sELAmat haRi rAya aiDiLfiTri

Minal aidil wal faizin
Salam Lebaran buat semua
Semoga Aidilfitri tahun ini lebih bermakna bersama keluarga tersayang


*penulis akan berlepas ke London pada pagi ini (29/09) untuk beraya di kota London*
nantikan entry khas edisi London (^_^) !

jUst blOgging...

don't have any idea to write on the title... so why not we just blogging... hehe


i do miss blogging... recently been busy cathing up my 'dull' life. got papers on friday and monday. gosh! mOnday's exam was rubbish. why there's such a subject called 'STEEL DESIGN'??? the truth is this is our 2nd trial. before this WE ALL FAILED the paper. then after one sem (5 months) have to reseat for it. but then.. have no idea will pass or not. don't want to wait for another sem to reseat the paper. huhuhu (+_+) this is crazy!! btw.. hope you all will pray for me. i'm still waiting for exams result - 4 papers. sigh ~

*saying goes :: it's normal to fail an exam.... in Germany. reseat exam is something that students do most of the time ahahahaha lol




ok just get over it...


lets talk something pleasant.. just after the exam i went shopping. just to chillax (chill and relax) myself. yeap.. good theraphy --> go shopping! tell you a secret... when ever i was down, tension, hopeless, useless (opps.. not that syco) i went window shopping. favourite place??? IKEA and shopping street in the city. its really help.. but maybe for some people they prefer to stay in the room under the blanket! haih.. grow up, people!

i ended up with one jeans - white color. so now i got 2 pc of white jeans!! and one dress (a sleep wear.. ahaha). hoping for a new collection soon. huhu i'm a shopaholic since i came here.. help!!!!!

*for me :: the best thing ever for those who study abroad esp. in europe is.. shopping experience at street shops.




going to london


finally after 4 months WITHOUT any trip... i'm going to london. what a loser if i don't go there right? seems london is something really common in Malaysia.. couldn't imagine what would i say if any of my family member's, relatives, friends asking about 'not-going-to-london'. but with a short time, have no idea could manage the trip well or not. 4 days.. one day for visiting places out of london (oxford and birmingham). then going to visit madame tussauds, british museum and arsenal's stadium. and there's a lot of things to do in london. its going to take lots of time getting around there!!

plus.. have a special request from my lovely brother. he want burberry's shirt and clarks shoe. ok then since i have not yet buy any 'european-sourvenirs' for him. its really hard to find some sourvenirs for men... huhu why is it always EASY to find something for women?

*our fridge at home is definitely going to receive lots of european sourvenirs from me (^_^). lucky fridge!




thesis progress


since i've finished all the exams (so far..), have to put more efforts on my thesis. hope can finish it by end of this year. i'm glad that finally i got a contact from Malaysia.. owh did i ever mention about the title? 'An Analysis of Megacities under sustainable circumstances Example Kuala Lumpur'. sound's boring? or does it sound's very coOl?? ahaha i'm cool with it (^_^). now i'm still collecting required data and info. its really hard.. sobbing. but i do believe in one thing 'if there is a will there is a way'. and because of my passion, deep desire and interest in this topic (and the lecturer =p)... i think i can do it. just do it ~ NIKE

saying goes :: desire is the key to motivation, but it's the determination and commitment to an unrelenting pursuit of your goal - a commitment to excellence - that will enable you to attain the success you seek. <-- yeap.. you are right. thanks!




addicted!!!


who's on facebook?? raise your hand!! ahahhaha currently addicted to PET SOCIETY. you should give a try. really fun... 'In the world of Pet Society you and your pet can have a great time! You can play games, decorate your house and even bring gifts for your friends when you visit them. Play now and share the fun with everyone!'

*give a try and don't forget to add me (",)


cheerio ~ have a blessed day.

haPPy 1st anNiveRsary

My First Anniversary

Today marks my FIRST anniversary in Germany

My First Anniversary is Today!

