.....

=)

from BTN... day 1&2

yoow.. tengah baring bergelapan dalam seLimut sambil merengkok (err betul ke penggunaan ayat ni -_-') sebab kesejukan dek air cond.. hehs

boleh imagine tak.. BTN kami macam super cool sebab duk dalam aircond bagai haha seriesly reading from others post pasal BTN memang scary berbulu tau..

alhamdulillah.. we are the second batch yang buat BTN dekat Akademi Kenegaraan aka Biro Tatanegara @ Jalan Bellamy KL ni.. ngeee tak payah pergi uLu sepri dalam hutan nun.

sini bilik dia pun cool giler.. dalam bilik ada bilik gege ada faham ka..? nanti explain later with pics. okay masa register semalam dia bagi kit penginapan - ceewah xboleh bLah - yang mengandungi item berikut :

1. kunci bilik.. yeler wajib ada kot
2. beg yg mengandungi bahan2 kursus.. cam bese la kan haha paling xboleh blah dapat pin 1Malaysia and satu buku pasal 1Malaysia gak.. siap ada rege 20 hengget gege
3. selimut, cadar and sarung bantal
4. remote air cond ahaha cute giLer kot

*p/s : marni yang datang hantar sampai sini.. sob sab terharu

then kami semua duduk di bangunan yang sama saja.. ada 3 tingkat kot. and dia susun peserta ikut siapa daftar paling awal dapat duduk paling atas -_-' nak jadi cerita, i'm the first person check in dekat bilik kami ni.. dekat G means bawah sekali la.. ( sebab lambaat)

masuk2 bilik waaa kagum giler.. ada meja makan.. ada iron board n iron sekali.. then dekat hall tu juga ada 2 sink with mirrors.. and dalam bilik tu ada lagi 3 bilik lain. so roomate ada 3 orang lah patutnya hehe then ada tempat 2 shower.. n 2 toilet - satu toilet duduk lagi satu toilet ortodox tu ngeh

hmm kan sepatutnya bilik sorang satu tapi sebab kami ni bilik last so yang datang lambat2 sume duduk sini. jadila satu bilik duduk 2 orang. total orang dalam 'rumah' kami ada 6 lah..! okay je the more the merrier hehe

so i dapat roomate with sorg dentist hehe dia nak pergi King' College London. others rummie sume nak pergi UK la Aussie la NZ la. den sorang pergi jermang.. huu dah la paling muda kot tete tapi diorang ni sume nak pergi buat phd and sub kepakaran.. chooiii terasa lak paling loser kat sini. and diorang semua lecturer n docs la. pergh hebat semua diorang ni.. suke2 ^^

overall i'm having fun here.. no stress at all unless from my client yang sebok kejar2 report tu gege basically we are having lectures for the first 2 days then next 2 days LDK.. and the last day.. exam. it's not really brainwash actually.. and totally diff with what i've heard/imagine before.

it makes me better understanding on the 1Malaysia concept.. which i really dont pun at first haha. and all the speakers memang hebat belaka.. well experience in their field. but of course mengantuk and bosan 2 jam dengar lecture ngeh

what ever it is.. i can't wait to complete the kursus and get back to office. finish all my pending works and FLY TO GERMANY hehe without any hesitation..!!

i think im very clear with what i really want now.. conflict yang before ni tu i think i finally can handle it. i wanna be the expertise in transport and i want to contribute the ideas in order to transform Malaysia to achieve 2020 vision..!!

