otak pn dah xkhusyuk giler.. asek tgk luar tingkap jek. xtau Prof perasan ke tak huhu dlm hati cpat la abes.. and jgnla snow benti. tgn dk msg2 bdak2 ni jgn main salji lagi. tgu den balik dlu huahuahua so finally kul 12 lebih smpi bilik. so kterg pun dri kul 1 smpi la kul 4 ptg main salji + amik2 gmba!!

time tuh snow dah benti turun. tgl putih2 atas jalan/pokok je la. klu snowing lagi mau beku kterg main. 3 jam bayangkan.. ya allah penat giler! dah la lapa.. sbb smpt lunch 2 ketul hot dog je. dah tu xckop tido lgi.. pas main baru terpk pesal la ngantuk semcm, kepala cm berat jek ~ huhu GILER!! and right now kul 6.30 still maintain lagi menaip entry ni. jap2 lagi collapse la nih. mau xbgn sehari suntuk haih ~ tadi kterg jalan2 sekitar kolej je. snap2 gmba tahap mmg xingt dunia. dgn dua DSLR Nikon D60 ngan D80... thanks to marni and muny. giler den jdi model ehehe xdek la.

then kterg pegi dekat satu padang ni.. salji memutih ~ untouchable. huuu kat situ la lame giler kterg amik gmba. nnt tgk hasil ok. ape aje yg kterg xbuat.. melompat2.. baring2.. duduk2.. sume jenis aksi cacat dan aneh pun kterg wat gak. ahahaha giler!! last skali g tulis nme lagi. hape2 tah.. time tuh ~ seluar mmg dah basah giler.. kes baring atas snow, pastu kasut pun even pki boot pun basah gak. ye r 3 jam mne xmasuk air.. time tuh sejuk menusuk2 jari jemari kaki.

lompat2... gaye aneh..

tules name.. duduk2 (smbil makan nasi)..

ingt pas abes tuh nk balik blik dah.

skali ~

pegi court basketball kat blakang kolej kterg. ingt nk wat snow men. tpi kecewa giler de budak main bola situ. abes rusak salji.. hiii rase nk pukul jek ~ then alternatif lain, pegi la kt tepi padang rumput tuh guling2 salji wat snow man! hehe finally berjaya. tpi cm comot la sbb de daun2 sume. huhu nk wat cne.. antam sajelah labu. so itula ending nye.. en. snow man. penat gak wat snow man ni upenye, hadoi.

suke gmba neh.. ehehehe

ni pula ~ pic of the day (^^)v

so now.. penat dan pening kepala dan sakit pinggang dan lapa dan mengantuk dan sejuk dan malas dan mcm2 lagi. sume bercampur aduk. ingt nk g tido je jap lagi tpi xbest la tido dlm lapa. huahua k nk g masak piza la kejap. later i'll upload the pic with snowman..

tag yg aneh .. ahahaha

It called ‘Pure pic’ :

1) of yourself or take a picture of yourself right now.
2) Don’t change your clothes, don’t fix your hair…just take a picture.
3) Post that picture with NO editing.
4) Post these instruction with your picture.
5) Tag 10 people to do this

cerita di sebalik gambar ini:

1. ini merupakan tag dari aisyah nadrah sengal... huahua slumber jek tag gue. layan je r. ak dah r xdek kamera. dush2... kan ak dah gune webcam ak. tpi pesal la muke merah cm udang terbaka huhu
2. time ni lengkap berpakaian sebab baru pas balik dri aldi.. beli barang dapo sket. dh r sejuk bangat. gulap gulite lak tuh.. bru kul 6.30 je pun huhu tobat pasni xkua malam..
3. bunge tuh plak saje pegang.. kasi de elemen colorful sket. tdi panas giler dlm blik ni, so pegi la buka tingkap. kat tingkap plak terdapat la makhluk bunge nih. saje je usha dia sbb cam dah layu jerk.. over panas ke sayang? haih risau den..
4. bunga ni merupakan keturunan kaktus.. haaaa xtau la tuh. den pun xtau. plik gak pesal la duk bunge2 plak. tpi dia mmg kaktus r. beli kat ikea ritu.. sbb sumerang de tanaman dlm blik. i pon nk gak huhuhu
5. muke series plak menggambarkan kepenatan sbb rini xmkn pape laie.. aii gile lapa. patut la marni kate i kurus hehehe rahsianye duk la lam blik xyah kua2.. mkn ape yg de lam blik jek. tpi cam sesuai tuk i jek. sbb blik i nih byk stok mknan. klu org lain mau mati kebuluran eh ~
6. and di kesempatan ini saje la nk tag lagi beberape org. nk tgk gak muke dorg skang ni cne lah...
   

anda di tag.. tenet2... KIMAH-KIMOT, AINI PEOZ, IMAN, and sesape yg rase tag ni cool sila lah wat. (aiiih xleh nk tag org lain sbb sume cm dah wat jek.. sengal)

innalillah... al fatihah

pagi tadi.. dapat ym dari kimah.. dia kte ayah nurul meninggal malam tadi kul 12. dah la mamai2 baru bgn tido. then xtau nk buat ape... huhu

flashed back...


knowing nurul... is one of the best moment ever. not only her.. but all my good friends at PASUM - pusat asasi sains universiti malaya. owh slumber den dh penah masuk 3 universiti sbnanye, UM-UKM-UDE huahuahua hebat ke? sronok jugak.. bole rase mcm2 environment ngee.