Today is my one year anniversary

My One Year Anniversary today

Today is my first anniversary

jawab.. jangan tak jawab (2)

1)The phone rings, what is your ring tone?
haish.. wanna know the truth.. i pun xtau ring tone ni bunyi ape.. huhu but last time lagu "WHO KNEW" by pink

2)Who is your last text message from?
susah payah plak kene cek hp.. gelabah la ~ from kyah.. dia tnye nk suh dia belikan ayam ke tuk masak buka puase nnt. what a nice girl huh?? hehehe danke (thank you) kyah

3)Did you talk to your best friend today?
which one.. chatting ade la. berckp tu xdek la plak huhu

4)Favorite drink?
teh ais... vanilla coke (baru beli satu botol tadi)... chocomilch!!!... frappe capucino pun sedap jugak. ni dua minuman yg baru discover kat jerman (^_^)

5)Does the person you like know that you like them?
think so... giler kantoi

6)Last time you talked to your dad?
gosh... this question... sob sob... i think it was 7 years ago. it has been a long time since he passed away ~ miss u ayah.. watching from up there, u must be proud of me rite? ehehe. eh is there's such a thing?

7)Where are you right now?
in my zimmer (bilik)

8)Do you have a nickname?
banyak....
najwa (panggilan umum)
naju (from: budak2 pasum and syira)
naj (from: budak2 ukm)
n**u (from: family only)
wawa , wa (from: unknown...)
nadi (from: ria only)
nurul (from: ma cayang when she got mad with me huhu)
kak su (from: arwah ayah and iman)
nashwar, oscar (from: eha yang sengal)
kak naj, kak najwa (from: junior2 yg respect kat senior eehehehe)

but i do prefer people call me NAJWA.. coz nama ni kan bila kita sebut dia mcm doa. so klu pgil nme2 yg singkat2 tuh, xbermakna name den =p

9)Favorite gadget in the kitchen?
pisau la kot... xpun periuk...

10)Favorite pie?
pie apple.. fes time makan pei tze buat.. sgt sedap and sgt suke.. tapi 2,3rd time dah xdek perasaan. haih ~. pie ayam pun sedap jugak. hehe rindunye nk makan pie!! pie apple mcD best

11)How is your hair?
teeettttt... secret.. eh but now having problem with my hair.. sebab tuka shampoo.. jdi mcm keras sket.. XSUKE!

12)Do you chew on your straws?
tak ingt la... mcm tak je? percaye tak??

13)Latest you stayed up in the past week?
semalam.. study for todays exam. stayed up until 4am.. ingt xmau tido.. tapi sgt ngantuk la

14)What are you doing right now?
erm besides anwering this survey, i'm doing my laundry, painting the room, wash the dishes, sapu sampah.. vacuum... huahuahua alllooooo tgn de dua je r.. duk r bz menaip nih ha! haih

15)Have you been in a car accident?
alhamdulillah.. belom penah lagi huhu slalu gak imagine mende ngeri2

16)What is the last thing you said aloud?
huh.. tadi lam train.. duk la terckp kuat. excited semcm cte pasal PET SOCIETY.. tpi muny lagi ckp kuat ~ ahahahahah

17)Who's the 1st person on your missed calls list?
malas nk tgk

18)What did the last text message you received say?
dah jwb kat atas tu

19)Last time you went to masjid?
tuk berbuka... last wednesday.. mak aihh lamenye tak g.. huhu bz2 nak exam

20)Story behind your friendster song?
lagu raya... from my fav singer.. ct nurhaliza ngeh2

21)Do you care if people hate you for no reason?
nope.. sume org ada hak untuk membenci even for no reason.. org2 ni tergolong dlm kategori org sakit jiwa.. xpun org yg merasakan dirinya amat bagus berbanding org lain.. huahuahua but honestly.. i doesn't matter at all

Describe your:
22) Wallet?
wallet... ala dlm kotak la... color ijau lime ke cream mcm tu la.. tapi xdek r suke sgt purse ni. tah la.. huhu nak beli yg baru ~ yg kotak2...

