off.

i'm off for three days.. got so-called-training in KL.. i did enjoy the seminar and today is my free day.. hehe ^^










so many things to write but someone just spoilt my mood. so see ya then. daaa

it's over.

'it's not gonna work out for us..'



yeah.. i understand =) thanks and sorry for everything.

sePOSEN je pon... LOSER...!!

penah tak.. korang rase yang seposen tuh penting.. YANG AMAT..!!




dah dua kali den kene... first time tu nak nek komuter... rasenye pegi serdang-subang kot... dalam 3.30 ke 3.40 sen tah. pegi beli kat mesin, skali short la plak seposen... grrr duet singgit ketas dia tanak trime plak.. bodhooooo =|


so kelam kabut la tnye orang kat belakang.. dia pun ngan happy nye bgi r seposen. time tu den pn baik la jugak offer balik duet 5sen+5sen = 10 sen gak kan.. ngeh =D tapi dia kate xpe laa.. *tenkiu auntie jasamu ku kenang.



second time kene tadi la plak... grrrr... lunch tadi pegi alamanda. saje teman kawan ni nk g carrefour. skali punye la sengaL... beliau lupe bawak purse... and yang paling best i have only 10 ringgit in my purse... without my ATM card. grrrr *tadi bagi kat adik coz dia nak withdraw seratus pegi byr ape tah kat mama nye staff... huhu


after that kiterang pun xdek mood da la... nak makan duet xckop - de 10 hengget je tuk dua orang.. giler mane ckop..! *klu time zaman mak2 kite dulu nasi lemak baru 5 sen.. haish.. 10 ringgit ni gamaknye bole makan kat otel 5 bintang kot T__T



so dengan pasrahnya lepas cuci2 mata tengok barang.. nak balik la byr parking. haaa time ni la jadinye insiden yg membuatkan den nak bako orang..!! huh.. imagine ekk.. parking tu singgit jek.. bole plak den ade 95 sen syiling.. >__< *demmit pagi tadi t'bg byk gak duet syiling kat adik.. tuk dia byr toll.. huhu*


then masok2 duet 10 hengget tu dia tanak trime plak.. ba*iii jeks. pandang2 blakang... my friend ni pun tnye la sorg minah ni.. 'ada seposen tak'. n guess what dia trus ckp xde.. n not even looking at her purse pun. mmg ciLanat la manusia ni.. you can go to heLL.. - if you lying to us lah. time tu rase marah n bengang giler kot.. ade gak manusia bangang cmni.


at the end.. nak xnak den pn pegila pecahkan duet 10 hengget tu.. beli mekdi nye set.. dapat la singgit nak byr parking.. T___________T


OMG.. this is so fucking loser kan..? tapi cmtu la alkisahnya.. betapa penting nye 10 sen ni.. haha!!






moral of the story: make sure purse jgan tinggal okay.. and de la seposen dua simpan kat tempat emergency ke hehs =P

alhamdulillah... BONUS =D

okay ni tak de kaitan dengan money is the root of all eviL etc.. hehs



just wanna say thank you Allah for the rezeki you gave me. alkisahnya.. pagi tadi malas2 bangun nak g keje then tetbe teringat.. yoo rini 15 April - BONUS day.. ahaha


dengan gelabahnya masuk CIMB clicks (gune iphone - saje nak highlight =P).. byk2 kali log in lak tu.. *saje cimbeng ni tanak bg gua tengok bonus ke.. grrr.

pastu after 3,4x dapat la den masok... wooo GEDEBAR giler. takut xdpt jek.. amount xkesah la brape kan 5rat pn okay gak.. agaga huhu yela den kan baru setaun jagung kat sni.


skaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaali bile tengok current account.. cm nak terguling2 kat atas katil smbil menjerit..!! wohooooooooooooooooooo... *er cmni kire menjerit ke.. -__-'



and yang best tu i dunno how many months nye bonus tuh.. nak kate my bonus = gaji x2.. xjugak. sbb dia cm lebih sket. nak kate gaji x3.. lagi la xlogik sbb xdek la sebanyak tuh. haih so pgi tdi cm pening gak la xtau bonus ni brape bulan ngahahahaa


wokey so after guling2... senyum2 sensorang... den pun poie la ofis dengan penuh air mata.. - errr okay giler xdek kene mengena.. -__-' *just had a little fight with my mother.. agaga my happiest day start cmni plak.. haih mmg spoil je =(



xpe abaikan bab sedey.. smbung bab happy.. =D so sampai ofis.. tetbe tergerak hati yoo.. nak tgk payslip online. then baru la i know the exact amount BONUS saya. mmg nk jatuh la jantung iniiii.. @__@

and if i was not mistaken.. our bonus ni baru 50% from total bonus. nnt balance tu dia split 2x lagi.. time raya and time akhir tahun. so basically bonus ni dpt 3x la - 50/25/25



then kalau betul la cmtu.. my total bonus this year = 5 figures lah..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! okay that is too crazy to think.. T__T - have to wait for official letter from HR about this bonus


syukran again.. Ya Allah and of course to my lady boss / management =)))))))))))))

p a s a L c L a i m y o w

okay.. kepada budak2 sekolah yang baru nak kerja tu.. meh la den aja cmno kome2 nak cLaim.. cara yang bersih punye ehh... don't cheat2 tau.. xhalal duet tuh.. T__T


dulu time me first2 masok keje... naseb la ada kakak ni assist... okay amik borang ni... wat cmtu... cmni... bla bla bla... pastu bila sampai part kite nak claim mileage... saya pun dengan banggenye pegi la google (untuk cari distance laa).. hehs kan de google maps yow.. ^^


cmni la rupenye.. tuk hari ni punye cLaim eh... =P

so.. tadi saya amik laluan plus.. lebih kurang 50km.. return jadi la 100 km kan..??!!

cLaim saya rini is = 0.60*100 = RM60 hengget.. hoyeaah =P
tol xde.. sbb bos yg byr hehe
p/s: rate kiterang 60 sen/km huhu maybe org len lagi tinggi kot hurm

mende ni automatic je saya terpk sendiri cmne nk cari distance.. sbb klu tengok cara kakak ofis saya claim.. mmg hebat la. dia main agak je jarak brape.. T__T let say from our office g serdang.. return dlm 30km.. =|


then saya yang naif ni tanya la.. waaa cmne akak tau jarak dia cmtu.. dia pn kate agak2 je.. hurm. saya bukan ape la.. klu terkurang dari jarak sebenar its okay.. tpi klu over mileage kan dah jadi lain fufufu


so saya ckp la kat dia.. err bole guna google maps kan.. cm lagi accurate lerr... hoho just plih je jln mana yg anda lalu.. ngeeee =D *she thanked me for that... sbb dia pn bru terpk... ape daaaa -__-'


ada lagi satu cerita best.. pasal kawan saya sorg ni yang keje gov. dia kate mmg suke la bab claim.. huahua fiiine mmg la ko suke.. ade patut dri putrajaya g parlimen anda claim 100km..!! WTF.. tengok bawah ni okay.. lebih kurang 70-75km je pun... i was so surprise la. *tapi xpe dia bukan islam.. biokan la beliau =D


see tu la yang bagusnya google maps ni.. sbb dia bg byk possibility tuk anda lalu.. so agak2 la my fren tu duk ckp dia amik jarak yg plg jauh. ni ha... plg jauh pn 76km kot..!! pfffffffffffffffffffft... xbaek tauuu >__<



p/s: sok saya nak g kL plak.. ngeh2.. jarak dlm 50km pun... pffffffffft. pastu bulan ni saya nak claim pasal bil tepon saya... yg saya gune wat call international... dlm 60 hengget gak la.. huhu then my registration tuk graduate engineer tu pn bole claim upenye hehs.. =P

betul ke.. mOney is the rooT of all eviL..?

some says...


'duit bukan lah segalanya' - money is not everything in life

'duit tidak boleh beli kebahagiaan' - money can't buy happiness


duit... bLa bLa bLa...



someone even accused me always think about money =| *deym xsuke u =P




if you look backwards.. you can see that only rich people would say those things la. i mean above quotes. n for intermediate / not-so-rich-but-quite-okay people's they probably would say something like this...