setahun matrikulasi dekat pasum, mmg syok giler. ye la baru keluar dri alam sekolah kan. then masuk U plak tuh. mmg culture shock jugak la.. sbb pasum neh mmg lain dri yg lain. then life pun macam super tertekan jugak la.. sbb tiap2 hari klas kul 8-5. mmg loser pun ader.. malam wat tutorial.. atau spesicifnye copy tutorial wahkahkahkah (xpenah suke wat tutor sendri --> pelajar bermasalah)

tpi life kat pasum.. banyak mende yg baru belajar.. contoh paling best ialah study smpi xtido malam. mmg tabiat ini sgt popular antra me, nuri, bb, nad and nurul klate terutama apabila musim exam then terbawa2 plak smpi UKM.. even kat sni pon slalu wat. ngeeee tpi result tak de gmpak sgt pon. so mende ni hanya valid tuk najwa je yea.. sbb i can cope with it and i just love my result hahaha and yg best jugak kat pasum smpt blaja cmne nk main minesweeper. ala game lam komputer nih. dlu slalu tgk abg main, tpi dia xpnah nk aja.. kerek jek. haishh

tpi kat pasum, nuri la yg aja... hehe best2. xpasal2 tuh la game yg plg addicted plus game mario ~ ngeh2.. tu pun naseb baik de 3 bijik conputer lam blik study kat kolej kterg. klu x mmg xmen la mende2 nih. mne ade komputer pong... zaman tuh sape de bwk laptop mmg kagum kuase 18 la... haih.. den pun 2nd year baru de laptop. sbb fes year pki pc huahuahua

owh.. back to the story. kat pasum tuh kterg rumate 4 org. me, nurul, nuri and kimah.. nuri tuh nme dia sbnanye wani tpi suke pgl dia nuri sbb nme pakwe dia hihi... xpasal2 lekat. amik ko ~ pdhal now dia dah de pakwe lain dah nme kenari plak ~ ahahahahah just kidding. nme ape tah xhengat ~ sesuki nk kasi nme burung kat pakwe dia haish. ni la nuri hehe

and best giler rumate ngan depa neh.. even de la gak kesah suam2 suku but i'm really proud that until today we remain good friends.. yg pnah lost dh cntc balik. and hari ni yg pegi menziarahi arwah ayah nurul pun sume geng2 kterg kat pasum. itu satu bukti - we are good friends.. or best friends forever maybe hehehe

normally kterg akan hangout sesme time sem baru buka.. sbb time tu nurul cuti (fyi dia amik medic kat indonesia.. twinning program but now dah balik mesia. smbg kat penang plak). and me and her mmg byk kali la gak kterg keluar berdua. sbb org lain seems busy (plik jgk den nih xbz kaa?) or maybe i'm the type yg tak kesah nak keluar2 padahal keje byk bertimbun ehehehe. and kterg klu hangout berdua mesti g makan, borak2 xingt dunia.. pastu tgk wayang.

there's one time.. kterg tgk wyg marathon.. i think it was film CINTA ngan CASINO ROYALE kot. the funny thing is.. i've watched cinta and she also have watch the casino royale. but then we all sanggup tgk crite yg sme 2x just becoz nak teman each others. she's dying to watch cinta and me plak mmg nk sgt tgk cte james bond tuh. so kterg tgk je dua2 cte... huahuahua i think that is one of the sweetest memory that i would never ever forget.

and i'm very surprised that... she really know me! better than anybody else in this world!! (kategori kawan la) that is so touching pastu mcm plik pun ade gak hehe. tpi mmg terharu la becoz tah la.. i never thought that someone would understand me just like she did (giler gay). and i do told her all my secrets that i wouldn't dare to tell any of my frens. super cool huh... yeah she means a lot to me.

so when i heard about her father, mmg rase sedih sgt la. tpi mcm lagi rapat ngan mak dia (sebok jek nk close2 ngan family org ahahahah) ala.. nme pun rumate kan, mak dia mmg kenal kterg. slalu je g mkn kat umah dia.. lepak.. beraya.. hehe syok2. and den dtg sini pun mak dia tau.. slalu gak klu chatting2 ke, mesti mak dia tnye kaba ~ (femes ke i neh.. ngehehehe)

bout her father lak.. mmg tau macam ayah dia xberapa sihat. then dah 3 kali masuk hospital xslap. but this time ni.. masuk sbb mslah jantung. and bak kate kimah mmg kritikal la. owh kimah ni merupakan seorang budak medic kat um and wat posting kat ppum.. same hospital la ngan ayah nurul. so mcm kimah ni my informer la ~ ngee tpi sehri je la. sbb dia cte pun smlm.. then hari ni dpt tau dah meninggal. aishhh smlm call2 si nurul ni xberjaye la plak. sob sob ~

anyway to nurul.. if you read this post. i know how it feel, i mean losing somebody that you really love. but i do believe in you.. you can handle this ~

*feelings of loss are universal.. we’re all human. but we each deal with death in our own individual ways. it simply takes time.

indahnye bercinta!!

baru lepas mengedit map nk letak dalam thesis.. tetbe tringt lak tag cik kimah ni.. haihs bedesap den kne tag mende neh.. siot jek. xsmpi sebulan kimah ni join blogging (sbb den yg pengaruh ish2.. xpatut 'rosakkan' budak medic sorg nih), alih2 dah pndi m'tag org huahuahua nway mmg btul tuh kimah ko busy body jek nak tau kesah ak ahahaha tapi lme2 pk.. layan je r ~

1. Berapa Kali Anda Benar Benar Jatuh Cinta? Dan Siapa Paling Meninggalkan Kesan Dalam Hati Anda?
jatuh cinta... rasenye lain kot dgn admire org sesenyap ahahaha ke same eh? so far suke admire org jerk. tpi xpnah lah jatuh cinte ngan org di admire neh.. sbb dorg hanye sesuai tuk di admire.. xsesuai tuk dijadikan teman idop den ~ (sesuki jerk)

tapi bile berckp yg plg meninggalkan kesan maybe dgn driver sndri la kot.. haaaa... nak tau cite jom ke soalan seterusnya. jeng jeng jeng