23) Life?
life ok.. have a new progress with my thesis.. best2! xsbar nk abes exam, nk start buat thesis ehehe and nk cepat2 abes blaja.. and nk cepat2 keje.. and nk cepat2 kumpul duit.. and nk cepat2 beli BMW huahuahua

:: g O O d L u C k ::

I have two crucial exams on 19 and 22

I hope I can do well in the exams

Good luck to myself ~

Good luck to all those taking exams

kiRiman dari kEluarga ... (^_^)

sudah seminggu masa berlalu... sejak keluarga tercinta mengirimkan bungkusan dari Malaysia. hati gundah dan gelisah memikirkan bila agaknya kiriman tersebut akan sampai. risau juga kalau tersalah alamat (tahun lepas rakan penulis mengirim kad raya.. sampai tahun ini tak sampai-sampai. sah salah alamat (+_+).. huhu)

pagi tadi apabila penulis memeriksa peti surat.. hati melonjak gembira kerana kad merah yang ditunggu-tunggu sudah sampai. untuk pengetahuan kad merah ini menandakan terdapat kiriman untuk anda. ianya harus dibawa ke pejabat pos berdekatan beserta dengan passport untuk menuntut kiriman tersebut.

maka petang tadi sekitar jam 5.30 petang, penulis berasa amat bersemangat untuk mengambil kiriman tersebut walhal pada kad merah itu ada menyatakan tarikh untuk mengambil kiriman tersebut adalah esok. tetapi.. pedulikan sahaja. malas penulis nak fikir huahuahua jadi dengan hari sedikit risau masuklah penulis ke pejabat pos berkenaan.

apabila melihat muka penjaga-penjaga di kaunter, kerisauan semakin memuncak. "aihh bolehkah ambil bungkusan ini hari ini" berkata penulis dalam hati. lalu untuk mengurangkan kerisauan, penulis berpura-pura membelek barang di dalam pejabat pos berkenaan. sambil-sambil mencari kertas A4 (lakonan yang sangat berkesan).

lalu dengan muka yang penuh keyakinan.. penulis pun melangkahkan kaki menuju ke kaunter. (setelah 5 minit menilik-nilik kertas A4 yang tidak mahu dibeli). kad merah diserah.. dan penulis hanya menunggu sahaja ayat daripada penjaga kaunter itu untuk menyuruh penulis balik dan kembali semula esok.

tetapi sebaliknya berlaku!!! penjaga kaunter tersebut terus sahaja masuk ke dalam dan keluar bersama bungkusan tersebut. alhamdulillah.. berjaya (^_^). dan sempat pula mereka di kaunter tersebut (3 orang) berborak-borak mengenai bungkusan penulis. mereka terkejut melihat setem yang penuh di keliling kotak tersebut. penulis pun terkejut sama sebenarnya.

kemudian penulis berkata... "yelah.. sebab ianya berharga RM164". bolehkan pembaca bayangkan, setem sebanyak itu? sungguh kelakar bukan. ini adalah pertama kali penulis mendapat kiriman dari keluarga setelah hampir setahun disini. jadinya penulis pun tidak tahu mengenai hal ini. tapi perkara itu memang menarik minat penjaga kaunter disitu.

ahahaha penulis gelak sendirian sahaja. dan dalam perjalanan pulang di dalam bas, penulis dengan tidak sabar-sabar membuka bungkusan tersebut. memang agak gelabah.. semata-mata untuk melihat khabar kuih tart nenas yang dikirim. owh sebenarnya penulis hampir pitam tadi apabila melihat kotak dari pos malaysia itu macam tidak serupa kotak ~.

kotak segiempat itu sudah bertukar bentuk menjadi trapezium! biasalah kotak dicampak-campak. memang sungguh kureng mereka ini. itulah yang membuatkan penulis tidak senang duduk, mahu cepat-cepat saja membuka kotak itu. nasib baik kuih-kuih tersebut masih ada rupa kuih. cuma kuih tart saja yang pecah-pecah sedikit.

isi dalam bungkusan tersebut :

kad raya dari keluarga dan hasil kreativiti dari iman. benda ini pun terpilih untuk dipos??.. haih. kak su tahu adik sudah darjah 2 hehe.

milo.. sudah lama kehabisan stok ini. dan sebelah ini adalah ubat membunuh semut ahahaha nanti akan ada entry kisah penulis dan semut

dan inilah 2 perkara utama yang penulis mahu.. baju raya dan kuih raya!! itu ada 2 kuih tart dan almond london.