wah.. suddenly i talk like orang gov meh.. ahaha

confLict bertambah kronik.. =/

ouch.. how do i translate.. all the emotions n feelings into words.. ='(


i received official letter from JKKP - Jabatan Kesihatan dan Keselamatan Pekerja regarding my posting at JKKP Perak as Inspector of Factory & Machinery J41 (sesuka translate haha)



so just now i called them and asked bout my situation aka confLict ni.. hurm and they said that i have to choose either one.. to further my study and reject the offer or vice versa lah.. accept JKKP offer n postpone my study etc.. haiyaa


at first i am very confident to reject the JKKP offer sekali dia cakap tak ramai yang dapat.. dalam hundreds pergi iv.. they only need 12..!! so i am one of them la.. see syco giler kan..? it does explain the situation.. which - is not that easy to get the post and i am the lucky one together with the other 11.. T__T

so now tetiba tak tau nak pilih mana satu... but i've gone too far though. already submit all the perjanjian with mara.. and also attending the BTN this week.. dang dang..


i do love both.. i mean to work with JKKP is one of the engineering field which is very very interesting.. but then i just can't let go my desire and interest in transport... wuuu T__T okay i know.. solat istikharah and pray hard.. >__<

holla..!! blog apps @ Iphone 

owh yeah.. nnt bole upload pics..!! >___<

naaah first pic.. baby arbok yang sangat mengheghamkan..!! hehs


erk cmno lah jadinye bile letak2 gmbo tu huhu okay zasss publish =P

leaving for Germany.. again

hallop.. peeps.. =)

saya sudah lama tidak update blog gege tah la.. kerja banyak and sekarang life pun kelam kabut. few time juga i click on my blog tapi tak ada mood nak update.

di kala pagi ahad yang mendung ini.. saya merajinkan diri menulis entry baru.. so this is me writing from the bed through my phone hehs



alhamdulillah.. allah memberi rezeki yang tak terhingga.. tahun ni dapat lagi saya meneruskan tradisi memberi duit raya kepada keluarga.. yezza year two already i'm working. dengan bonus yang ada dapat lah menopup mana yang patut. tahun depan macam mana lah pulak ehh..? im jobless by that time soobs ='(

kemudian rezeki allah tidak terhenti di situ.. saya bersyukur sebab telah mendapat tawaran tajaan mara untuk master study saya di Germany. surat tawaran.. kontrak semua dah dapat. tinggal nak isi je. banyak giler kot -_-' ye lah orang nak bagi duet bukannye senang2 nak dapat. usahalah sikit kan.. fufu 200k kot. thank you mara.. my saviour. finally i can make it.. my dreams come true. isssk i love you Allah =')

i remember last time.. back in germany year 2009.. time tu dah nak balik for good.. n one of my friend still dekat sana further master.. pastu ramai tanya saya.. tanak stay buat master ke..? and i said that.. i wanna go back first.. work for 2-3 years and come back to do my master. baaaaaang..!! that is exactly what happen.. kata2 tu memang satu doa bukan..? =)

and then together with the offer mara tu.. i got another job offer. which is from gov (J41).. and tawaran kerja TETAP okay. zzz betul2 dalam dilema. tapi surat lapor diri bila belum sampai. i think eventually i will have to let go the job.. and probably kena black list dari kerja gov for certain period yaddaaa yaddaaa. apa2 pun tunggu surat dari jabatan.. surat dari SPA dah dapat.

owh yea.. update from office. i just can tell you one thing.. just after i tender my resignation.. my boss treat me like rubbish errr okay that word too harsh.. =/ i dont know.. but she seems different and of course you can tell la. i just hope dia tak marah2 saya la huhu but i can see she suddenly become so strict with me. and not friendly as before. haiyaa should i be treated that way just because i resign..?

somehow i think she mad at me.. after all things she said to me.. and i still wanna leave..? gege i'm sorry boss.. even you once said that 'i'm once in a blue moon' which i really appreciate it a lot..!! but then you just have to let me go.. and please in a good way. selama ni saya repect boss setinggi gunung kot.. and i really love working with you. so dalam masa sebulan lebih ni bos jangan la buat saya xsuke bos (like others) huhu i still want to keep our good contact even after i left..

okay i think that's it.. i wanna take my bfast now.. what a beautiful day today ^^ have fun enjoying your weekend hehs