2. Siapa Dan Berapa Lama?
nme dia.. haikal.. xdek la lame sgt.. dlm 6 bulan cmtuh kot. then trus dia nk masuk minang plak. haih.. peluh2 la memikirkan nye. dah r mcm percintaan dua darjat. engineer dgn driver company haih xsesuai ~ ke cmne? ok ke.. huhu


3. Kenangan Paling Manis/Romantik Anda Dengan Mereka? Kenapa?
kenangan paling manis... hurm nme pun dia driver kan.. mestilah pengalaman sesat bersama2 di kota raya ~ gile drama. wat penat jek pki driver.. sesma sesat lak tuh. bek den drive sndri.. tpi tula dri sesat bersme2 tu la.. cinta tuh berputik. aishh drama lagi - cerekarama kul 10 kat tv3. huahuahua


4. Kenangan Duka Anda Dengan Mereka? Kenapa?
kene tipu dgn dia! cis.. rupenye dia bukanlah seekor driver.. eh over lak. seorang driver.. ha dia upenye anak org kaye mne tah. bole plak pura2 jdi driver nk tackle i ~ hish sungguh xpatut. manusia mcm ni patut dimaafkan ke? dah la i ni muke tebal sume org sok sek2 mengutuk duk bercinte ngan driver sndri.. siap nk tunang bagai lagi. skali kne tipu daaa... bajet bagus ke wat cenggitu?? huhu dush2.. amik 2,3 bijik


5. Perkara Terbaik Yang Anda Pernah Lakukan Pada Mereka?
perkara terbaik... hurm bile bercinta sumenye baik kot.. i mean you always do the best for your partner right?


6. Perkara Tak Elok Anda Pernah Lakukan Pada Mereka?
owh.. bile dah kene tipu. mulela membawa diri ke jerman. then saje buat2 bengang kat 45 hari gak la. actually lega jugak dia tuh upenye anak load ahahahaha bagus2. tpi to cheat on me.. mmg siot la ini punya guy! haih tpi tu la.. padan muke dia. rase skit terseksa. sumerang ckp dia mcm org sasau dah mencari2 den.. hurm tpi at the end ~....


7. Jika Di Beri Pilihan Dari Kisah Cinta Anda, Siapa Yang Anda Inginkan?
i want somebody like haikal.. just my ideal soulmate. cume jgn la masuk part dia menyamar jdi driver tuh k. mmg senget laaaaa


8. Anda Berjaya Mendapatkan Beliau?
owh.. hehe yela pas merajuk2 manje tuh.. kterg get together balik. what a happy ending huh? but sometimes life is not like that.


9. Jika Dia Berada Di Hadapan Mata Anda Sekarang, Apakah Yang Anda Ingin Katakan?
i wish you were true!


10. Bilakah Kali Terakhir Anda Menangis Kerana Cinta?
last rasenye time kne tipu tu la.. siot je kan sob sob


p/s: ok actually all those answers are based on a novel that i read. wahkahkahkah.. so none of them are mine ok ~ but as far as i remember.. this is the best story i ever read =p.. hehehe sorry yek "lu kena babe"! ahahahahahahahha

hari bengang sedunia

Xtau nk menyumpah ke hape ke.. but today is definitely not one of my good day.. even pagi tadi mood mcm ok tetbe ptg tdi ade plak brite yg mcm nk menangis bile dgr. Haih.. sng cerita ticket flight tarikh yg tgh nk book tuh dah xdek offer.. end of story.

So now kne cri tiket bru.. kne sevey balik.. aih mmg wat pening kpale den jek. kdg2 travel agent ni bukan bole caye sgt. Mcm bangang pun ade.. ok.. dah tersumpah lak. Lek2.. sometimes rase lega bile sebut2 perkataan xelok neh. Nape agaknye.. haih mengucap2..

Then tringt plak the other day.. borak2 ngan one of my friend.. life kat sni.. mmg down dia lebih dri up. Mcm dkat ukm tuh down sket2 jek.. ni kat jerman ni down xnk up2.. mengambil ayat dia ‘down smpi dah tak tau cmne nk down lagi’ ahahahah so funny ayat dia but I looove it.

Btul jugak.. bg kterg, rase down tu mcm dah biase dah. Mcm dah kebal agaknye. Hri ni fail paper esok dah happy, bole gelak2.

But for me.. the key word - no regret.. no matter what happen, no matter how hard it is.. I will never ever regret coming here.. y? because I never felt that way. Tah la.. its not perasan hebat ke hape.. and its not that nk belagak jadi cool/bagus/etc.. but series.. why should i?

the whole things that had happened during these years… xternilai harganye ~ money can’t buy experience or should I say my double degree UKM/UDE was an absolute experience that money can’t buy =p

maybe kene tulis buku gamaknye… (giler perasan hebat) no la… I wish I could share those ups and down during my study with other people. Bole r jdi pakar motivasi ke hape kan hihi and I think the starting point is when I go back to Malaysia on January. Mmg kne jadi jurucakap la gamaknye ~ dah la de satu tugas tergendala lagi. Have to prepare a report.. aiyayayaya mmg susah gak jadi DUTA KECIL neh.

Ok stop mengarut.. now I want to write my thesis. Smbil2 ade mood and idea dtg mencurah2 ni, baik buat keje. bagus jugak jdi emo kid today.. xpasal2 rajin wat thesis lallalalaalala

malaysia xselamat?

Di suatu pagi yang mendung…

odw nak pegi shopping kat esprit

“eh.. ko tau tak hp D***(bukan nme sebenar) kene ragut. Siot jek.. dah r dia baru beli lak tue hp tuh. Eii klu ak mesti sedih giler r. Dah r dia mmg dah lme suke hp tuh, skali kne ragut lak“

“yeke?? Eh giler r... cmne leh jadi cmtuh..“

“Dia tgh msg2... then ade motor lalu ragut la hp dia. Mmg bangang giler.. giler xselamat Malaysia”

“ eh agak r... klu kat mesia mmg bahaye la. Dlu akak ak penah ilang duit.. time tu dia tgh nk kuakan duit dia then tetbe de org amik pastu lari.. aiiiii pantang aje”

“yeke?? Eh adik ak pun pnah kene gak r. hp dia kne ragut, time tuh dia tgh ckp kat tepon.. mmg bengang giler la…”

“tah la.. kat Malaysia tuh mmg jangan la buka2 purse tunjuk duit.. xpun gne hp ke time kat lua. mmg bahaye la… ade je kne kang.

