Wednesday, December 28, 2011

officially.. 26 lols

aaar just got back from Manchester and i caught a fever on my birthday today.. duuh.

btw it will never be the same if i celebrate my birthday in Malaysia wuuu T__T

zzz what ever.. may all my dreams come true. and i hope before i turns 27 i will find my Mr. XYZ =PP

thank you Allah for everything. for the past 26 years i've learned a lot. i've been through a lot. i've become the person that i want to be.. which is me now..!! hehs

and i understand that.. for each and single thing that had happen in our life.. there must be a reason behind it. find the reason and you will know that - He loves you - and that is why you deserved it.

Sunday, December 18, 2011

movie review - Dec

can't stop listening to this song... yeah 'A Thousand Years' from christina perri (lagu dia yang femes sebelum ni ialah Jar of Heart).

asal usulnya sebab tengok video seorang budak ni. gosh sangat comeL la.. then dengar background song tu.. rupanya sound track cerita Twilight - Breaking Dawn... zzz loser yaw ritu tengok kenapa tak perasan pun.. -__-'


okay so now i'm more than happy to give review pasal movie yang saya dah khatam selama hampir 2 bulan setengah dekat sini... ^^


1. Anonymous - cerita dia pasal shakespeare and i would say best tengok..!!! worth my ticket.. went to watch this movie with my best friend - from Essen hehs she came down here to Munich just to watch movie in the cinema..!! *okay tipu la kan.. saje je dia datang melawat and we went to watch this movie (on her request)



sebab kalau saya dekat malaysia confirm tak pegi tengok kot movie yang macam gini wuwuu after you watched this movie.. semangat nak tau pasal shakespeare tu memang membuak2 la. tak pasal2 balik duk google bout him..!! (or maybe it's only me...? yeah i love googLe tho)


2. Twilight - Breaking Dawn Part 1 - okay tak perlu introduce la kot kan.. semua peminat twilight mesti pergi tengok kot. and as for me this is my first time i watch twilight dekat wayang. hahs saje je.. sebab boring ngat duk jerman ni hehe so i went with my coursemate (shery) with her two friends. they are all indonesian.. and not bad tho.. can't wait to see the 2nd part of it. owh i still love jacob more..!!! =DD


*p/s: i'm not a big fan of Twilight. mekasih. owh yeah btw dekat jerman film dia tak potong2 taau. haha sensored part tu memang banyak bukan. lols jangan jeLes..!! =P


3. Mission in Impossible - Ghost Protocol - went to watch this movie last friday.. hehe ticket murah sket. and yeaaay i love tom cruise... >__< can't imagine who can replace him for the MI movie later.. =/ btw it's a cool movie and we love it alot. i went to watch with adik aLya ngeh


haha i know my review is not that detail.. yeah i dont really like writing in details. just wanna tell you whether it's worth to watch or not. you decide ya.. =P


okay till then.. i'm off to sleep. ngantok yoow

I have died everyday waiting for you



Heartbeats fast
Colors and promises
How to be brave
How can I love when I’m afraid to fall
But watching you stand alone
All of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow
One step closer

I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don’t be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I’ll love you for a thousand more

Time stands still
Beauty in all she is
I will be brave
I will not let anything take away
What’s standing in front of me
Every breath
Every hour has come to this
One step closer

I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don’t be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I’ll love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed that I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I’ll love you for a thousand more

One step closer
One step closer

I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don’t be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I’ll love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I’ll love you for a thousand more

hallo december.. ^^

was thinking to change the privacy settings. where - my blog going public and my twitter going private.. tapiiiiiiiiiii kalau nak guna selective tweet fb and twitter.. xboleh private plak kan. mengong nye grrr k forget bout it first.

aaar haven't post much lately. ceeeh sebenarnya i've been hiding some previous posts as a draft. ngeh.

well because some things are meant to be kept as a secret.



will update ya later.. i'm off to watch man city vs arsenaL.. gege


Wednesday, November 23, 2011

AISHITERU ( Menunggu )-by ZIVILIA BAND



Menunggu sesuatu yang sangat menyebalkan bagiku
saat ku harus bersabar dan trus bersabar
menantikan kehadiran dirimu
entah sampai kapan aku harus menunggu
sesuatu yang sangat sulit tuk kujalani
hidup dalam kesendirian sepi tanpamu
kadang kuberpikir cari penggantimu
saat kau jauh disana
ooo…

Gelisah sesaat saja tiada kabarmu kucuriga
entah penantianku takkan sia-sia
dan berikan satu jawaban pasti
entah sampai kapan aku harus bertahan
saat kau jauh disana rasa cemburu
merasuk kedalam pikiranku melayang
tak tentu arah tentang dirimu
apakah sama yang kau rasakan

walau raga kita terpisah jauh
namun hati kita selalu dekat
bila kau rindu pejamkan matamu
dan rasakan a a a aku
kekuatan cinta kita takkan pernah rapuh
terhapus ruang dan waktu
percayakan kesetiaan ini
akan tulus a a ai aishiteru


hapus sendiri pikiran melayang terbang
perasaan resah gelisah
jalani kenyataan hidup tanpa gairah

banyak segala misi dan ambisimu
akhiri semuanya cukup sampai disini
dan buktikan pengorbanan cintamu untukku
kumohon kau kembali

pressure... *bukan pressure cooker WMF yea

huff.. here your are in my blog. you suke kan when i write about you in here. i pressure la tau tak..? why you doing this to me.. dah la i tengah pening nak cari rumah. then tetibe you buat hal plak time2 macam ni.. i really need you ='(

you = my laptop hahs thanks

k bye

Thursday, November 17, 2011

my little secreT.. ssshh

you know.. somehow i think i didn't even made enough effort to find my Mr. Right.. =/

to be honest.. i hardly pray for my Mr. Right in my doa after prayers =/

the reason might be.. because:

firstly.. saya selalu doa untuk jadi kaya hua2 =D okaaaaay just kidding..! i don't know.. maybe i dont feel like having one.. YET. fufuuuh that's too bad ya..

btw i always had this angan2 - i want to doa in Mekah depan Kaabah and bumped --> i found my jodoh in Mekah.. yadda yadda.. i love dreaming eh? amiiin

secondly.. i always feel that i have this big responsible to my younger siblings and my mom. you know.. work hard and earn big money for them. i tell you.. we are not rich ya. even though my mom never asked money from me but i always want to support the family.. fufuuuuh my brotha and sisters all get married already and have their own life..

so here we are.. 5 of us in the house. and i know my younger brothas tak boleh di harap ceh.. =/ dont worry adik2.. i dont mind kawen lambat for you all.. muaaax

and owh ya.. my mother always ask about my boyfriend.. haiya mummy you always see i hang out with my gurlfriendsss.. so surely dont have one la gege *the hardest thing bout having lots of good girl friends is maybe you family will think you are GAY haha.. chillax mummy.. i wanna get married definitely..!! just that i couldn't find the guy yet.. kalau the girl tu mungkin sorang dua i dah jumpa kot haha =P

thirdly.. i probably sudah terkena sumpahan kot. lols.. no lah maybe i had too many girl friends (groups) and i can say 50% of them are still single. so marriage is not a big issue though.. errr maybe within some groups (i had >5 groups kot -_-')

owh yeah i'm still 25 yaa.. birthday lambat lagi. but i wanna see myself married at the age of 26 ngahaha =D gosh time is ticking and i only have one year one month and ten days left..!!

dear god.. Allah Almighty.. perkenankan doa hambamu ini dan semoga mendapat seruan dan panggilan-Mu ke Tanah Haram Mac tahun depan.. amiin >____<

p/s: it's time for me to move on and finding the right path.. please forgive me for any wrong doings.. after all i'm just a human.. and please remember one thing - to err is human ;)

Friday, November 11, 2011

i miss us.. truly deeply madly

'boring la duk jerman'... i told this kakak. and she said 'yela.. sebab u xde kawan'... ='((

honestly it wasn't easy.. dulu time degree yela.. ada kawan2. i have US (marni, muny, kyah, razmi).. and now i'm alone doing my master. suddenly i terfikir.. y am i coming back here geeeez -_-' well.. maybe sebab TUM je kot.. otherwise ntah la huhu

i promise to myself that i will never ever come to Germany againnnn..!!!! *please slap me 88x if i'm planning to do my phd in Germany.. in future ya =/

but then.. i think i'm lucky enough to have a very supportive.. very kind.. and friendly international friends. i mean all my coursemates.. they are the best..!!

still.. i would prefer going out and hang out with my friends - talking in MALAY..!! hufff seriesly.. language is a big challenge for us. you know ha.. it's very difficult to understand vietnamese english because they have a very strong accent.. same goes to pakistani.. irani.. indian.. ukraine.. etc2 (kang xpasal2 duk list sume negara budak2 ni.. banyak giler kot fufuuh)

there's nothing to talk to with them you know.. hurm or maybe i have to polish my english with extravaganza words so that i can ask them macam2 grrr so boring =/

Wednesday, November 9, 2011

greetings from Munich

assalamualaikum..

