coz i'm leaving.. on a jet plane~

hurm..

sedih la


pagi tdi pergi anta kawan kterg Pei Tze kat train station. kul 6.30 pagi kene bertolak dri kolej. sbb nk catch up train 6.50 dri tmpt kterg tuk pegi ke main train station.

so as usual la.. me mesti xtdo punye. bukan la sbb asyik terpk pasal pei tze tuh nak balik mesia for good ~ tpi nnt kang konfem xteranta dia. nak tdo awal pon cam xngantuk.. so terpakse stay up.. cet

pei tze ni kire org fes la antre kterg yg balik.. giler dia dah abes sume. sigh ~ thinking how great she've done in here.. nk nangis plak. and somehow i felt a lil bit regret.. coz mcm blaja main2 jerk. demm!!


but u know.. in life - sometimes u have to sacrifice something in order to get what u want. i didn't blame her to be soo nerdy --> slumber ckp dia nerd huahuahua. no la.. she just too focus on her study that's y dia nye result gempak.. thesis cepat siap.. good for her. me? i cannot live with that kind of lifestyle ~ no way!

so i deserved this.. i mean my life right know --> struggling with my thesis.. papers to repeat (part plg sengaL). tah la.. sometimes i really hate myself ~ dowh (+_+). xbaik benci dri sendri agagaga.

tapi tu la kenape la i selalu pk mudah. and mcm terlampau positif in every single things huhu so sometimes mcm.... argh dunno how to tell u. leave it la... i just know my self

ok back to our story.. train pei tze tu kul 7.15. rase sebak sgt time nk tgu tuh.. and time dia peluk2 kterg tuh, dia mcm nk nangis.. huhu klu dia nangis, sure i'll join her. den ni dah r xleh tgk org nangis.. xpasal2 nangis gak --> mmg jenis xbole ajak tgk cte hindustan.

pei tze is leaving! gosh.. maybe dah rapat sgt kot. so deeply inside my heart.. mmg sedih la. waaaaaaaaaaa nanges2! (hape2 la.. org tuh dh r nk balik mesia jek.. mcm nnt xjmpe jerk! aiish)

well byk sgt kenangan bersame ~ itu baru pei tze yg balik. ni kalau marni, muny or razmi yg balik tah cne tah. huhuhu kyah xmasok lam list la.. sbb dia smbg wat master. konpem dia balik lagi lmbt dri den ~ ekekekeke

huff.. ok calm down.. jgn terlampau emotional sgt.

at the end sume pun akan lead our own life. tak kan nk bersame smpi mati kan. so just keep the memory alive.. eh btul ke ayat ni.. antam la labu ~

kenangan terindah.. bawa la smpi ke akhir hayat. live with it..

me and pei tze @ LONDON