“owh klu cmtu nak call ke msg ke, kne duk lam bgnan la? selamat sket eh… ahahaha”

“sengallll…….”

“tpi mmg la.. kat mesia rase mcm xselamat sgt la. jalan sensorg kan mmg bahaye giler.. ade je kes ape2 kang. Then kadar jenayah mmg tgi.. gov mcm xtau la wat ape tuk atasi masalah ni. Budak ilang xjmpe2.. kes bunuh la. hih syco2… “

“ha’ah tu la.. klu kat sni (jerman) mcm safe sket la. nak balik malam2 sensorg pun mmg xtakut“

6 jam kemudian ~ (chat kat YM)

“eh babe.. purse ak….”

“ha nape.. ilang ke????”

“tahla.. xjmpe pun”

“ko dah cek lam beg esprit ke? Beg kamera?.. ko bia betik“

“daa... xdek pon“

“jap.. ak cek kat ak.. kot2 ade ke.. huhu (search2 lam blik). Weh xdek pong kat ak“

“(buat emoticon menangis).. ala xkn ilang lagi wei. Dah 2 kali dah ilang“

“ok lek2.. byk ke duit ko dlm tuh?“

“xdek la.. de 2 euro lebih jek. Tapi kad sume ilang la.. kad bank, kad kredit, kad maybank, mykad...“

“oh yeke.. (dalam hati.. ok la kad jek. Bole wat baru. Dlu time dia fes time ilang.. duit de kat seratus euro. Hp lagi ilang… tpi kad2 sume jmpe balik. Sbb ade org jmpe balik purse tuh ngan isi2 dlm dia sume de. Duit je r lesap.. pheeeew)“

Chatting terstop kejap... pegi masak megi ~

“ha pe cte wei..“

“sok kne wat g report polis r.. valid lagi kan. 24 hours after kejadian kne wat report kan?”

“valid je… “

“hurm dah r org tuh try wat kua duit gune kad kredit.. ak call tadi terminate kad2 sume. Then dia ckp la that man try few times to withdraw duit”

“huh??? What the… tapi xpe la kan. Ko kan dh gune smpi limit dia.. xkn dia bole wat kua duit lak.. fuuuh naseb baik”

“bukan la.. bole jek wat kua. Ak pun plik.. dia wat kua cash r tadi. 500 euro huhu”

“seriesssssssssssssssssssssss??.. cmne dia leh wat kua lak.. dia tau pin number ke?”

“tula.. ak de smpn lam purse num pin kredit kad tuh”

“sengalllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll”

“tpi dia ckp ak xyah byr balik 500 tuh.. sbb bukan ak yg wat transaction. Tpi kne g wat report polis r. tah la wei.. tpi klu kne byr mati ak huhu”

“aihh mmg siot giler r.. eh ak mcm byk mende nk tnye ko. Cm nk g jek blik ko tpi mcm gelabah la plak.. mne tau ko tgh emo ke (mmg giler penyegan den neh.. caring tpi mcm xnk tunjuk haih)“

“ahahaha sengal.. dtg je r. Tenangkan hati ak neh huhu“

“owh.. ha kejap2. Eh ko dah mkn ke?“

“blom.. lapa la ni“

“yeke.. ha tgu la ak masak megi gak tuk ko satu.. sbb ko dri tdi mengidam nk mkn megi rusky tomyam ni kan.. ak masak la”

“owh nak amik ati ak la.. masak megi rusky.. ahaha”

Kelam kabut masak lagi satu megi.. bole plak la time nk cepat nih xtekan suis cook la.. pastu lagi sengal ~ lupe ON SUIS plak. Adei.. giler gabra.. pastu dgn rice cooker tuh skali bwk naik blik dia and tetbe je bwk sekotak air susu. Aiiih slack la plak xdek air gas. Bwk je la susu..

Dalam bilik dia ~

“ahahahahhahhaahahaha” kterg dua2 gelak giler2 dlu.. xtau nk sedih ke hape. Sbb tringt pg tadi baru duk ckp macam jerman ni agak safe. Tpi mmg tak dinafikan.. kat europe, even jenayah yg lain dia mmg agak low. Tpi pick pocket mmg rating num 1… siot giler ~

Then kterg still confuse time bile dia kne pick pocket.. sbb all the time kterg bersama and xperasan pun ade org mencurigakan ke sekeliling kterg. Yela.. nme pon pick pocket kan.. xkn dia nk tulis kat dahi dia “saya pick pocket”.. mesti la dia gaye cool jek amik brg org. dah tahap professional gile agaknye. sbb tdi dlm train mmg r bersesak2 pun… haih mmg senget la org yg amik tuh.

Then kterg smpi kat tmpt kterg - Essen dlm kol 2.58ptg cmtuh.. ingat sbb trun2 tuh trus tgk jam nk kejar train kul 3.08.. tpi mslhnye org kad kredit tuh ckp.. duit tuh withdraw kat Essen around 2pm gak.. so mesti org yg amik tuh trun skali ngan kterg gak.. pastu cpat2 pagi wat kua duit kot. Aiiii mmg bengong laaa..

Tpi time dlm blik .. kterg asek gelak jek (smbil2 mkn megi n minum chocomilk) mengenangkan kisah2 suram kterg kat sni. Mmg ade ups and down la. Yela mcm me myself pon penah ade kejadian sengal gak.. tertinggal beg kat lam toilet.. pastu siap mmg lupe giler kat beg tuh. dlm 2 jam pastu baru seda ~ haih ilang abes my PDA, kamera, passport, mp4… mmg siot la. dah la kat dalam university.. mmg kne sumpah 7 keturunan la org yg amik tuh. ****… sumpah2..