pergh lame giLer tak blogging.. yeap it's been a while. i'm very busy m'adaptkan dri kat sini (Munich). its been a month.. since my arrival tho. thank god everything is in order.. except for one thing which is for the room. i still couldn't find one grrr tensen giler kot.

so at the moment.. i'm staying with this lovely-malaysian-family.. ^^ erm nothing much to write at the moment. see you next time wokey =)

Friday, September 30, 2011

Friday, September 23, 2011

from BTN... day 1&2

yoow.. tengah baring bergelapan dalam seLimut sambil merengkok (err betul ke penggunaan ayat ni -_-') sebab kesejukan dek air cond.. hehs

boleh imagine tak.. BTN kami macam super cool sebab duk dalam aircond bagai haha seriesly reading from others post pasal BTN memang scary berbulu tau..

alhamdulillah.. we are the second batch yang buat BTN dekat Akademi Kenegaraan aka Biro Tatanegara @ Jalan Bellamy KL ni.. ngeee tak payah pergi uLu sepri dalam hutan nun.

sini bilik dia pun cool giler.. dalam bilik ada bilik gege ada faham ka..? nanti explain later with pics. okay masa register semalam dia bagi kit penginapan - ceewah xboleh bLah - yang mengandungi item berikut :

1. kunci bilik.. yeler wajib ada kot
2. beg yg mengandungi bahan2 kursus.. cam bese la kan haha paling xboleh blah dapat pin 1Malaysia and satu buku pasal 1Malaysia gak.. siap ada rege 20 hengget gege
3. selimut, cadar and sarung bantal
4. remote air cond ahaha cute giLer kot

*p/s : marni yang datang hantar sampai sini.. sob sab terharu

then kami semua duduk di bangunan yang sama saja.. ada 3 tingkat kot. and dia susun peserta ikut siapa daftar paling awal dapat duduk paling atas -_-' nak jadi cerita, i'm the first person check in dekat bilik kami ni.. dekat G means bawah sekali la.. ( sebab lambaat)

masuk2 bilik waaa kagum giler.. ada meja makan.. ada iron board n iron sekali.. then dekat hall tu juga ada 2 sink with mirrors.. and dalam bilik tu ada lagi 3 bilik lain. so roomate ada 3 orang lah patutnya hehe then ada tempat 2 shower.. n 2 toilet - satu toilet duduk lagi satu toilet ortodox tu ngeh

hmm kan sepatutnya bilik sorang satu tapi sebab kami ni bilik last so yang datang lambat2 sume duduk sini. jadila satu bilik duduk 2 orang. total orang dalam 'rumah' kami ada 6 lah..! okay je the more the merrier hehe

so i dapat roomate with sorg dentist hehe dia nak pergi King' College London. others rummie sume nak pergi UK la Aussie la NZ la. den sorang pergi jermang.. huu dah la paling muda kot tete tapi diorang ni sume nak pergi buat phd and sub kepakaran.. chooiii terasa lak paling loser kat sini. and diorang semua lecturer n docs la. pergh hebat semua diorang ni.. suke2 ^^

overall i'm having fun here.. no stress at all unless from my client yang sebok kejar2 report tu gege basically we are having lectures for the first 2 days then next 2 days LDK.. and the last day.. exam. it's not really brainwash actually.. and totally diff with what i've heard/imagine before.

it makes me better understanding on the 1Malaysia concept.. which i really dont pun at first haha. and all the speakers memang hebat belaka.. well experience in their field. but of course mengantuk and bosan 2 jam dengar lecture ngeh

what ever it is.. i can't wait to complete the kursus and get back to office. finish all my pending works and FLY TO GERMANY hehe without any hesitation..!!

i think im very clear with what i really want now.. conflict yang before ni tu i think i finally can handle it. i wanna be the expertise in transport and i want to contribute the ideas in order to transform Malaysia to achieve 2020 vision..!!

wah.. suddenly i talk like orang gov meh.. ahaha

Tuesday, September 20, 2011

confLict bertambah kronik.. =/

ouch.. how do i translate.. all the emotions n feelings into words.. ='(


i received official letter from JKKP - Jabatan Kesihatan dan Keselamatan Pekerja regarding my posting at JKKP Perak as Inspector of Factory & Machinery J41 (sesuka translate haha)



so just now i called them and asked bout my situation aka confLict ni.. hurm and they said that i have to choose either one.. to further my study and reject the offer or vice versa lah.. accept JKKP offer n postpone my study etc.. haiyaa


at first i am very confident to reject the JKKP offer sekali dia cakap tak ramai yang dapat.. dalam hundreds pergi iv.. they only need 12..!! so i am one of them la.. see syco giler kan..? it does explain the situation.. which - is not that easy to get the post and i am the lucky one together with the other 11.. T__T

so now tetiba tak tau nak pilih mana satu... but i've gone too far though. already submit all the perjanjian with mara.. and also attending the BTN this week.. dang dang..


i do love both.. i mean to work with JKKP is one of the engineering field which is very very interesting.. but then i just can't let go my desire and interest in transport... wuuu T__T okay i know.. solat istikharah and pray hard.. >__<

Monday, September 12, 2011

holla..!! blog apps @ Iphone 

owh yeah.. nnt bole upload pics..!! >___<

naaah first pic.. baby arbok yang sangat mengheghamkan..!! hehs


erk cmno lah jadinye bile letak2 gmbo tu huhu okay zasss publish =P

Sunday, September 11, 2011

leaving for Germany.. again

hallop.. peeps.. =)

saya sudah lama tidak update blog gege tah la.. kerja banyak and sekarang life pun kelam kabut. few time juga i click on my blog tapi tak ada mood nak update.

di kala pagi ahad yang mendung ini.. saya merajinkan diri menulis entry baru.. so this is me writing from the bed through my phone hehs



alhamdulillah.. allah memberi rezeki yang tak terhingga.. tahun ni dapat lagi saya meneruskan tradisi memberi duit raya kepada keluarga.. yezza year two already i'm working. dengan bonus yang ada dapat lah menopup mana yang patut. tahun depan macam mana lah pulak ehh..? im jobless by that time soobs ='(

kemudian rezeki allah tidak terhenti di situ.. saya bersyukur sebab telah mendapat tawaran tajaan mara untuk master study saya di Germany. surat tawaran.. kontrak semua dah dapat. tinggal nak isi je. banyak giler kot -_-' ye lah orang nak bagi duet bukannye senang2 nak dapat. usahalah sikit kan.. fufu 200k kot. thank you mara.. my saviour. finally i can make it.. my dreams come true. isssk i love you Allah =')

i remember last time.. back in germany year 2009.. time tu dah nak balik for good.. n one of my friend still dekat sana further master.. pastu ramai tanya saya.. tanak stay buat master ke..? and i said that.. i wanna go back first.. work for 2-3 years and come back to do my master. baaaaaang..!! that is exactly what happen.. kata2 tu memang satu doa bukan..? =)

and then together with the offer mara tu.. i got another job offer. which is from gov (J41).. and tawaran kerja TETAP okay. zzz betul2 dalam dilema. tapi surat lapor diri bila belum sampai. i think eventually i will have to let go the job.. and probably kena black list dari kerja gov for certain period yaddaaa yaddaaa. apa2 pun tunggu surat dari jabatan.. surat dari SPA dah dapat.

owh yea.. update from office. i just can tell you one thing.. just after i tender my resignation.. my boss treat me like rubbish errr okay that word too harsh.. =/ i dont know.. but she seems different and of course you can tell la. i just hope dia tak marah2 saya la huhu but i can see she suddenly become so strict with me. and not friendly as before. haiyaa should i be treated that way just because i resign..?

somehow i think she mad at me.. after all things she said to me.. and i still wanna leave..? gege i'm sorry boss.. even you once said that 'i'm once in a blue moon' which i really appreciate it a lot..!! but then you just have to let me go.. and please in a good way. selama ni saya repect boss setinggi gunung kot.. and i really love working with you. so dalam masa sebulan lebih ni bos jangan la buat saya xsuke bos (like others) huhu i still want to keep our good contact even after i left..

okay i think that's it.. i wanna take my bfast now.. what a beautiful day today ^^ have fun enjoying your weekend hehs

Friday, August 26, 2011

I ain’t no staLker

hehs.. yeap that's it



I ain’t no staLker... ANYMORE =D already retired.. months ago. family.. friends.. enemies errr.. i have enough.









just enjoy your life to the fullest ;)


p/s: mode baru lepas tengok finaL destination 5 zzz.. scary owh =/

Tuesday, August 23, 2011

a letter to my bos =')

To: Business Director aka my bos

Cc: General Manager, Human Resource

Date: 23rd August 2011


Dear Madam,

RESIGNATION

I hereby tender my resignation as Engineer effective today, owing to my intent of pursuing my Master Degree in Germany. In compliance to the company’s policy, I have to serve two months resignation notice. Tentatively, I am requesting that my last working day is on the 23rd October 2011.

I would like to express my appreciation for your excellent leadership and counsel during the duration of stay at KIIC. I have learned a lot and there is no word to describe how thankful I am to have a chance working with the great people at the organization. Furthermore, the positive environment from everyone here i.e: pursuing their Master Degree had really motivated me to achieve more.