nyum2.. baru sahaja makan kuih tart yg ke-3. alamatnya nanti sebelum raya sudah habis kuih-kuih ini.. huhu. jadi itu sahajalah kisah hari ini. sangat seronok dan gembira dapat kiriman ini. baju raya itu sangat lawa.. ungu 'plain' bersama manik-manik dan sudah dicuba tadi (^^)v hehe. mungkin ini adalah bungkusan yang pertama dan terakhir barangkali. wallahualam

07:07:07

adakah anda tahu peristiwa apakah yang berlaku pada tarikh di atas? 7 Julai 2007. jikalau jawapan anda, ramai orang yang melangsungkan perkahwinan pada tarikh berkenaan.. jawapan anda mungkin betul tetapi bukan itu jawapan yang kita cari.

sebenarnya pada tarikh tersebut satu pengumuman telah dibuat oleh organisasi The New7Wonders mengenai 7 keajaiban dunia yang baru. 7 keajaiban ini dipilih oleh lebih dari 100 juta undi untuk mewakili warisan dunia menerusi kehebatan sejarahnya.

calon yang berjaya dinobatkan sebagai 7 keajaiban dunia yang baru

Petra (9 B.C. - 40 A.D.), Jordan

On the edge of the Arabian Desert, Petra was the glittering capital of the Nabataean empire of King Aretas IV (9 B.C. to 40 A.D.). Masters of water technology, the Nabataeans provided their city with great tunnel constructions and water chambers. A theater, modelled on Greek-Roman prototypes, had space for an audience of 4,000. Today, the Palace Tombs of Petra, with the 42-meter-high Hellenistic temple facade on the El-Deir Monastery, are impressive examples of Middle Eastern culture

The Taj Mahal (1630 A.D.) Agra, India

This immense mausoleum was built on the orders of Shah Jahan, the fifth Muslim Mogul emperor, to honor the memory of his beloved late wife. Built out of white marble and standing in formally laid-out walled gardens, the Taj Mahal is regarded as the most perfect jewel of Muslim art in India. The emperor was consequently jailed and, it is said, could then only see the Taj Mahal out of his small cell window.

The Pyramid at Chichén Itzá (before 800 A.D.) Yucatan Peninsula, Mexico

Chichén Itzá, the most famous Mayan temple city, served as the political and economic center of the Mayan civilization. Its various structures - the pyramid of Kukulkan, the Temple of Chac Mool, the Hall of the Thousand Pillars, and the Playing Field of the Prisoners – can still be seen today and are demonstrative of an extraordinary commitment to architectural space and composition. The pyramid itself was the last, and arguably the greatest, of all Mayan temples

Christ Redeemer (1931) Rio de Janeiro, Brazil

* CSI Miami pernah membuat pengambaran di tempat ini *

This statue of Jesus stands some 38 meters tall, atop the Corcovado mountain overlooking Rio de Janeiro. Designed by Brazilian Heitor da Silva Costa and created by French sculptor Paul Landowski, it is one of the world’s best-known monuments. The statue took five years to construct and was inaugurated on October 12, 1931. It has become a symbol of the city and of the warmth of the Brazilian people, who receive visitors with open arms.

The Roman Colosseum (70 - 82 A.D.) Rome, Italy

This great amphitheater in the centre of Rome was built to give favors to successful legionnaires and to celebrate the glory of the Roman Empire. Its design concept still stands to this very day, and virtually every modern sports stadium some 2,000 years later still bears the irresistible imprint of the Colosseum's original design. Today, through films and history books, we are even more aware of the cruel fights and games that took place in this arena, all for the joy of the spectators.

The Great Wall of China (220 B.C and 1368 - 1644 A.D.), China

ChinaThe Great Wall of China was built to link existing fortifications into a united defense system and better keep invading Mongol tribes out of China. It is the largest man-made monument ever to have been built and it is disputed that it is the only one visible from space. Many thousands of people must have given their lives to build this colossal construction.