And even until now.. still tringat kat PDA tuh. yela.. me klu dah syg mende tuh mmg syg giler2 la huhu.. then klu tringt mmg asek mencarut je kat org yg amik tuh. Haih ~ tah2 dah xdek org tuh kat dunia ni kan (ceeeh giler bajet hebat sumpahan den).

overall.. mungkin semuanya berpunca dri kecuaian sendri. Tpi ditambah dgn factor persekitaran dimana semua org nk amik kesempatan and mmg jenis yg bukan baik hati. So tuh la jdi cmni.. ye tak? Cnth: kot yea pun jmpe beg tuh.. bg r kat tmpt brg lost and found ke.. then yg paling hangin tuh passport pon ilang. Mmg bangang giler laaa.. xpsal2 kne wat passport bru.. ingt sng ke? Haih.. byk abes duit pun satu!!! Scheisseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.. sebok plak amik passport org. Nk g jual kat sindiket haram ke hape? Haih ~ mmg satu pengajaran r..

ape2 pun in life.. we learn from mistakes. Tpi klu mende tuh nk jdi 2,3 kali nk wat cmne kan. Xdek la nk kate ‘suwey‘ ke hape.. cume Allah tuh nak menguji kite lagi. Berkali2 diberi ujian.. so hopefully kite boleh tabah menghadapinye. And kat dunia ni.. mmg xdek tmpt yg “selamat” la.. just beware and be careful all the time. tpi kat mesia tuh btul la.. jgn tunjuk duit and then use ur hp kat public - mcm tepi2 jalan ke kan.. senang je nk jdi mangsa ragut ~ tpi xdek la setiap kali nk wat call kne masuk lam bgnan ke hape.. just pndi2 pk sendri la k.

and hopefully that 500 euro (rm2500) tuh dia xsuh byr la.. giler sia2 duit.. haih ~ owh ha pengajaran jgk. Jgn letak num pin lam purse! Heeee mmg pk balik sengal giler la.. but she has her own reason. Mcm mmg susah la nk ingt byk2 num pin nih. Plus num pin kad2 ni xleh nk tuka (i think so, kat sni r) so tu pasal la letak lam purse kasi ingt. But of coz mmg mistakes giler la.. tpi nk wat cne kan.. dah jadi ~ tak pe la.. “tiap kali kite jatuh, kite akan bangun semula. And kite akan belajar untuk tidak jatuh buat kali kedua mahupun ketiga.. and so on”.

letting go ~

almost 12 am..

bila mood tgh rajin, laju je jari jemari ini menaip.


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1. ecah ~ i know you always read my blog. then i just want to say how much i miss our good time together in germany. it has been a great time dude! i just look at our picture.. on the day you fly back to malaysia huhu

2. last night i chat with my friend.. and we talked about the 'good old days' of our student life in ukm. suddenly all those memories flashed back in my head.


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sometimes when you remember all those days back... you want to hold on tight. because it make you feel good.
but sometimes you have to let go something.. something that u hold really tight. but it doesn't mean it will go forever.. because its still there.. deep inside your heart..

have to tell yourself that letting go is easier than holding on. oh yeah, it hurts.. especially if you are already accustomed to it. but you just have to let go... because if you hold on, you'll only be hurting yourself more. so although it might hurt and sting like hell... its best to let go..


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hold tight ~ let go

!!!!!!!!!
Sometimes, you have to let life be

Sometimes, you need to hit rock bottom before you can improve your life and begin to achieve your dreams

i just love this word - SOMETIMES

sifat malas ~

sekarang di landa perasaan malas yg tidak boleh dibendung lagi (mcm mslah negara lak)


malas nk wat tesis padahal isnin depan kene jmpe lecturer.. adeii

malas nk update resume konon2 nye nk wat pract taun depan.. huhu

malas nk masak smpi duk lam blik xtau nk makan ape ~.. i think i'm going to lose the weight faster than a healthy diet (^^)v. huahuahua imagine la dalam sehari tu xmakan smpi r malam.. baik pose ~ haih.

malas nk mandi ~ hehe just kidding. yg ni xdek la malas sbb panas plak duk dlm blik nie. heater dia panas giler huhu


tpi despite sifat malas ni ade gak sifat rajin


rajin mengupdate blog ni ~ sbb tgk sumerang duk ade post baru. so mcm xbest la plak xtulis pape..

rajin membuat planning nk g swiss time winter nnt.. huhu wat tesis malas, wat mende2 'ber hu ha' ni laju jerk. besela manusia ~ lebih ke arah seronokan dunia (+_+)

rajin mengemas bilik.. ahahaha semangat baru lepas balik dri ikea ritu. beli few things and in order to place those things at the right place kene la kemas balik satu bilik ni.. poyo jek ngeee anyway kemas blik ni one way to release tense.. tah apela yg duk tensen sgt kan? huhuhu

ok nak smbg kemas bilik lagi ~

my day today

agak bz...


searching for a new part time job and doing my thesis and surfing the net and sleeping until noon and bla bla bla...


hari ni pergi birthday party dekat rumah kak erin and yob.. (slumber pgl yob.. hehe abg fauzi la). their daughter baru masuk satu tahun.. so kterg pegila bersuka ria kat umah dia hehe... best gilerrr! really enjoy ourself there.. tpi xtau pesal skang ni trase penat sgt badan.. nk menulis pun xbrape larat ~ haih plik2.. sbb slalu kua pn xdek r xlarat cm rini huhu giler mcm org tua! ahahaha


tdi mkn nasi tomato + daging masak kurma + ayam masak merah + mee goreng + bubur pulut itam + 2 jenis kek + buah limau + air coke + air buah (giler detail... hehe). syok2.. actually majlis start 12 onwards tpi kami sebagai gadis2 yg baik hati pegila sejam awal tuk tolong mne patut..