My decision to resign was finalized after long and careful consideration of all factors. I would like to take this opportunity to thank all my colleagues for their unconditional support and guidance throughout my stint with the organization. I depart with a feeling of having grown as a professional and as an individual.

Please acknowledge this letter of resignation and I will do my utmost to finish the outstanding projects and for a smooth hand over. Again, it has been a pleasurable learning experience working as part of the H&T team especially working directly under your supervision. And I wish nothing, but success for KIIC.

Thank you.


Sincerely,
me


p/s: hope i've made the right decision =')

Monday, August 8, 2011

s Y u K u R

syukur padamu Ya Allah di atas semua nikmat yang diberikan.. sesungguhnya semua kebahagiaan dan kejayaan yang hambaMu perolehi sehingga kini adalah yang terbaik yang tidak mungkin dapat di balas dengan apa cara sekalipun. pelihara lah kami agar kami tidak kufur dengan nikmatMu Ya Allah. amin...


*tetibe buka lagu syukur - raihan buat background music hehs


btw tadi tengok2 status FB semua org duk happy PM umum bonus sebulan gaji zaaaasss silap bonus 1/2 month dengan minimum dapat 500 fufuuuh meriah la jugak raya org gomen taun ni. lebih2 lagi yg pangkat tinggi2 tu kan. gaji belas ribu pergh sesedap je dpt 5k lebih bonus. baguih la.. bukan ape sepanjang pengetahuan saya lah.. bonus ni is one way of appreciation to the staff. gov servant de 1.2 million kot. apela salahnya bg appreciation sket.. konon bom bam sne sni ekonomi bagus.. so this is the time u give back to rakyat la.. tak gitu PM..? *ke tah2 dia sesenyap jual cincin rosmah yg konon nye 24 mil tu kekeke wallahualam zaaaasss


okay jadi setelah dengar pasal bonus ni.. saya pun rase tersentuh la.. sbb tgk happy sgt kawan2 saya yg keje gov. owh kakak saya n hubby dia pun keje gov. dah la dah dpat anak kedua.. im sure they r so happy with it. arwah ayah pun pesara gov.. dapat la mama duet lebih tuk belanja raya ni =) sooob syukur ya allah

saya plak hurm naseb badan la keje swasta.. even bonus banyak tapi kebajikan tu kurangla skit dari gov kot errr cnth nya mcm loan rumah / kete / personal kan lagi murah klu keje gov huhu tapi tu la saya sangat bersyukur dapat tempat kerja macam sekarang ni.. alhamdullillah bonus raya ni cukup la untuk belanja buat adik2 dan mama. skang ni da sebok2 buat budget raya.. amma appa.. 2k je akan lebur jadi duet raya zzz tu la banyak sgt anak sedala.. adik2 pun kena kasi juga. lagi 5k balance lepas tolak epf / tax bagai konfem dah kurang grrrr nak kne langsaikan hutang piutang dlu. kad kredit la.. tuka tayar kete la.. byr kete yang ade tertunggak tu errr huff pendek kata duet tuk saya = 0

biasa lah tu kan.. kene berkorban tuk keluarga. tah la sejak keje ni memang la dapat gaji je tak penah pk nak shopping tuk diri sendiri.. saya pun xtau kenapa -__-' sepanjang keje dah 20 bulan ni saya de 3 pasang kasut je. beg keje pun ada satu zzz @__@ okay baru terasa loser nye saya haih tak pe la semua tu xpenting. yang paling penting kamu perform dalam kerja kamu.. dapat high appreciation dari bos.. i think that would be the best 'bonus' for yourself.. right..? ^^

okay now nak g mandi tataaaa =P


Jjsjs

Monday, July 18, 2011

short post.. =P

mengantuknya... zzz dah dua minggu saya keje straight.. dah dua minggu juga saya tak cukup tido.. dua minggu saya tak makan.. eeeeerrr jap makan mana boleh tinggal -_-'

saya banyak keje la awak.. tu tak sempat nak tules surat. ni pun menunggu mata lelap je =/




k adiossss

Saturday, July 2, 2011

gone for the whole week.. ^^

ellops.. lamenye tak update -___-'


macam biasa, saya akan cakap saya BUSY hua3



btw minggu depan isnin sampai rabu - saya akan fly to sandakan. ada projek kat sana.. hihi tak sabau lak. sbb bos dah book bilik ngadap laut yoww.. gayenye mcm nak g bercuti je ekk.. hehs

tu la best g ngan bos.. dia kan dah tahap director.. mne bley cikai2.. hua3 pegi pun naek MAS. err tapi satu je la bos. sorry ekk saya terpaksa sewa kete Myvi jeekk =/ sebab sume kete lain tak best. pastu banyak manuaL.. eeeee cam haram jek. kterg xreti kot bawak manual grrrrrr.

pastu ridiculous giler rege dia. mmg kene pancung gegiler ade ke sewe waja 250. hurm tu pn manual kot. so saya amik je la Myvi 160 hengget sehari.. wuuu mahal ler tuh. sian bos dari kete gabak2 nek kete Myvi je ehh. nak wat cmno =/


k pastu saya akan balik kl semula petang rabu. ingt nk balik umah tido je.. tpi sbb tuntutan keje.. ceewah terpaksa la masuk ofis jap. nak briefing budak pasal keje hari khamis. so skali lagi kames tu saya xmasok ofis la. de keje kat lua.. gegege



finally sampai la hari jumaat... pagi tu de iv ngan SPA yow.. so amik la half day cuti. slumber je dah bgtau bos, saya ada interview SPA.. haha then dia bole plak tnye SPA tu ape -__-' ceiittt.. owh yea WISH ME LUCK ehh ^^ then after iv tuh.. saya kene g KL plak join bos meeting utk mintak duet projek. zzzz dia suh saya join sbb - 'it's a good exposure to you' mslhnye exposure pun saya ni byk giler keje kot bos... adeih tensen @__@


k may u have a wonderful week.. cheerio ~

Thursday, June 23, 2011

time flies =/

cepatnya.. tiba-tiba je esok dah hari Jumaat =/

last week i went to Sarawak.. hehs xsangka dah seminggu berlalu. rasa baru semalam fly =) well the reason saya tak update is.. saya SUPER BUSY yea. banyak sangat keje.. bertubi2 kot.. lepas satu.. satu

dan alhamdulillah.. job skang byk sangat masuk. xmenang tangan lah. dalam bulan ni je dah 5 projek baru.. total fees adalah dalam 250k.. perrgh. masyuk gak tu kalau sebulan dpt banyak tu. ngeh byk bonus kang.. hua3


dan macam biasa la.. den jugak yg kene buat sume proposal tuk projek2 tu. pening kpala sbb client ni kecamcam.. kita dah quote price bole plak nk mntk diskaun2 grrrr... professional la sket haih. tensen den.. ingt ni pasar ke hape mntk2 kurang... =/


by next week.. akan dpt 2 LA (letter of award/appointed) so means job mmg dah konfem and bole start. adeis dah la time frame sume dlm sebulan je. ada tu 2mg..!! gilo aper.. mne smpt den nak keja sume zzzzzz


oh yea.. my bos dah cri pengganti kak pah.. tpi mcm lebih experience dri den ke ekk? xpasti la.. tgu 4 july kang. hehe best2.. sbb nnt dia yg wat modelling ngahaha =D sorry im not interested.. =/ susah kot nak learn from zero.. zzzzzz lagi



okay lah.. nak balik da.. dah 3 hari berturut2 balik kul 7. see.. nmpk sgt byk keje hoho

Tuesday, June 14, 2011

beli orang dengan ipad 2

woah.. tetibe je iklan nuffnang saya hidup kat sebelah ni. nampak tak..?? ha tu yang saya pelik tu, account saya telur ayam je padahal.. yang dia sebok iklankan kat sini ape hal. bukan dia akan pilih dulu ke.. blogger mana dapat iklan? ni macam dah iklan free plak. saman kang baru tau grrrr.. *ke saya de termiss something ni hurm

btw sejak kebelakangan ini banyak sangat contest menawarkan hadiah ipad 2. korang perasan tak..? kalau tak sah2 anda ni katak bawah tempurung. undeniable la.. the power of IPAD 2 *tetibe huruf besa apehal.. -_-' okay mungkin korang kene bace dia berintonasi sket hehs

okay so dia memang powerful lah.. sebab sumerang terkejar2 menatang apple nih. iklan kat sebelah ni pun nak bagi ipad 2 juga. dari papermate huhu kotex pun nak bagi mende yang sama. bharian.. hotfm.. ahh memang banyak la. taip je 'menang ipad 2' konfem keluar sume nama company yang buat contest tu..!!


jadi persoalannya.. adakah promosi mereka berjaya..? mungkin kah sasaran 1juta like hotfm akan berjaya..?? tapi nanti janganlah lepas ni digodam lagi yea sebab jenuh nak kene buat kempen baru pula.. =/ for me peminat tu akan datang dengan sendiri. bila buat macam ni banyak pula orang yang xpuas hati kan..? contest ape la yang bole dibuat kat fb pun.. banyak FAKE je orang dalam tu huhuhu

atau mungkin kah penjualan barang2 papermate seperti pen/liquid akan mencatat peningkatan yang luar biasa selepas ini..? janganlah pula cikgu2 atau pihak koperasi sekolah beli banyak2 buat stock yea huhuhu


atau mungkin juga sales kotex akan naik 100%..?? xpasal2 lelaki pun beli sebab nak masuk contest tu huhuhu

so what do you think..?