'yes money is not everything.. but everything needs money' cliche.. aite? =D

'duit la punca segalanya.. kalau ada duit semua okay'




FOR ME... money hurm


is the root of all eviL..!!! why..?



1. Rasuah.


Pada orang yang terlebih kaya: Yes, dia ada duit banyak.. terlebih2 lak tu. so tangan pn cam gataL2 gak la nak bg duit kat orang. at the end.. rasuah is the easiest way to get something. project etc.. atau mungkin nama best dia is MELOBI.. yezza. orang politik should know this.

and what makes me wonder is.. even though dia dah kaya.. ada pangkat sume.. still bribes ke dude? haiyaa... ingt la family yg di sara gune duit haram tu okay.. tssssk tssssk


Pada orang yang terkurang kaya: Of course la.. dia tak de duit. so dia pun segan tak silu will take the money lah. yess... for the sake of nak sara family. come on lah dude.. sesusah2 kat dunia ni pn.. kat akhirat nnt allah akan memberi kesenangan kepada hambanya yang beriman. errr kan kan?

mmg la u ade money constrain but.. ada byk lagi kerja dlm dunia ni tuk tmbh pendapatan family yea.. ingt la.. xdek jalan mudah / short cut nak berjaya lam hidup ni *tringt pesan Prof Reza huhu


2. Masalah keluarga / rumah tangga


serious shit... mmg duet ni boleh porak poranda keluarga.. kan kan kan...!!!!!!! tapi ada jugak yang xfaham bahase.. dah xdek duet nk tunjuk kaya juga.. haiya n this will lead to hutang etc etc.

pastu pasal duit ni jugak la.. or shud i be specific - harta pusaka : menjahanamkan hubungan kekeluargaan. pasal tanah sekangkang kera pn nak gaduh2... xkesian ke arwah dalam kubur tu huhu and if baca dalam paper ada brape billion tah.. harta pusaka tertunggak.. xdek waris.. xpn xdapat nak diuruskan sbb masalah2 tertentu.. haih

*same goes to our family la.. tertunggak2 jgak harta pusaka arwah ayahanda yang xdek la byk sgt pun =x huhu






actually byk lagi.. tapi korang huraikan lah sendiri wokey.. =P

my future scholarship..?

pagi2 lagi dah dapat email dari hamba Allah ni...

Assalamualaikum & Salam Sejahtera,

Merujuk kepada permohonan Biasiswa Skim Tenaga Pengajar Muda 2011, saudara/saudari adalah diminta untuk mengemukan salinan keputusan peperiksaan (transkrip) yang lengkap kepada pihak fakulti dengan KADAR SEGERA melalui faks (03-xxxxxxxx) atau pun e-mail kepada saya Pn. Nor.

Kerjasama dari pihak saudara/saudari diucapkan ribuan terima kasih.

Sekian, wasalam.

tapi de one thing yg pissed me off... haiya dia main2 forward plak email tu. rase cm bengang jek. think first batch dia anta petang smlm kot.. then pagi ni dia forward tuk 2nd batch. agak2 la kan.. kecik ati okay =(


kot yea pn byk sgt candidate.. xyah la malas sgt... grrrr tensen2 >__<



owh yea.. why i said this is my future scholarship.. huhu so if accepted under this scheme then i can go further my study la.. fully sponsored + bonded for few years.. T__T standard la kan.. fufu tape la ape2 pun tgu la this week punya result from my TUM tu..

gedebar gileeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeer..!!! @___@

paid survey

okay.. tetbe last week dapat invitation buat online survey. tapi token dia xbyk pn la -__-' dah tu duk berebut nak jadi antara 300 surveyor terawal.. mmg geLabah huhu tpi bile tengok2 balik within this 10 months baru 3x dapat invitation. tah pape jek.. huhu so smlm after buat survey ni.. saya pun click2 google pasal paid survey ni.

dlu kat jerman pn mcm dah sign up mcm2.. tpi cam haram je.. =x think sbb kita kat malaysia kot so mmg kureng ler mende2 alah cmni. if kat US mmg berlambak2 kot. so kalau anda2 ni teringin la nak cri pocket money... not much but at least useful when u need it the most *haha mcm time tengah xde2 duet nk makan ke tetbe de kupon kan.. okay ler tuh =D

click this link... SUMBER DUIT


you can try to sign up.. and just pray and hoping u'll get an invitation to take the survey okies ;)

i... love... you

i do... and i love you 'almost' =) hehs okay okay siLap.. i love you the most <3



i really hate the fact that you didn't believe me.. haih. xtau la apo nak di kato.. >__<





you wanna know something about me..?