yela sian jugak kat kak erin ngan yob je wat keje.. dah la de schamimi (anak mereka) mesti mcm sedikit susah nk wat keje. dah r rmi giler tetamunye.. smpi 20+ kot ~ so mcm byk la nk kne masak. haha tpi kebenarannya kami hanye tolong potong sayur2 and susun2 food jek. dorg dh siap masak daaa... ngeeee


dri kul 11 smpi kul 6 lebih... kterg la org fes dtg and org plg last balik hehehehe xkesah langsung sbb de baby schamimi - eh perasan tak ejaan nme dia ala2 schumacher cmtuh.. ha tu la sbb schamimi ni lahir kat jerman ~ cool giler! loooove it... tak pasal2 nnt nk bg nme anak start ngan nme 'sch' gak r heeee. tu pon klu lahir kat jerman la.. lalalalalaalaa


and tdi part plg best time buka2 adiah.. happening sgt. hehe byk giler adiah schamimi. siap bole wat zoo lagi.. byk sgt dpt toy bentuk2 binatang huahuahua kterg pon bgi toy bentuk penguin dgn baju winter kaler pink ~ girlish giler haha itu la.. klu nk adiah bebyk jgn lupe wat besday party. konfem org dtg bwk adiah.. tpi dh besa2 nih klu nk clebrate mcm plik la plak.. i mean mcm XSESUAI ~


then balik tdi smpt jgk singgah city jap.. shopping2 smbil tngkap gmba ~ buang tebiat. dah r sejuk bangat hih! well nk dekat2 penghujung ni.. trase nk slalu spend time together.. nnt balik mesia sume duduk jauh2. huhu gonna miss u all la.. esp budak 3 ketul marni, muny and kyah. (tetbe emo kejap ~ ok rilek2 najwa.. gelabah laaa)


owh and then mende plg sengal.. guess what?? bole tak - lupe nk turn off suis IRON.. naseb xmeletop blik nih.. haih giler cuak. dh r time balik tu pun xprasan lagi.. tetbe de bunyi.. mmg iron ni de satu jenis bunyi.. bile tgk2.. ya allah xoff suis! giler2... naseb iron kat sni dia mmg agak sengal unta sket.. xbrape panas sgt huhu patut sepanjang hari ni mcm hati tak tenang jek.. mcm ade sesuatu. haih ~ please be more careful next time wahai cik najwa.. tu r tdi gelabah nk bersiap cecpt. aiiiyayayay thanked ALLAH!


owh yea now dh nk winter.. kol 4.50 dah maghrib. so bole imagine sendri la kan? kul 5 tuh dah gelap laaaaa... and mlm semkin panjang huhu xtau nk suke ke tak.. haih ~ tpi the best thing is bole pki baju2 winter.. jacket - boot - shawl - glove.. syok2.. macam sarat plak ngan aksesori ekekekekeke. klu summer tuh mcm comot jek pki baju selapis ngan sua haih.. xbest2. (kesimpulan : me kat mesia mmg comot.. ~ kahkahkahkah)


tah la kat sni sng nk 'bergaya' sbb sarung jacket jek kat lua.. so kat dlm org mmg tak tahu le pki hape kan.. kat mesia klu nk pki jacket tuh mau kne gelak guling2. haiiiiish.. jaket jeans tuh xmasuk la dlm senarai k.. xsuke jaket jeans!! huahuahua jaket kulit lak klu nek moto besa sesuai le de satu.. tpi kot2 nek skuter tuh, pki jacket kulit agak2 cm kne gelak jugak jek.. maybe tak smpi berguling2 la.. gelak2 jahat bese je kot. tah le

eh sesape yg bwk skuter dan de jaket kulit jgn terase plak k.. huhu nnt korg tuka la bwk moto besa xpun tuka pki jaket jeans ngeh2... (gile merepek dah den neh ~)


owh yea hari sgt happy giler sbb ARSENAL menang!!! 2-1 lawan man xunited ahahaha go go bebeh! going to support u until dah jdi nenek ~ (senget jerk) yela lately arsenal mcm agak down sket.. panas je telinga dgr org kutuk.. xpun terbaka je mata membace tulisan2 yg xsedap dibace dlm paper/net/so on... i am a die hard fan. tpi xdek la smpi nanges klu arsenal kalah. cume agak emo sekejap smbil menyumpah2 sket heeee (opppps nyumpah bese2 jek.. cm bodoh-bengap cmtula)


erm.. hari kamis lepas dah call travel agent.. book tiket flight. probably date yg dah diset adalah 9 januari smpi 22 februari.. dah dpt invois cume belom byr lagi. nk transfer duit kne tgu family bank in dlu. huh mmg sengal pegi booking without de enough money dlm bank!! hih senget2.. tah r.. ritu de mse lapang.. boring2 tetbe nk call. haih ~ now kne tepon balik sbb nk hold payment. adei.. silly me!


tpi yg sronok giler tuh harge tiket sgt murah la.. sbb de sale. fly with EMIRATES (dah 3x naik gak) and return ticket from frankfurt - KUL hanya 552 euro saje dlm rm2600.. bese nye adalah 1000 euro cmtuh (~rm 5000). hehe best kan?? half price.. thank you ALLAH. tipsnye date tuh kne betul.. bia de sale hehe tapi right now still dlm dilema lagi la.. nk balik trus ke nk balik sni balik. yela mmg beli ticket return.. tpi klu nk burn ticket balik jerman tu pun xpe jek. coz mmg lagi worth beli ticket return dri beli ticket one way. ticket one way 700 euro.. kan ke siot je tuh. bek beli return.. hehe tips no 2 tue. please take note..


mslh dilema ni.. ma sayang kate banyak2 la berdoa semoga mendapat petunjuk dariNYA.. baik mummy! huhu now tgh cri petunjuk la nih.. if i got a superb part time job then i will not hesitate to stay here a lil bit longer coz i'll earn my own money. coz i'm done my study (only if i was able to finish my thesis).. so what for i want to come back here right? ya ALLAH berilah petunjuk kepada hambamu ini.. amin.


owh tringt marni tnye why am i hesitate to go back for good/why i want to stay here a lil bit longer. give her 10 reasons.. then i said 10 is too much. so she asked me for 4 reasons. (plik gak nape 4.. slalu 5 kan huahuahua)

ok my answers..