just my 2 cent.. =P

Monday, June 13, 2011

saya sudah jadi nenda.. XD

jam 12.15 malam 14 June

drive balik rumah dengan perasaan berkecamuk. esok banyak hal nak buat.. grrr sesampainya saya di rumah, hangin kejap sebab kereta tidak di park dengan betul. so kereta den tak muat nak masuk.. himpit2 dengan wtu' agaga serabut fikir - esok mintak2 mama jangan gesel2 dengan my car eh huhu *sangat tak logik nak risau coz mama kan dah >20 tahun bawak kereta.. tahu la beliau nanti macam mana -___-' dush2 diri sendiri T_T

btw.. masa nak park tiba2 nampak cage depan rumah ada dua..!! haaaah dan arnab kami, si comot dan si comel tiba2 di asingkan..!!! adakah.. adakah diri ini sudah menjadi nenda kepada baby arnaaaaaab...???!!! >___<


gelabah2 keluar kereta.. demmit lampu porch rosak ugh dengan menggunakan lampu hp yang xseberapa terangnya.. i can see kain2 perca membaluti benda kecil yang sedang bergerak2 hehehe OMG.. tengok sekejap je sebab takut duduk luar rumah lama2.



naseb baik bila masuk je my brother si kuning ada so saya tanya la berapa ekooooor..!! dia kata 4.. beranak time maghrib hoho dan cage extra tu pinjam rumah jiran nye.. ape daaaa -_-' naseb jiran best haha


see you tomorrow babies.. ^^

d i a m d i r i

wow.. dah seminggu tak update blog. walaupun ketiadaan cik bos, namun minat untuk menulis telah berkurang sejak kebelakangan ini. sobbs



semuanya kerana: S A Y A T E N S E N






sekian, terima kasih.

Monday, June 6, 2011

kerja giLa... @__@

huff... i am damn sleepy right now. last night tido pukul 4... T___T


sebab2 kenapa saya tido pukul 4...:

1) saya buat kerja gila iaitu menghantar seorg hamba allah ke rumah suaminya... di melaka. pada masa itu.. jam menunjukkan pukul 11 malam yow.

2) sampai melaka lebih kurang jam 1 pagi... (bawak kereta secara berhemah.. 110km/hr je.. auto-coast hua3.. jimat minyak okay... =P) dan tunggu beliau ketuk2 rumah suaminya yg bengap itu... smpi la memastikan beliau masuk umah --> lebih kurang sejam

*acara sampingan.. time tu dah la hujan lebat and sejuk giler.. so den duk tgu lam keta smbil menahan nak errr pegi toilet... -___-' mmg mencabar giler kot.. hadui.

3) gerak balik kL.. kul 2 pagi n smpi umah + bersiap nak tdo = 4 am...!! and yes i am working today fufuuuh.



cerita sampingan...:

al kisah kawan ni.. hurm beliau kawen xsmpi 1 year.. and mmg byk cabaran la. sbb dia duk berjauhan dgn suami bengap dia tu. and bila cmpo tgn mak mertua dia.. plus si bengap ni mcm ada scandal ngan pompuan lain.. it become very complicated la.

den nak xplain pn mcm xreti.. tpi tu la.. si bengap tu patutnya jaga la hati bini dia. come on la.. dia duk backup si scandal dia tuh instead of bini dia.. fucker btuL.

ckp xde pape la.. kawan biasa la.. then bila kawan den ni dia pgi serang bitchy tu.. bole plak dia suh kawan den ni mntak maaf. giler kan..? okay tu baru sket la.. byk lagi cerita lain yg xmasok akal.


at the end.. si kawan ni asek pk nak cerai je.. pastu regret kawen.. wuuu den pn xtau nak ckp ape =| any idea..?

Friday, June 3, 2011

s a y a E M O

i know this happy COUPLE... H (girl) & S (guy) back in 2009 --> time ni giler game lagi.. and kenal this couple pun sbb main game lah.. hehs


btw now it's 2011.. and the latest thing i know about them is.. they broke up already.. after bercinta >5 years soobs (i knew this news last february/march) and suddenly semalam gataL2 pegi read bout this 2 peps.. and something buat saya EMO la haiiiihzzz


so.. what’s the big deal eh..? okay fine - they broke up.. and both of them already have new partner.. yeap good for both of you. tapi yang saya nak emo lebih is when the stupid guy keep on comparing his new girl with his ex.. something like this:


‘yeah.. you are way better than previous one.. i hope you are the one.. I never felt like this before.. etc etc’

ugh sebenarnya banyak lagi kot ayat2 **** beruk tu tules but i don’t really remember and don’t feel like reading those story again.

tak rase ke that stupid guy tu cam cilake.. haa kan dah kene curse. you know what son of *****.. you can go to hell.. and let see how long ur relationship can last eh..? for all the bad things u did to ur ex.. i hope GOD will repay u millions times harder.. *wah tetbe back up gegiler ex dia hehs

i know both of them quite close la.. and i just cannot accept what that stupid guy did. so childish, dah abes.. dah la. why keep on mentioning 'previous one.. previous one..' mmg macam ***L



huff... okay emo day end.

danke

Thursday, June 2, 2011

adindaevans

ha amik ko.. tetbe den wat blog post pasal anda.. hehs

bukan ape since last night duk nmpk org tweet mende ni.. jadi trend hangat ooow





let me summarise je la.. dia jadi hot giler just becoz of her blog (xyah la share eh.. sian dia) and ada satu post tu dia mengaku dia dah xde dara.. -__-'


the thing is.. den xfaham ape la yg nk kecoh sgt... come one la.. look around u. cube pegi tnye brape ramai yg dah xde dara...? she is one of i-dont-know-how-many-more-out-there.. the only thing she did 'extra' than the others is... she confessed..!! and klu bace blog dia mmg giler la.. tuka boyfie cm tuka baju. but that's your life la kan..


i am not trying to be 'the odd one' here but.. to be honest.. mende tu sume jadi becoz of surrounding. so.. please take care of your family.. esp ur adik2.. or kakak2.. sbb mende ni dah jadi mcm barah sebenarnya.. dalam society kita.


p/s: when i was 14... rasenye duk umah tgk tv je kot haha

Wednesday, June 1, 2011

now i understand why..

it's hard to let go off something isn't it..?

lebih-lebih lagi kalau 'that some thing' is something to do with your heart. or should i say FEELINGS..? =/




can i wish for some crazy things from GOD..? something like ABSOLUTELY IMPOSSIBLE..? huff *okay dont worry.. i know the limit as a muslim.






petikan dari lagu time karaoke semalam.. 'i can't live.. if living is without you..' =)

Monday, May 30, 2011

kegiLaan DEAL...!!

penah dgr tak mydeal..? err okay.. mcm penah dgr eh.. =/

super deal..? haa.. xpenah dgr.. okay xpe2 =|

milkadeal
..? eh dia bukan jual susu r... -__-' hmm sah2 xtau la tu kan :-L


k last2... groupon..??!! deym sume xpnah dgr ke... haih ni pn sket je.. rase de byk lagi pnat nak type sume huu




btw bagus jugak la korang xterjebak dalam deal2 ni.. huhu sbb klu dah terjebak.. jdila mcam den ni haa..!! >__<

cnth kegilaan seorang kaki wayang tegar =P



hihi knape saya suka ngan deal ni..?? okay normally klu tgk wayang.. konfem nye abes dlm RM35 tuk 2 org la (beli tiket wayang + popcorn) tu MINIMUM tau. so dgn deal ni saya abes RM20.50 je haha dah la tgk kat TGV yg ader VANILLA COKE tu.. yoww.. suke kuasa 18..!!


alrite now dah beli 4 set (of course la tgk berdua.. cm syco plak g tgk sensorang.. T__T) kene plih tmpt trus so da bli 1 tgk kat cheras selatan.. 1 tgk kat klcc and 2x pgi tgk kat sunway pyramid.. ngeng3


antara calon2 movie tuk tengok gune tiket wayang + popcorn murah ni adalah:



jeng jeng jeng... =D


KL GANGSTER (MLY)

HENRY'S CRIME

SUPER 8

DYLAN DOG: DEAD OF NIGHT

THE GREEN LANTERN

TRANSFORMERS: DARK OF THE MOON


wah... byk jgak tu.. sbb limit saya adalah 1 movie seminggu saje okay.. hua3.. nnt la den survey cte ape sesuai tgk kat wayang... =P



alrite.. now pening nak siapkan keje.. duuuh tak de mood betul lah -__-'

Friday, May 27, 2011

Arsenal Football Club Tour 2011


this is gonna be my first time.. pergi stadium tengok bola.. =D nak pegi.. nak pegi.. nak pegi.. nak pegiii.. (okay penat type.. @__@)

was thinking to buy the 108 one.. errr then will try to round satu klang valley to make sure i got the arsenal training pass too >__<

Finally !! we get to see out loved team in action on Malaysian soil
Itinerary as listed below

11th July Arrival to KL
12th July Training Session 7.00pm
13th July Match versus Malaysian Selection at Bkt Jalil Stadium 8.45pm Kick Off
14th July Departure to China
16th They are set to play against the Chinese selection in China

Arsenal Chief Commercial Officer Tom Fox & Communications Director Mark Gonnella confirmed that the first team will be coming including Fabregas

Tickets are priced at RM 58,68, 108 & 388 available from 27th May – Ticket purchased before 5th June will be inclusive with Complimentary Training Session Pass

and my journey will start tomorrow to search for the ticket... ugh.. T__T sbb nye gaji den bru masok esok.. agaga tensen sbb hari ni pn dah ade orang beli =(

ada satu gmba yg wat orang jeles ni ha huhu




p/s: to mak cik eha.. jom la ajak en kekasih anda tuh pergi hua3.. ^^

Wednesday, May 25, 2011

cuTi RAYA.. 2011

fffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffine... raya lmbat lagi kot.. haha so what? meh sni den kire cuti raya den taun ni weheee


tadi jalan2 kat bharian online... terjumpe plak mende ni..

