one missed call

hari ni.. went shopping.

last minit shopping sbb christmas market abes hari ni.. so me, muny and kyah decide to do some girls shopping ~ ngee.. mmg kterg girls slalu shopping together. tapi it wasn't the same, without marni. gosh.. missing her (ghey habis). hope she's doing great.. akak dia kawin on 28 dec.. mg ni ler. hoho

owh yea.. kterg poyo shopping tadi just for our groceries jek. then beli stok mknn byk2.. cadang nye mahu berhibernasi dlm blik. guess what?.. hurm shop will be closed from 24 (noon) smpi la 28. so xmau mati kelaparan, kterg pegi la beli sume keperluan hidup. ahahah gaye shopping tuh mcm la supermarket kat sni tutop sebulan!!!

well that's the fact. weken dia demn boring ok. have i told u? wuuhuu.. terbalik 100% dari mesia. rasenye sbb tu org sni pun xsuke cuti kot.. sbb kehidupan sume tersekat. last year thank god kterg xdek kat jerman time cuti christmas (kterg kat paris). tapi taun ni kne go through gak ~ cetttt. face it.. duk lam blik je la jwbnye

ok tu mukadimah nye.. sblm smpi ke crite sbna. so time2 shopping tuh. tetbe we all tersplit. sorg g sne.. sorg g sni.. bese la. den plak, pgi beli shawl for my mum. hurm sbb mcm xbyk plak brg beli kat dia huhu ampun mummy (pdhal i bought her handbag already.. tapi sume girls dpt so xspecial). and beli alas meja tuk umah.. gelabah jek bli from here. pdhal made in china kot ~ antam ler. abes kat RM100 gak la..

and suddenly mcm blank. at the end.. even mcm2 den beli. seems not enough. i dont think i have a present for all my gangs. geng maahad, geng pasum, geng ukm.. xmasuk lagi org personal. tah la.. all i could think right now was for my family jerk. sorry babeS.. but chocolate tuh mmg den akn beli byk2 la. ke all this time i buy things only for myself? wahahahaha.. kantoi ~

then right know.. i'm totally BROKE!! duit ade 20 euro jek dlm bank. series.. dead me! owh did i told u.. i just got my credit card (CC). wahahaha (muke evil) tapi not received the pin number yet.. kan asing2, bese la. kad smpi dlu, number pin menyusul kemudian. tapi tak smpi2. kat semg lebih gak ni.. lempang kang ~ so ade kad kredit xbole pegi shopping plak. klu beli online je bole.. huh.

tapi mcm bangge jugak.. eh bukan bangge la. bersyukur sgt coz i have my own CC. susah ler idup kat oversea xdek mende nih. this CC was under Barclay.. mmg student jerman sume wat yg ni la. me.. after 1 year baru nak buat. ampeh sungguh! limit dia 1000 euro ~ RM5K. standard la kan? hehe so now i can buy my flight ticket online! wahahahaha tu jeh the main reason. bole tak?

ok xsmpi lagi kat crite sbna.. well time shopping2 tuh, i got one missed call. ingt depa yg call.. then bile tgk num. mcm num fixed line ~ huh.. sape plak neh. i just called back.. and guess what? xpe, korg teka2 pun den bukan bole dgr. so den cte je la.. the call was from one company yg den pnah isi borang tuk mntk keje zaman tok kaduk dulu!!! huh even me cudn't remember when exactly i fill up the form.

pastu dekat 5 minit jgak la borak2.. english + jerman. and dia nak offer keje start januari!! oh my god ~ that time i'm going home ok?? mule la xtenang.. klu de org tgk den borak time tuh mesti gelak guling2. over expression smpi mcm bole plak duduk2 mencangkung kat tepi kedai.. huhu dgn rmi org lalu lalang di sepanjang shopping street tuh. haih sure xleh nk byg kan? its alright..

argh.. mcm tensen giler. the opportunity depan mate... but then ade plak big stone kat depan hoho. rase nk hantuk2 pale kat batu tu (smbil alas ngan bantal). u don't know how hard it was to search for a part time job kat sni!!!! aiii mmg menangis la.. mcm tunggu bulan jatuh ke riba. erk that sounds impossible.. ok la mcm tgu kucing bertanduk.. pun mcm impossible. tah la.. tapi mmg susah la! muslim dgn pki tudung plak.. mmg susah like hell. kalau boy mmg sng jerk.

so tula.. at the end she told me she will call me back in february. lepas balik dri mesia.. gegegege wish it true. sob sob sob.. jgn xtepon sudah. i've wait for so long.. yela dri bulan 10 cari keje.. smpi la skang. i'm tired pegi tnye kedai ke kedai.. then siap pegi cari kat agent lagi. results - 0! its not that my family tak bole nk support lagi. tapi pk2 sndri la.. klu bole i want to earn my own money. lagipun dah habes blaja kan.. dgn adik2 lain sume terlebih pndi masuk kolej swasta. haih.. xmo ler susahkan family den. (erk ade sesape nk tolong sponsor ke? hihi)

then my brother keep on persuading me.. to stay here. dia kate as long as he got projects.. no worry. yela.. den mmg xrisau. tapi diam2 dia suke jek calculate how much i owed him!!! haih.. tak tau dia series ke tak nak suh byr balik. sengaL la.. tapi at least i paid half of my expenses in here. lallalalala so hopefully at the end xdek la smpi 30K. hukhuk

so itula.. kesahnye. i think i will take that as a positive sign. ok la.. insya allah i'll have a job tuk support myself next year - after coming back from mesia.. hopefully!! and also i got my CC. hehe my saviour ~ now i'm still waiting for my next good news.. PRACTICAL. bile la nk dpt ni. hari tuh dah anta almost 30+ applications. mcm hmpir 20+ kne reject. giler kan? bese la.. hidup kat tmpt org. mmg down xhabes!! ahaha but i get used to it (giler tough.. kononnye)

i think kne anta lagi 20 kot.. cukop kan 50 ngeh2. hari tuh dpt satu booklet nih.. penuh nme company engineering. so tula anta jek kat sume ~ heaven kejap. out of 30+ xkn xdpt satu kan? very WRONG ok.. my junior sent 80+ pun xdpt2 lagi. giler! u see in germany, sume nye mcm double triple harder. huhu ok tak nk merungut.. just face it. nnt mungkin at the end bile balik mesia --> jdi increadible hulk.. ahahah very tough person. aminnnn tapi xmau la muke jadi ijau!