1. deep in my heart i don't want to go back yet ~ coz there's something that i'm not done yet. but i couldn't figure out what is it.. pelik huh? tpi perasaan ni still ade dalam hati nih.. aiyayaya
2. i want to have at least one year experience working in germany. as an engineer of coz! but that is the hardest thing to do... ingt sng ke nk cri keje sni? plg koman pun kne ade master tau huhu.. coz education system in here is different compare with malaysia. susah nk explain tpi klu apply keje dgn degree jek.. mmg susah laaaaaa
3. i want to travel around europe.. i mean all those femes places yg xpegi lagi ehehehe italy, spain, swiss, austria, scandinavian countries.. haihhhh
4. i have my maximum target.. 3 years in germany. and now bru go through half way.. and actually i was thinking going back for good (if xdpt keje sni) on ogos. time nk konvo hehe itula my real planning. nnt nk buat at least one more time practical from april until ogos.

see.. macam2 kan. tah la.. well kite hanya merancang, ALLAH yg menentukan. dan setiap ketentuan dari ALLAH itu ada hikmah disebaliknya. mungkin kite tak dpt apa yg kite nak tpi at the end we'll understand why it went that way.. (mcm ayat memujuk dri sndri). well i pray for the best for my self. if ditakdirkan mmg rezeki tuh ade di mesia then i'll go back to mesia. no worry! hehe positive thinking ok people!

till then.. daaa

layan tag kejap ~

(from aini fairus)

What were the 5 things on your to do list today?

• jmpe Prof Schmidt and Hannah Baltes (my fav lect coz she's sooooo beautiful ahaha) regarding my thesis
• jmpe Schibor - exam punya cite
• jmpe Dr. Lesny - exam punya cite
• jmpe Dr. Keck - exam punya cite
• jalan2 dekat city.. nk cri puzzle 3D Burj Al- Arab Dubai for iman tpi xjmpe lak. cest

What are 5 snacks that you enjoy?

• waffle + nusseti
• twix
• chips
• jogurt - kire snack ke?
• kek pisang

What are 5 jobs you’ve had?
i think all my previous job got to do with my family business... owh and i enjoy working as a waitress ahaha adelah sumwhere

5 people you wanna tag back?

• anyone
• everybody
• anybody
• everyone
• bloggers
  

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1. How old are you?
23

2. Are you single?
yeeeeeeeeap

3. In what age do you think you’ll get married?
earliest 26... latest 30 kot

4. Do you think you’ll be marrying the person you are with now?
refer to question 2

5. If not, who do you want to marry?
~ nk kawin ngan van Persie/fabregas bole tak hihi

6. Do you want a garden/beach or a traditional wedding?
both sounds great.. traditional wed is a tradition and a garden wedding maybe for closed family members/friends

7. Your ideal motive?
motif.. motif pembunuhan ke huhu
well it depends.. my mom very creative one. dont worry (^^)v

8. Where do you plan to go on a honeymoon?
haih the bad thing about traveling round Europe is there's no place left for your honeymoon
but i think swiss is a very romantic place.. paris too.. and italy maybe
or should i try south africa/japan/korea/new zealand/bali/phuket???
but i love redang ~

9. How many guests do you think you’ll invite?
haih apo punye soklan la.. tampa kang. mne tau lagi la... keje pun blom
nk jmpt kawan keje lagi.. client lagi.. huahuahua (gile perasan)

10. Do you want an extravagant wedding or a simple wedding?
buat ape membazir? amalan syaitan... buat gah2 akhirnya putus di tgh jalan baik xpyah ~ hish nauzubillah. nway i think simple but nice will be ok ~ if u have extra money then buat la grand2 pong.. duit u bukan duit i. haih hantam sajalah labu ~

11. Do you want the traditional vows or something you’d make up on your own?
ikut cara islam tu kan mudah... susah2 jek. haish mmg nk kne 'dumm'
tukang buat soklan sevey nih

12. How many layers of cake do you want?
waaaa... ni sonok.. nk 2/3 lapis sudah ~ berlapis2 kang mcm kek lapis plak huahua

13. Do you prefer having your reception at a hotel or a simple place?
argh.. this ques. killing me la (mcm tau2 je)
nway my mum xsuke wat kat umah.. dia mesti cri tmpt kat lua adeiiiii
have to find one sweet place later ~

14. When do you want to get married, morning or evening?
hurm.. i think i prefer at night

15. You’d rather have your reception outdoors or indoors?
outdoor mcm lagi sonok hek?

16. Do you like a grand entrance for your groom?
tgk la bajet.. ahahah (poyo gile soklan ni.. dush2)

17. Name the song/tune you’d like to play at your wedding
ha.. good timing you ask. last night i was listening to ct nurhaliza songs and i was thinking to play all her irama malaysia songs at my wedding ngeh2

18. Are you a morning person or a night person?
bukan morning person! huhu tpi bole saje bgn awal.. saje je bgn lambat2

19. Do you want a solemn ceremony or a light one?
mane2 jela.. hih mcm2 soalan.. u jela jdi wedding planner i k? sume mende nk tau bluekkk

20. Describe your ideal husband.
i have my own criteria.. tapi biarlah rahsia ~ hehe

21. Do you prefer fine dining or just the normal spoon & fork/knife?
org melayu pki tgn sudah.. agak2 tgn allergic ke hape pki la spoon and so on keh?