Kerajaan memutuskan supaya satu hari kelepasan am tambahan 2011 ditetapkan bagi seluruh negara berikutan hari kelepasan am sempena Hari Raya Puasa dijangka bertindih dengan Hari Kebangsaan pada Rabu, 31 Ogos depan.

Sekiranya Hari Raya Puasa (Hari Pertama) jatuh pada Selasa, 30 Ogos 2011 dan Hari Raya Puasa (Hari Kedua) dan Hari Kebangsaan bertindih pada Rabu, 31 Ogos 2011 maka Khamis, 1 September 2011 ditetapkan sebagai hari kelepasan am tambahan

Sekiranya Hari Raya Puasa (Hari Pertama) jatuh pada Rabu, 31 Ogos 2011 dan bertindih dengan Hari Kebangsaan dan Hari Raya Puasa (Hari Kedua) pula jatuh pada Khamis, 1 September 2011 maka Jumaat, 2 September 2011 ditetapkan sebagai hari kelepasan tambahan.


and yang lagi best company kiterang akan kasi satu hari cuti peristiwa untuk raya.. so total ada 4 hari cuti la ngeh2... jom tengok calender jap

Ogos September
MoTuWeThFrSaSu
1234567
891011121314
15161718192021
22232425262728
293031

MoTuWeThFrSaSu
1234
567891011
12131415161718
19202122232425
2627282930

confirm la sumerang akan cuti seminggu kan..? hehs mintak2 la raya selasa wuhuu lame sket bole raya.. =P so taun ni den akan cuti 29 ogos - 2 september la. yeay so mknenye annual leave (AL) gune satu je agaga tu je la the main point den excited ni =DD. xmau la amik AL bebyk.. dah la tgl sket je sobs


*okay just heard one good news.. gaji bulan ni including increment n increment tu akan di kira dari january.. hihihihihi contohnye nye la... kalau dpt increment 300 ke.. so dpt la back dated smpi 1500 kan..!! *droooooling =P


k enjoy your day.. cheerio ^^

Tuesday, May 24, 2011

hijau ke kuning..??

alright.. hari ni kite buat test nak.. sama ada otak anda ni hijau ke kuning... =P hihihi


okay just kidding..!! sebenarnya satu kejadian yg tidak di ingini telah berlaku semalam.. grrrrr (demmit bile tgk nabil nye maharaja lawak mg lepas terase giler kot.. haha sape sbnanye yg start gune GRRRRR ni haaaa...?? den pn xtau.. hehs)


back to the story.. smlm saya g isi minyak.. n korang rase tak betapa annoying nye bile tiap kali g isi minyak.. mesti dorg tanye 'hijau ke..??' saje nk promote minyak mahaL... ugh..!! so everytime den kene tnye den mesti ckp 'tak.. yg biase..' *series im not that rich to use 97.. 2.90 hek seliter.. k bye2..

kne tgu pki kete BMW bru tuka hijau =D


so smlm.. dah la duet xde nak isi minyak.. maklumla dah hujung2 bulan ni pokai smpi tahap terpakse makan pasir.. klu la pasir tu rase cam domino's kan best.. T__T - okay tipoo la tu kan. saya duk ngan family lagi so xdek la kronik cenggitu. cume tuk leisure sendiri tu mmg xdpt la den nak mntk duet ngan my mom kan.. sobs


k smbg cite balik.. smlm singgah shell kat plus highway tu den byr la 20 ringgit.. (3 ringgit tu siap guna duet syiling kot.. T__T) - sbnanye my fren that time ade je duet ringgit2.. tpi saje je nk gunakan duet tabung den yg penuh ngan syiling 50 sen. (mmg sah kronik la kan siap korek duet tabung ceit.. tpi xpe la naseb de byk gak simpanan den.. ade la dlm 50 hengget duet syiling 50 sen tuh hiii)


kebetulan tmpt byr (yg ala2 tol both tu) dkat ngan tmpt pump kami.. so saya pun start la nak isi minyak.. angkat nozzle.. tolak lam tmpt minyak tu.. pastu picit.. =DD skali picit2 xkua daaa... mmg bengang kot.. byk kali den buat.


then tetbe mamat bangla ni pn buka pintu tanya hijau ke kuning..? pastu suh letak balik nozzle. wah dgn blur2 nye saya pn ckp hijau.. @_@ ' okay my fren yg duk lam kete pn siap bole dgr n tekejut knape nak isi hijau.. dah la tgh sengkek.. T__T. pastu byk kali angkat letak balik mende bodoh tu.. siap den ketuk2 pintu cermin nape minyak xkua2 ni.. grrrrr


skali dia pn keluar.. guess what..!!!!! hahahahaha OMG so stupid laaaa sape yg letak nozzle tu salah smpi jadi terbalik.. sebenarnye den mmg dah amik pn kat tmpt yg RON95 (kaler kuning ehh) tuh.. tpi xperasan plak nozzle tu kaler hijau.. that's y bile bangla tu tnye hijau ke kuning den confident je jawab hijau coz im holding the wrong one haizzz... naseb la xterisi minyak mahal.. nanges woo

kuning.. the smarter choice.. - cam iklan digi lak hihi


so lepas ni konfem den tido siap mimpi2 minyak kaler kuning huhu its a lesson la actually sbb den ni mmg xalert pn pasal mende2 ni.. ha kan skang.. konfem REDALERT...!! hahaha shooooT

Friday, May 20, 2011

- the routine -

di saat keje bertimbun ni.. tetbe je rajin nak blog-walking.. hehs pegi blog eha je pn pastu nmpk lak dia follow hanis zalikha (wokey saya malas nk link2 blog dorg.. sorry eh T__T alaa mak cik eha tu ada link kat sebelah kiri blog ni ha.. klik la sndri n hanis tu plak saya rasa mcm femes semcm. so anda google je le okay?)

then click2 blogger kat page eha jmpe our friend miera. skali lagi saya nmpk dia pn follow hanis tu.. hmm sbnanye saya mmg dah lame tau pasal hanis.. tpi xde la yopo2 ngat layan blog dia. n today saya pn tetibe terpoyo.. click blog dia and i read something yang saya suke sgt..!! hehs tq cik hanis..



i think its from her tweets... something like this la.. i change the words a bit haa...


'it's not that u really miss the person.. but maybe u miss the routine'




i do.. miss the routine... =((

Saturday, May 14, 2011

one sTep furTher

wednesday, 11th may - 6.50 am


'woke up and grab my phone very quickly. load my mail.. 3 new emails from my yahoo inbox. one of them.. OMG..!! the sender name is too long and weird.. Prof Dr. something something.. didnt bother to remember. subject : ah in deutsch..!! something like your application etc.. and i can see few words from the first lines of the mail *haven't click to open it yet..!! gedebar dowh and i saw GLUCKWUNSCHE >__<

finally i click on the mail and read it without understand any of the sentence..!! yeah my german is sucks.. haven't practise for almost 2 years -_-' however i manage to copy and google translate them hihi and syukur alhamdulillah i got a place for my Master Study in Germany. after been waiting for almost 2 months.. the misery end in a good way eh ^^


now.. one step further.. to search for a scholarship.. tough one i guess. hurm. please God show me the way.. <3

Friday, May 6, 2011

status : saaaaaaaad ='( very...!!

today.. went lunch at domino's bangi with 3 others (office mates) and i just found out that my dearest office mate - yg den paling rapat and the third girl in the office besides me and my lady boss - dah tender..!!


al kisahnya...

saya jalan2 nk masuk kete.. time lunch la ni.. tetbe saya masuk je lam kete.. kakak ofis saya nanges.. errr saya pun mcm blurrr blurrr lah knape..??!!