Machu Picchu (1460-1470), Peru

In the 15th century, the Incan Emperor Pachacútec built a city in the clouds on the mountain known as Machu Picchu ("old mountain"). This extraordinary settlement lies halfway up the Andes Plateau, deep in the Amazon jungle and above the Urubamba River. It was probably abandoned by the Incas because of a smallpox outbreak and, after the Spanish defeated the Incan Empire, the city remained 'lost' for over three centuries. It was rediscovered by Hiram Bingham in 1911.

ini pula calon yang berjaya sampai ke peringkat akhir, namun belum cukup untuk dinobatkan sebagai salah satu antara 7 keajaiban dunia (kecuali Pyramid Giza yang mendapat anugerah istimewa)

The Eiffel Tower (1887 - 89) Paris, France

The creation of Gustave Eiffel, this magnificent steel tower has come to serve as a symbol of Paris, as well as of France itself. The structure is not only a landmark that is recognized all over the world, but is perhaps the most popular architectural achievement in the Western world. It was the tallest man-made structure in the world until the Empire State Building was constructed. The tower is visited by six million people every year.


Neuschwanstein Castle (1869 -1884) Schwangau, Germany

Neuschwanstein Castle was built in a time when castles and fortresses were no longer strategically necessary. Instead, it was born of pure fantasy – a beautiful, romantic composition of towers and walls in the perfect setting of mountains and lakes. The combination of various architectural styles and intrinsic craftwork has inspired generations of adults and children alike.

The Pyramids of Giza (2600 - 2500 B.C), Egypt

The Pyramids of Giza, the oldest and only Ancient Wonder still standing, are testimony to perfection in art and design, never subsequently achieved. They were built by planners and engineers purely to serve their earthy rulers - who were also their gods. Philosophy did not exist at this time, and creation was not subject to any questioning. The pyramids are the purest of constructions, built for eternity.

After careful consideration, the New7Wonders Foundation designated the Pyramids of Giza - the only remaining of the 7 Ancient Wonders of the World - as an Honorary New7Wonders Candidate. Therefore, people could not vote for the Pyramids of Giza as part of the New7Wonders campaign. This decision has also taken into account the views of the Supreme Council of Antiquities of Egypt and the Egyptian Ministry of Culture. The Pyramids are a shared world culture and heritage site and deserve their special status as the only Honorary Candidate of the New7Wonders of the World campaign. The 7 New Wonders of the World where chosen by the people across the globe from the remaining 20 New7Wonders candidates.


Alhambra (12th century) Granada, Spain

Mohammed I, the first king of the Nasriden – a Moorish dynasty in Granada - converted a 9th-century castle into his private royal residence, and it is this which we now know as the Alhambra. The structure, which covers an area of 13 hectares, is renowned for its stunning frescoes and interior detail. The building is one of the finest examples of Moorish architecture in the world and is among Europe’s most-visited tourist attractions


The Acropolis of Athens (450 - 330 B.C.) Athens, Greece

Built atop what is known as the “Sacred Rock” of Athens, the Acropolis was to radiate power and protection for its citizens. The temples of the Acropolis have become the some of most famous architectural landmarks of ancient and modern history. Today, the Parthenon in particular is an international symbol of Greek civilization. A graphic illustration of the temple also appears in the UNESCO logo, representing culture and education.

(tertanya-tanya juga kenapa hanya 7 keajaiban sahaja? bukan 4, 19, 23 mahupun 30.. untuk pengetahuan pembaca,kelima-lima ini adalah pilihan penulis sendiri. terdapat banyak lagi calon finalis yang lain. sila buat pilihan anda sendiri di laman web berikut The New7Wonders. 5 calon ini adalah tempat impian penulis di mana semuanya adalah di sekitar Europe dan penulis telah berjaya menjejakkan kaki di dua tempat di atas iaitu Menara Eiffel dan Neuschwanstein Castle.