'Once in a committed relationship, it is extremely rare to see a Capricorn stray. In fact, loyalty is one of Capricorn's best traits..' - hihihi =DD

Capricorns usually marry young if the right qualifications are met. If the well-thought out profile matches, then you’re on your way to wedded bliss.

If a Capricorn doesn’t find all the right stuff in their present lover, then the marriage-minded Capricorn waits it out. - geeeez no wonder la i camni agaga

They would never marry on a whim, the sanctity of marriage is all too important. Once married, you will find obligatory loyalty and respect for family ties.

let's moved on.. i think i can clearly let go my past.. and i am truly sorry for what i've done. i know i am not being honest with you.

you should know it's no easy for me to forget.. for the sins that i've done before.


thank god i have you... =) and hey.. I LOVE YOU

today = stuck

have you heard about SKETCH UP.. yezza powered by google.. =P


its actually a 'simple-la-sangat' software for 3D animation.. rather than using autocad.


ngahaha so there is this one day.. i was trying to do 'ala ala 3D drawing' in autocad *coz mmg fail.. xreti buat 3D nye. dulu first year @ UKM mmg blaja.. tpi now after 7 tahun kemudian.. adakah anda rasa saya mampu mengingatinya?? haha jawapannya tidak sama sekali =DD

so i pun draw la in autocad.. cam cantek la jugak kot.. err sila preview bawah.. haha cam haram ke??it's a tunnel la for god sake.. hahaha =DD

skali.. ade mamat engineer duk blakang den ni tnya.. nak buat ape tuh? meh la dia tolong buat gune sketch up. i was like... hurmmmm OKAY..!!! sukeee =P


so hasilnya.. adalah lebih kurang cmni.. after di revised byk kali.. tambah itu tambah ini. quite okay jugak la.. i mean autocad nye 3D cam borring.. hehs tpi seriesly susah nak gune mende alah ni sbnanye T___T




after that ape lagi.. den asek la duk refer kat beliau tuk draw something.. for this upcoming Phase 3 - my mecca project. hurm.. akibatnye.. bile beliau busy.. xdek kat ofis.. den pun stuck la.. tensen2 >_<



i did try.. by myself.. tapi xreti wuwuwuuu rase nak nanges okay =(

haaa korang paham ke dak pebende den lukis ni... =|

da la bos kutuk cakap funny... T__T so den pun pegi la lukis satu lagi drawing kat autocad plaks.. wat cmni ha


okay fine.. you probably don't understand this.. later i post to you the final picture ha.. when the boy is coming back to office.. yada2..


tsc.

s u i c i d a L

in my entire life.. i came across this 2 peoples who once admitted to me.. they commit suicide.



somehow i solute them.. because they have GUT to do it.. *okay it's not that i support this suicide thing.. just that.. right now i wish i have that gut.. =)

i think.. YOU need someone to save YOU ;)

p/s: of course.. at the end.. those 2 peoples were alive.. and somehow.. i once loved them. penyakit berjangkit ke.. T__T

Ihr Antrag auf Zulassung bzw. Immatrikulation ist eingegangen

alright.. sesape yang tak faham title post ni sila la pegi google translate wokey.. =D


fufuuuh.. just now received emails from TUM.. about my master application >_< gedebar okay.. =P *instead of bedebar.. XD


mula2 dapat email yg title macam kat atas ni la.. skali pastu.. de plak 2 email masok secara gelabah.. T__T


okay that means i still have 2 documents missing.. macam checklist kat bawah ni.. err i know byk merah2... tpi yang tu xperlu anta pong..