tetbe dia cakap dia dah tender... pergh blurr lagi... 'ha tender.. ape tu -__-' waa rase nak cepuk diri sendri.. upenye tender = resign eh.. slalu org kate resign je huhu *okay bile google2 ayat yg proper rupenye TENDER RESIGN... ceh patut r... =|


so saya pun terus la.. kelu lidah.. tergamam pun yea.. waaaaaaaaaaaaaa now ni rase sedih sesgt la ='(






mcm2 bermain kat fikiran ni...


lepas ni.. nak g makan ngan sape soooobs... --> makin kurus la gamaknya

lepas ni.. nak borak ngan sape soooobs... --> giler jadi kera sumbang... bole gile kot T__T

lepas ni.. dah tak de geng yg sama otak soooobs... --> xkan nk geng ngan bos kot ='(

lepas ni.. ngan sape saya nak refer klu pape pasal company ni soooobs... ='(

lepas ni.. ngan sape nak discuss pasal project - sume saya buat dgn dia kot... ='(

lepas ni.. huhu sedih giler la.. xleh nk pk dah ='((



*is holding my tears... don't cry in the office kay. haih

AN APOLOGY :: Taylor Swift - Back to December [HD]

'in life... you learn lessons... and sometimes you learn 'em the hard way... sometimes you learn 'em too late. and the song 'back to december' is about a lesson i learn too late and i think when you do that.. and you finally realized that you were wrong.. you need to say you're sorry.. and this is the best way i knew how...' - =)


Thursday, May 5, 2011

memories.... part 1

Essen, Germany.
Somewhere in 2007-2009.



DO u remember...?

when study getting tougher... n all of us are busy translating the notes. yeah we did that.. with a help from google translator or using microsoft word.. translating german notes to english. even though i hate it like hell... ugh... but still i miss those memories =)



DO u remember...?

every morning.. waiting for the bus in front of our hostel. our schedule wasn't that hard to remember.. class will start either 8am / 10am / 12pm / or sometimes in the evening. so we will wait for the bus at 7.55 am and 9.30 am (credit to muny - tq for the info) otherwise.. we just took the train.. Abellio. only once an hour.. every 50th minute

most of the time.. for those who over slept will rushing and running to catch the train. gosh... i deeply miss these =) walking along the neighborhood in Eckenbergstrasse. n when its winter.. 8 am is still dark outside. but never will.. we skip the class.. ^^




dear friends..

the memories... each moments... will stay forever.. in my heart.. in my mind. i miss Essen so damn much.. as much as i miss all of you - togetherness.. friendship. how i wish it will stay forever.

we moved on and time flies over us but its leaves its shadow behind. hopefully one day we can gather.. maybe not here but in Essen. who knows =)

Wednesday, May 4, 2011

movie time... =D

motto saya adalah satu minggu satu movie... yezzza mahaL kot blanje tgk movie fufufu so tgk satu je ler



slalunye.. tiket + food dlm wayang je dah 50... haaa percaye tak..??!! perinciannya seperti di bawah

tiket (2 orang) - RM16 - 26
kudap2an dalam wayang - RM10 - 20
total = RM26 - 46 ~ percayalah memang kene ada 50 hengget... grrrr



so movie bulan ni adalah (ikut tarikh movie kua laa kan ngeh)

05 May 2011 = Thor/Fast 5
12 May 2011 = Kongsi (mesti nak tgk sbb sam... err tpi xsuke farid kamil - pengarah cite tu)
19 May 2011 = Pirates of The Carribean - of course..!!!
26 May 2011 = Kungfu Panda 2...!!! hehs


okay tu sahaje adiosss ^^

Tuesday, May 3, 2011

d i E T

today I start my diet wohoooo.. okay it doesn't sounds that fun though. i hate it when i have to DIET. -_-' dlu xpnah risau pasal makan sbb i never been so gemok like this huhu Ffffffffffcuk..!!

so on this very first day.. i puasa thehehehe yela lagi 3 blan kot nak ramadhan balik.. still xabes ganti =x n i was thinking to cont puasa for the next 2 weeks..? saje je la pose byk2 hesh bukan la den tgl pose 2 mg pn taun lepas huuu




today's menu:

kuey tiew tom yam.. ^^ ngan air suam eeee -_-'


that's all im gonna have for today.. tq to my diet advisor hehs we had this agreement.. i will only pay her if i lost 15 kg - until next mid of june ngahahaha take it or leave it. lumayan kot bayaran dia hihi okay wish me luck eh =D

bercinta dengan si A, bertunang dengan si B, kahwin dengan si C... cliche aite?

that's the reality... i think so =/



tengah tergamam lagi ni... baru lepas tengok FB our course mate kat UKM dulu and she's getting married..!!

tapi... hurm kay bce dlu chat me and my bf kat bawah ni.. zaaaass


nan:
  • eh *XX (kawan perempuan kiterang) dh nk kawen
  • tp bukan ngn *XY (kawan lelaki kiterang)
me:
  • haaaaaaaaaaaah.. bia betul
  • bukan ritu da tunang ke
nan:
  • iye
  • ko tgk la kt fb
me:
  • giler pfanaaaas ni
  • huhu
  • bile plak dia putus ngan XY eh
  • giler ah
nan:
  • tu r .. tkejut aku
  • XY ni ade lam senarai fren yg tgh ym ni
  • kang aku tnye kang nanges lak
  • huhu


so kesimpulannya... dia kawen ngan orang lain even though they just got engaged last year (october/november i think) baru lagi kot =/

both of them our course mate and memang bercinta time blaja dlu la. and it is too drastic la.. yela baru je tunang ritu kot.. then tah bile dorg putus pastu the girl pn smpt tunang lagi skali.. n now nak kawen dah.. agaga within 5 months..!!

haih terpaksa tgu 7 mei ni.. bergossip with my bestfren.. yezza later i update

Wednesday, April 27, 2011

off.

i'm off for three days.. got so-called-training in KL.. i did enjoy the seminar and today is my free day.. hehe ^^










so many things to write but someone just spoilt my mood. so see ya then. daaa

Friday, April 22, 2011

it's over.

'it's not gonna work out for us..'



yeah.. i understand =) thanks and sorry for everything.

Tuesday, April 19, 2011

sePOSEN je pon... LOSER...!!

penah tak.. korang rase yang seposen tuh penting.. YANG AMAT..!!




dah dua kali den kene... first time tu nak nek komuter... rasenye pegi serdang-subang kot... dalam 3.30 ke 3.40 sen tah. pegi beli kat mesin, skali short la plak seposen... grrr duet singgit ketas dia tanak trime plak.. bodhooooo =|


so kelam kabut la tnye orang kat belakang.. dia pun ngan happy nye bgi r seposen. time tu den pn baik la jugak offer balik duet 5sen+5sen = 10 sen gak kan.. ngeh =D tapi dia kate xpe laa.. *tenkiu auntie jasamu ku kenang.



second time kene tadi la plak... grrrr... lunch tadi pegi alamanda. saje teman kawan ni nk g carrefour. skali punye la sengaL... beliau lupe bawak purse... and yang paling best i have only 10 ringgit in my purse... without my ATM card. grrrr *tadi bagi kat adik coz dia nak withdraw seratus pegi byr ape tah kat mama nye staff... huhu


after that kiterang pun xdek mood da la... nak makan duet xckop - de 10 hengget je tuk dua orang.. giler mane ckop..! *klu time zaman mak2 kite dulu nasi lemak baru 5 sen.. haish.. 10 ringgit ni gamaknye bole makan kat otel 5 bintang kot T__T



so dengan pasrahnya lepas cuci2 mata tengok barang.. nak balik la byr parking. haaa time ni la jadinye insiden yg membuatkan den nak bako orang..!! huh.. imagine ekk.. parking tu singgit jek.. bole plak den ade 95 sen syiling.. >__< *demmit pagi tadi t'bg byk gak duet syiling kat adik.. tuk dia byr toll.. huhu*


then masok2 duet 10 hengget tu dia tanak trime plak.. ba*iii jeks. pandang2 blakang... my friend ni pun tnye la sorg minah ni.. 'ada seposen tak'. n guess what dia trus ckp xde.. n not even looking at her purse pun. mmg ciLanat la manusia ni.. you can go to heLL.. - if you lying to us lah. time tu rase marah n bengang giler kot.. ade gak manusia bangang cmni.


at the end.. nak xnak den pn pegila pecahkan duet 10 hengget tu.. beli mekdi nye set.. dapat la singgit nak byr parking.. T___________T


OMG.. this is so fucking loser kan..? tapi cmtu la alkisahnya.. betapa penting nye 10 sen ni.. haha!!






moral of the story: make sure purse jgan tinggal okay.. and de la seposen dua simpan kat tempat emergency ke hehs =P

Friday, April 15, 2011

alhamdulillah... BONUS =D

okay ni tak de kaitan dengan money is the root of all eviL etc.. hehs



just wanna say thank you Allah for the rezeki you gave me. alkisahnya.. pagi tadi malas2 bangun nak g keje then tetbe teringat.. yoo rini 15 April - BONUS day.. ahaha


dengan gelabahnya masuk CIMB clicks (gune iphone - saje nak highlight =P).. byk2 kali log in lak tu.. *saje cimbeng ni tanak bg gua tengok bonus ke.. grrr.