22. Champagne or red wine?
sirap la.. xpun bandung (typical malay wedding) kang wat air coke kang ape plak org kate huhu

23. Honeymoon right after the wedding or days after the wedding?
right after the wedding!!! klu bole nk amik cuti g round dunia ke huahua sbb nk round europe dah round dah.. klu round asia cm xbest plak bunyinye huhu

24. Money or household items?
dua2 xkesah ~

25. Who will pay for the bills?
erm me and family la kot...

28. Are you ready for married life?
looking forward... haha wondering how's the life

29. Do you think you will still be a virgin until you get married?
hek ele.. gelabah la

30. Will you always be true to your husband?
aish.. ni dah ala2 tukang kawin lak soalan dia.. 'sebuklah ko ~'

31. How many kids would you like to have?
hurm i think rmi2 pun ok.. mcm kterg de 7 adik bradik. sronokkkk giler

32. A new house for a newly wed or an old one?
i'm going to buy one la.. before kawin.. tpi tu tuk my own huahuahua nnt
kawin duk umah yg beli sesme la.. tgk r cmne k. 'sebuklah ko ~'

33. Will you celebrate silver wedding, gold wedding or diamond wedding?
xpenah pk plak.. mekasih la tolong tnye eh ~

34. What kind of cuisine would you like for your wedding?
malay one.. and i think mknn ni yg akan buat org ingt kat wedding kte
klu wedding grand giler tpi mknn loser.. xde nk ingt nye. and vise versa... org mesti akan puji food punyela.. huahuahua anyone agree?

35. Will you record your honeymoon in a CD or DVD?
soklan ni pong nk tnye ke.. rase skang record pki hard disk jek trus masuk laptop
kahkahkah tpi klu nk burn tuh taruk la dlm DVD ngek ~ kan memory besa
hape2 tah soklan nih

36. Whose wedding plans would you like to know next?
erm.. my sister hehe can't wait to go home (again repeating this sentence)
hehehehehehe
and also my blogger's fren.. buat okay jgn xbuat sevey nih~ tagged2!!

wELcome eveNing

lately...

banyak post yg bertemakan feeling saje... well honestly my life is kind of boring right now. bangun-makan-tido... tido-bangun-makan. boring ha? recently xkeluar shopping brg dapo and malas gilerrrrrr nk masak. so just stay in my room.. makan waffle with nusskati. and drink milo or chocomilk.. (everyday) menggemokkan ~ haih

next monday ade termin (appointment) regarding my thesis.. haven't prepare anything yet. adeiii malas nye. apesal la dilanda kemalasan yg amat nih. duk blik, asek online saje. tgk youtube.. huhu dah la tbe2 byk plak series baru start. i'm currently following these series:

: frontpage : ku milikmu : renjis 2 : awan dania : mentua vs menantu :

kalau kat malaysia mesti xkn tgk series2 nih.. tpi now kat jerman ni xdek hiburan so have to la ~ naseb ade utube (^_^) huhu

owh want to share a story about last thursday.. we have an event - welcome evening. the event is addressed especially to new international students in engineering and give them the chance to meet senior students.

and mende yang xbole blah is that we have to cook malaysian dish! dia (organiser) bg bajet 80 euro (RM400) and we came out with the new idea -masak kuih ketayap, murtabak with curry and apam balik.

dah la organiser xtau brape rmi yg dtg so kiterg kne masak je la byk2.. my GOD! so since rabu malam lagi dah prepare. buat murtabak.. balut pki kulit popia sbb mmg kat sni sng lagi wat cmtu. xdek keje nk wat doh...

then testing buat apam balik.. ok la menjadi hehe mlm tuh dri kul 7 mlm smpi kul 12 kterg berjaya wat murtabak hmpir 60pc.. then kari pun dah siap masak. giler penat.. sok plak pagi2 lagi nk kne bgn wat ketayap ngan apam balik plak. then nk kne goreng murtabak tu lagi aiiii

malam tuh 3 org je yg wat ~ then esok pagi naseb tenaga kerja ramai sket -5 ketul.. so dri kul 9.30 pagi smpi 4ptg 'pum pang pum pang'.. berjaya la menyiapkan all the food. adei mmg separuh mati jgk la.. dh r dri malam.. tido pong xbrape cukop huhu

tpi xpe la.. demi untuk event nih.. and demi tuk bg org2 sni rase malaysian food. kterg tabahkan ati jugak ~ (gile poyo ayat) huahuahua and the best part is when EVERYONE loooove the food... sume kate sedap. ngeh2.. i think that's enough.. untuk membayar segala penat lelah kterg. (ayat poyo lagi) hehe

undeniable kterg nye kehebatan memasak dah terkenal seantero NRW ahahaha giler angkat bakul sendiri.. no la its just that we have the reputation... so far so good. alhamdulillah.. mmg bercite2 nk buka rest pun kat sni (giler berangan) tapi mne de modal.. mau nye puluh ribu mesia. haih

so kterg low profile je la... masak2 tuk kepuasan sendiri. and selalu jgk tolong masak for event2. yela duk sni tolong laaaa boring giler ok!!! selain dri melancong2 yg mmg tahap dewa sronoknye.. mende lain sume boring. so masak2 tuh untuk membunuh kebosanan laaa huhu

nnt next event yg kne pegi.. birthday schamimi - 8/11 and birthday nahfiz + warming house kak nadia next month kot. to kak erin, if u need help - yela mesti byk nk masak plus nk layan schamimi lagi hehe kterg bole je tolong.. tolong tgkkan schamimi!! huahua and macam nk bwk desert je pegi umah kak erin. coz bahan masak2 byk giler lagi lebih dri event ritu. hurmm nnt pk.

ok nnt upload gmba k.. now cm dh ngantuk plak ~ tido lagi huhu