2 missing documents are : Studienverlaufsbescheinigung and Sprachnachweis (EN)

• pasal Sprachnachweis (EN) - language evidence
  

haha okay cubaan nak menipu dorg ni xberjaya r... i suppose to submit my ielts or toefl result.. yela kita kan bukan nye english speaking nye country but i thought with the germany degree tu dorg akan abaikan lah.. skali taaaaaaaaaaaak.. *fcuk..!! =D

so nak tanak terpaksa la amek english test haih tensen2.. and have to submit the documents before 31st may - nak rilek2 dulu lah.. XD kang pegi amik test tu beratus2 xdpt plak smbg belaja.. coz result keluar mid of april err.. so i still have time.. ^^

*and im not sure if this will affect my application T__T mati laaa... pelaburan besar tu. da kua RM500 for this application (xcmpo ngan yang upcoming mende yang kene send haiyaa)

• pasal Studienverlaufsbescheinigung - study process certificate
  

haa yang ni yang den tak faham ni.. tah pebenda tah.. wuuuu =( *emo jap.. tapi dah email my good frens kat germany.. tolong check sat.. geram je den >__<

Key to document confirmation postings:

- "missing" - the document either has not yet been received or has not yet been confirmed.

IMPORTANT !!!: If you have not yet submitted your application for admission/enrollment, please be sure to send it to us complete with signature before the application deadline. Even if you are already registered in TUMonline, you are still required to submit the signed application form and certain documents relevant to admission (e.g. your school report) prior to the deadline. The deadline for bachelor's courses is July 15 for the winter semester and January 15 for the summer semester, for master's courses it is May 31 for the winter semester and December 31 for the summer semester.

- "received" - the document has been received but has not yet been verified

- "not ok" - the document has been received but the form of submission is not ok (usually the authentication is missing)

- "ok" the document has been received and verified and it meets requirements

- "to submit until…" – the document has to be submitted until the fixed deadline

this is quoted from the first email.. and i checked all my documents are OK hehs except for those 2 missing.. hurm.


okay la.. wish me luck.. ^^

m a c a m * * * * . . . ! ! ! !

fcuk la.. &$#$%@*!&$.. etc etc


i just check my summons.. stupido tetbe ada 3 saman.. total lost = RM350. dalam masa sebulan lak tu.. T___T huhu and yang tak boleh blah ada satu saman speeding ni.. tarikh 22nd march - 2.15 ptg. latest kot.. dah la time lunch hour hurm


punya la susah nak ingat time tu bile.. buat apa.. sapa yang bawak kereta.. pegi mana huhu then dengan bijak nya saya pun check2 msg kat hp.. mane tau jumpe bukti2 yang best kan??


hihi yezzza... jumpe...!!!!! *kak ngah msg tanye pasal bil TM. sah la time tu den yang bawak kete upenye.. nk g byr bil TM. nmpak sangat la kantoi kua time ofis hour huahua. nak double check.. tengok resit TM.. dang.. 22 march 2.30ptg. so maknenye den kene speed trap time nak pegi TM tu la.. vaviiiii vetuL


recall2 balik.. i remember >__< ada sorg mamat ni duk kat bawah jambatan senseko holding something.. giler tak? i thought he was doing some traffic count huhu tpi tu la at that time i was thinking juga mana safety vest dia..!! shiiiit upenye dia tgh pegang speed gun kot.. cilanat betul. and im very sure that time my speed around 80-100km/h je pun... fcuk la.. wrong timing je kan =(( soooobs


and actually the summon for speeding = RM300 but since it is still within 15 days.. tu jadi 150 je. so mano den nak cari duet nak settlekan sume saman ni before dia dah xdek diskaun huhu heLp2 T__T


about the other saman tu den malas nak pk.. buat tensen jek.. its just about parking tpi tah knape de dua saman plak jadi 200... tu pn cam vaviiiii. 2 saman skali kot... bengong. WTF kan? saman skali dah la.. b****


nnt i wanna go to my eg tanya la.. siot jeks *mule la nak cari gaduh kan huhu