pastu after 3,4x dapat la den masok... wooo GEDEBAR giler. takut xdpt jek.. amount xkesah la brape kan 5rat pn okay gak.. agaga huhu yela den kan baru setaun jagung kat sni.


skaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaali bile tengok current account.. cm nak terguling2 kat atas katil smbil menjerit..!! wohooooooooooooooooooo... *er cmni kire menjerit ke.. -__-'



and yang best tu i dunno how many months nye bonus tuh.. nak kate my bonus = gaji x2.. xjugak. sbb dia cm lebih sket. nak kate gaji x3.. lagi la xlogik sbb xdek la sebanyak tuh. haih so pgi tdi cm pening gak la xtau bonus ni brape bulan ngahahahaa


wokey so after guling2... senyum2 sensorang... den pun poie la ofis dengan penuh air mata.. - errr okay giler xdek kene mengena.. -__-' *just had a little fight with my mother.. agaga my happiest day start cmni plak.. haih mmg spoil je =(



xpe abaikan bab sedey.. smbung bab happy.. =D so sampai ofis.. tetbe tergerak hati yoo.. nak tgk payslip online. then baru la i know the exact amount BONUS saya. mmg nk jatuh la jantung iniiii.. @__@

and if i was not mistaken.. our bonus ni baru 50% from total bonus. nnt balance tu dia split 2x lagi.. time raya and time akhir tahun. so basically bonus ni dpt 3x la - 50/25/25



then kalau betul la cmtu.. my total bonus this year = 5 figures lah..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! okay that is too crazy to think.. T__T - have to wait for official letter from HR about this bonus


syukran again.. Ya Allah and of course to my lady boss / management =)))))))))))))

Thursday, April 14, 2011

p a s a L c L a i m y o w

okay.. kepada budak2 sekolah yang baru nak kerja tu.. meh la den aja cmno kome2 nak cLaim.. cara yang bersih punye ehh... don't cheat2 tau.. xhalal duet tuh.. T__T


dulu time me first2 masok keje... naseb la ada kakak ni assist... okay amik borang ni... wat cmtu... cmni... bla bla bla... pastu bila sampai part kite nak claim mileage... saya pun dengan banggenye pegi la google (untuk cari distance laa).. hehs kan de google maps yow.. ^^


cmni la rupenye.. tuk hari ni punye cLaim eh... =P

so.. tadi saya amik laluan plus.. lebih kurang 50km.. return jadi la 100 km kan..??!!

cLaim saya rini is = 0.60*100 = RM60 hengget.. hoyeaah =P
tol xde.. sbb bos yg byr hehe
p/s: rate kiterang 60 sen/km huhu maybe org len lagi tinggi kot hurm


mende ni automatic je saya terpk sendiri cmne nk cari distance.. sbb klu tengok cara kakak ofis saya claim.. mmg hebat la. dia main agak je jarak brape.. T__T let say from our office g serdang.. return dlm 30km.. =|


then saya yang naif ni tanya la.. waaa cmne akak tau jarak dia cmtu.. dia pn kate agak2 je.. hurm. saya bukan ape la.. klu terkurang dari jarak sebenar its okay.. tpi klu over mileage kan dah jadi lain fufufu


so saya ckp la kat dia.. err bole guna google maps kan.. cm lagi accurate lerr... hoho just plih je jln mana yg anda lalu.. ngeeee =D *she thanked me for that... sbb dia pn bru terpk... ape daaaa -__-'


ada lagi satu cerita best.. pasal kawan saya sorg ni yang keje gov. dia kate mmg suke la bab claim.. huahua fiiine mmg la ko suke.. ade patut dri putrajaya g parlimen anda claim 100km..!! WTF.. tengok bawah ni okay.. lebih kurang 70-75km je pun... i was so surprise la. *tapi xpe dia bukan islam.. biokan la beliau =D


see tu la yang bagusnya google maps ni.. sbb dia bg byk possibility tuk anda lalu.. so agak2 la my fren tu duk ckp dia amik jarak yg plg jauh. ni ha... plg jauh pn 76km kot..!! pfffffffffffffffffffft... xbaek tauuu >__<



p/s: sok saya nak g kL plak.. ngeh2.. jarak dlm 50km pun... pffffffffft. pastu bulan ni saya nak claim pasal bil tepon saya... yg saya gune wat call international... dlm 60 hengget gak la.. huhu then my registration tuk graduate engineer tu pn bole claim upenye hehs.. =P

Wednesday, April 13, 2011

betul ke.. mOney is the rooT of all eviL..?

some says...


'duit bukan lah segalanya' - money is not everything in life

'duit tidak boleh beli kebahagiaan' - money can't buy happiness


duit... bLa bLa bLa...



someone even accused me always think about money =| *deym xsuke u =P




if you look backwards.. you can see that only rich people would say those things la. i mean above quotes. n for intermediate / not-so-rich-but-quite-okay people's they probably would say something like this...


'yes money is not everything.. but everything needs money' cliche.. aite? =D

'duit la punca segalanya.. kalau ada duit semua okay'




FOR ME... money hurm


is the root of all eviL..!!! why..?



1. Rasuah.


Pada orang yang terlebih kaya: Yes, dia ada duit banyak.. terlebih2 lak tu. so tangan pn cam gataL2 gak la nak bg duit kat orang. at the end.. rasuah is the easiest way to get something. project etc.. atau mungkin nama best dia is MELOBI.. yezza. orang politik should know this.

and what makes me wonder is.. even though dia dah kaya.. ada pangkat sume.. still bribes ke dude? haiyaa... ingt la family yg di sara gune duit haram tu okay.. tssssk tssssk


Pada orang yang terkurang kaya: Of course la.. dia tak de duit. so dia pun segan tak silu will take the money lah. yess... for the sake of nak sara family. come on lah dude.. sesusah2 kat dunia ni pn.. kat akhirat nnt allah akan memberi kesenangan kepada hambanya yang beriman. errr kan kan?

mmg la u ade money constrain but.. ada byk lagi kerja dlm dunia ni tuk tmbh pendapatan family yea.. ingt la.. xdek jalan mudah / short cut nak berjaya lam hidup ni *tringt pesan Prof Reza huhu


2. Masalah keluarga / rumah tangga


serious shit... mmg duet ni boleh porak poranda keluarga.. kan kan kan...!!!!!!! tapi ada jugak yang xfaham bahase.. dah xdek duet nk tunjuk kaya juga.. haiya n this will lead to hutang etc etc.

pastu pasal duit ni jugak la.. or shud i be specific - harta pusaka : menjahanamkan hubungan kekeluargaan. pasal tanah sekangkang kera pn nak gaduh2... xkesian ke arwah dalam kubur tu huhu and if baca dalam paper ada brape billion tah.. harta pusaka tertunggak.. xdek waris.. xpn xdapat nak diuruskan sbb masalah2 tertentu.. haih

*same goes to our family la.. tertunggak2 jgak harta pusaka arwah ayahanda yang xdek la byk sgt pun =x huhu






actually byk lagi.. tapi korang huraikan lah sendiri wokey.. =P

Tuesday, April 12, 2011

my future scholarship..?

pagi2 lagi dah dapat email dari hamba Allah ni...

Assalamualaikum & Salam Sejahtera,
Merujuk kepada permohonan Biasiswa Skim Tenaga Pengajar Muda 2011, saudara/saudari adalah diminta untuk mengemukan salinan keputusan peperiksaan (transkrip) yang lengkap kepada pihak fakulti dengan KADAR SEGERA melalui faks (03-xxxxxxxx) atau pun e-mail kepada saya Pn. Nor.
Kerjasama dari pihak saudara/saudari diucapkan ribuan terima kasih.
Sekian, wasalam.


tapi de one thing yg pissed me off... haiya dia main2 forward plak email tu. rase cm bengang jek. think first batch dia anta petang smlm kot.. then pagi ni dia forward tuk 2nd batch. agak2 la kan.. kecik ati okay =(


kot yea pn byk sgt candidate.. xyah la malas sgt... grrrr tensen2 >__<



owh yea.. why i said this is my future scholarship.. huhu so if accepted under this scheme then i can go further my study la.. fully sponsored + bonded for few years.. T__T standard la kan.. fufu tape la ape2 pun tgu la this week punya result from my TUM tu..

gedebar gileeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeer..!!! @___@

Monday, April 11, 2011

paid survey



okay.. tetbe last week dapat invitation buat online survey. tapi token dia xbyk pn la -__-' dah tu duk berebut nak jadi antara 300 surveyor terawal.. mmg geLabah huhu tpi bile tengok2 balik within this 10 months baru 3x dapat invitation. tah pape jek.. huhu so smlm after buat survey ni.. saya pun click2 google pasal paid survey ni.

dlu kat jerman pn mcm dah sign up mcm2.. tpi cam haram je.. =x think sbb kita kat malaysia kot so mmg kureng ler mende2 alah cmni. if kat US mmg berlambak2 kot. so kalau anda2 ni teringin la nak cri pocket money... not much but at least useful when u need it the most *haha mcm time tengah xde2 duet nk makan ke tetbe de kupon kan.. okay ler tuh =D

click this link... SUMBER DUIT


you can try to sign up.. and just pray and hoping u'll get an invitation to take the survey okies ;)

Friday, April 8, 2011

i... love... you

i do... and i love you 'almost' =) hehs okay okay siLap.. i love you the most <3



i really hate the fact that you didn't believe me.. haih. xtau la apo nak di kato.. >__<





you wanna know something about me..?

'Once in a committed relationship, it is extremely rare to see a Capricorn stray. In fact, loyalty is one of Capricorn's best traits..' - hihihi =DD

Capricorns usually marry young if the right qualifications are met. If the well-thought out profile matches, then you’re on your way to wedded bliss.

If a Capricorn doesn’t find all the right stuff in their present lover, then the marriage-minded Capricorn waits it out. - geeeez no wonder la i camni agaga

They would never marry on a whim, the sanctity of marriage is all too important. Once married, you will find obligatory loyalty and respect for family ties.




let's moved on.. i think i can clearly let go my past.. and i am truly sorry for what i've done. i know i am not being honest with you.

you should know it's no easy for me to forget.. for the sins that i've done before.


thank god i have you... =) and hey.. I LOVE YOU

Thursday, April 7, 2011

today = stuck

have you heard about SKETCH UP.. yezza powered by google.. =P


its actually a 'simple-la-sangat' software for 3D animation.. rather than using autocad.


ngahaha so there is this one day.. i was trying to do 'ala ala 3D drawing' in autocad *coz mmg fail.. xreti buat 3D nye. dulu first year @ UKM mmg blaja.. tpi now after 7 tahun kemudian.. adakah anda rasa saya mampu mengingatinya?? haha jawapannya tidak sama sekali =DD


so i pun draw la in autocad.. cam cantek la jugak kot.. err sila preview bawah.. haha cam haram ke??it's a tunnel la for god sake.. hahaha =DD


skali.. ade mamat engineer duk blakang den ni tnya.. nak buat ape tuh? meh la dia tolong buat gune sketch up. i was like... hurmmmm OKAY..!!! sukeee =P


so hasilnya.. adalah lebih kurang cmni.. after di revised byk kali.. tambah itu tambah ini. quite okay jugak la.. i mean autocad nye 3D cam borring.. hehs tpi seriesly susah nak gune mende alah ni sbnanye T___T




after that ape lagi.. den asek la duk refer kat beliau tuk draw something.. for this upcoming Phase 3 - my mecca project. hurm.. akibatnye.. bile beliau busy.. xdek kat ofis.. den pun stuck la.. tensen2 >_<



i did try.. by myself.. tapi xreti wuwuwuuu rase nak nanges okay =(


haaa korang paham ke dak pebende den lukis ni... =|


da la
bos kutuk cakap funny... T__T so den pun pegi la lukis satu lagi drawing kat autocad plaks.. wat cmni ha


okay fine.. you probably don't understand this.. later i post to you the final picture ha.. when the boy is coming back to office.. yada2..


tsc.

Wednesday, April 6, 2011

s u i c i d a L

in my entire life.. i came across this 2 peoples who once admitted to me.. they commit suicide.



somehow i solute them.. because they have GUT to do it.. *okay it's not that i support this suicide thing.. just that.. right now i wish i have that gut.. =)


i think.. YOU need someone to save YOU ;)



p/s: of course.. at the end.. those 2 peoples were alive.. and somehow.. i once loved them. penyakit berjangkit ke.. T__T

Tuesday, April 5, 2011

Ihr Antrag auf Zulassung bzw. Immatrikulation ist eingegangen

alright.. sesape yang tak faham title post ni sila la pegi google translate wokey.. =D


fufuuuh.. just now received emails from TUM.. about my master application >_< gedebar okay.. =P *instead of bedebar.. XD


mula2 dapat email yg title macam kat atas ni la.. skali pastu.. de plak 2 email masok secara gelabah.. T__T


okay that means i still have 2 documents missing.. macam checklist kat bawah ni.. err i know byk merah2... tpi yang tu xperlu anta pong..



2 missing documents are : Studienverlaufsbescheinigung and Sprachnachweis (EN)

  • pasal Sprachnachweis (EN) - language evidence
haha okay cubaan nak menipu dorg ni xberjaya r... i suppose to submit my ielts or toefl result.. yela kita kan bukan nye english speaking nye country but i thought with the germany degree tu dorg akan abaikan lah.. skali taaaaaaaaaaaak.. *fcuk..!! =D

so nak tanak terpaksa la amek english test haih tensen2.. and have to submit the documents before 31st may - nak rilek2 dulu lah.. XD kang pegi amik test tu beratus2 xdpt plak smbg belaja.. coz result keluar mid of april err.. so i still have time.. ^^

*and im not sure if this will affect my application T__T mati laaa... pelaburan besar tu. da kua RM500 for this application (xcmpo ngan yang upcoming mende yang kene send haiyaa)

  • pasal Studienverlaufsbescheinigung - study process certificate
haa yang ni yang den tak faham ni.. tah pebenda tah.. wuuuu =( *emo jap.. tapi dah email my good frens kat germany.. tolong check sat.. geram je den >__<


Key to document confirmation postings:

- "missing" - the document either has not yet been received or has not yet been confirmed.

IMPORTANT !!!: If you have not yet submitted your application for admission/enrollment, please be sure to send it to us complete with signature before the application deadline. Even if you are already registered in TUMonline, you are still required to submit the signed application form and certain documents relevant to admission (e.g. your school report) prior to the deadline. The deadline for bachelor's courses is July 15 for the winter semester and January 15 for the summer semester, for master's courses it is May 31 for the winter semester and December 31 for the summer semester.

- "received" - the document has been received but has not yet been verified

- "not ok" - the document has been received but the form of submission is not ok (usually the authentication is missing)

- "ok" the document has been received and verified and it meets requirements

- "to submit until…" – the document has to be submitted until the fixed deadline

this is quoted from the first email.. and i checked all my documents are OK hehs except for those 2 missing.. hurm.


okay la.. wish me luck.. ^^

Monday, April 4, 2011

m a c a m * * * * . . . ! ! ! !

fcuk la.. &$#$%@*!&$.. etc etc


i just check my summons.. stupido tetbe ada 3 saman.. total lost = RM350. dalam masa sebulan lak tu.. T___T huhu and yang tak boleh blah ada satu saman speeding ni.. tarikh 22nd march - 2.15 ptg. latest kot.. dah la time lunch hour hurm


punya la susah nak ingat time tu bile.. buat apa.. sapa yang bawak kereta.. pegi mana huhu then dengan bijak nya saya pun check2 msg kat hp.. mane tau jumpe bukti2 yang best kan??


hihi yezzza... jumpe...!!!!! *kak ngah msg tanye pasal bil TM. sah la time tu den yang bawak kete upenye.. nk g byr bil TM. nmpak sangat la kantoi kua time ofis hour huahua. nak double check.. tengok resit TM.. dang.. 22 march 2.30ptg. so maknenye den kene speed trap time nak pegi TM tu la.. vaviiiii vetuL


recall2 balik.. i remember >__< ada sorg mamat ni duk kat bawah jambatan senseko holding something.. giler tak? i thought he was doing some traffic count huhu tpi tu la at that time i was thinking juga mana safety vest dia..!! shiiiit upenye dia tgh pegang speed gun kot.. cilanat betul. and im very sure that time my speed around 80-100km/h je pun... fcuk la.. wrong timing je kan =(( soooobs


and actually the summon for speeding = RM300 but since it is still within 15 days.. tu jadi 150 je. so mano den nak cari duet nak settlekan sume saman ni before dia dah xdek diskaun huhu heLp2 T__T


about the other saman tu den malas nak pk.. buat tensen jek.. its just about parking tpi tah knape de dua saman plak jadi 200... tu pn cam vaviiiii. 2 saman skali kot... bengong. WTF kan? saman skali dah la.. b****


nnt i wanna go to my eg tanya la.. siot jeks *mule la nak cari gaduh kan huhu

Thursday, March 31, 2011

rafting... again heee

yezza... this saturday i'm going to rafting yooo.. @ kuala kubu baru (KKB)



al kisah rafting... panjang ceritanya hurm... =|



nak dijadikan cerita.. pada suatu hari sewaktu den baru jo sampai ofis ni.. tetbe my colleague duk kecoh habaq company kterg nk g nek gunung kinabalu.. hoho so kterg pun mmg over excited.. dah booking semua tiket flight bagai.. tetbe plan tu cancel la plak...!! T______T


pepandai je pastu dia tuka plan g rafting kat padas, a-bajet-femes-rafting-place la ni.. huhu so kterg ni pun OKAY JE LA kan.. xkan tak pegi plak.. tiket flight dah beli huhu then disebabkan padas tu kononnya grade dia tinggi.. means quite dangerous n challenging dorg pun buat la sessi pemanas badan kat perak - sg kampar =DD


pergh... syiok giler kot.. tu la first time pengalaman rafting saya... =P pastu ape lagggiiii ketagih da la.. >__<


now dah conquer 2 sungai... kat sabah n kat perak. so kite nak g selangor punya sungai plak okies.. hehs



see ya... =D