*jadi adakah pembaca tertanya-tanya mengapa 'entry' berupa sejarah ini menjadi pilihan penulis kali ini? dan bahasa penulis juga adalah amat tersusun dan teratur selayaknya mendapat A jika sedang menduduki peperiksaan. (gelak-gelak secara sopan) baiklah biar penulis terangkan. sebenarnya malam tadi penulis dan rakan-rakan sedang merancang perjalanan semasa melawat London nanti (penulis akan berada di London selama 4 hari 29/09-2/10).

jadi sewaktu merancang-rancang tiba-tiba seorang rakan bertanya. 'mengapa kita tidak melawat Stonehenge? kerana ia merupakan 7 keajaiban di dunia?' maka penulis dan rakan-rakan lain terkulat-kulat berasa sangsi dan serba salah. kerana jadual kami selama 4 hari itu amat padat dan tidak mungkin di tambah lagi dengan melawat Stonehenge. tambahan pula kosnya agak mahal dan tidak berbaloi sama sekali. tetapi di dalam hati juga berasa sedih kerana tidak sempat melawat salah satu keajaiban dunia ini.

jadinya pada hari ini penulis yang mempunyai masa agak lapang kerana malas untuk mengulangkaji telah membuat kajian di internet. dan hasilnya amatlah melegakan. kerana Stonehenge bukanlah tergolong di dalam 7 keajaiban dunia yang baru. cuma memasuki tahap finalis sahaja. sama seperti 5 calon di atas. maka mungkin penulis akan melawat Stonehenge ini satu masa nanti, bersama keluarga barangkali. buat sementara waktu ini biarlah ianya menjadi hiasan belakang (background) desktop sahaja.*

Stonehenge (3000 B.C. - 1600 B.C.) Amesbury, United Kingdom

Construction of Stonehenge took place between ca. 3000 and 1600 B.C. With each stone weighing around 50 tons, it is regarded as a truly amazing feat of engineering. Although it is not clear who built the monument, nor for what purpose, it has been speculated that it was either a temple dedicated to the worship of ancient earth deities, an astronomical observatory or a sacred burial site.

jawab.. jangan tak jawab

What is the most random object around you?
hard disk.. telekong.. rice cooker.. vicks.. (giler random muahahaha)

Who did you dream about last night?
nobody.. rase cam xdek mimpi je smlm ~

What were you doing at 8:00 this morning?
still atas katil... huhu (klu tak mesti tgh keje.. hari ni cuti!!)

What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
sekarang 9.43... 30 minutes ago = 9.13. hurmm rase cam tgh bace paper online.. xpun tgk blog anwar ibrahim gegegege

Last place you took a plane to?
from Paris (Beauvais) to Bremen (somewhere in north Germany)

Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
marni ~ borak2 bese. giler gay ahaha eh if not mistaken dia tnye pasal buku nk pnjm kat library + bercerita pasal kesah sengal dia hari ni

Have you ever been around someone who was high?
erk.. xpenah kot

Who did you hug last?
peluk? aii mcm sorg mak cik turki tu jek. time kat masjid 2 hari lepas.. biase la salam2 then peluk2..

Last thing you purchased?
kat aldi... beli susu + susu strawberi (susu kat sini sgt2 sedap!!!) + roti... pastu beli baldi kat kedai 1 euro

Do you steal?
nak kne potong tgn ke??? aii tpi kekdg de gak niat jahat. time2 tgh xdek duit ke, trase nk je curi bende2.. ahahahah gile x? just kidding =p

Where are you right now?
in my room.. sitting on my white 'cool' chair..

How is your mood lately?
emo la.. sebab tension nk exam.. tapi malasnye nak study.. plus tension pasal thesis.. aiii somebody help me!!!

Where did your last hug take place?
ade soalan cmni meh? aiiish ni pong nk tnye ke.. hempuk jgk ngan towel kang. peristiwa peluk memeluk berlaku di masjid sekian. (erk... thehehehee)

What are your plans for the weekend?
this weekend? hurm cm nk g 'flohmarkt' beli telur + buah + coklat... then study la ape lagi. aiyayaya got two more papers (-_-)

Ever kissed someone who smokes?
ape mslh anda nk tnye pasal kiss someone who smokes??? klu kiss yg xsmoke xbest ke?? soklan ni.. xrelevan!

Are you a jealous person?
honestly... yes tapi depends on situation ok. xdek r cemburu buta.. senget tul ~

Did you have a good birthday last year?
yes and no... yes sebab time tu kat paris!!! no sbb mlm tu kne tido kat train station. sejuk bangat grrrrrrr

Are you tired right now?
ha'ah penat la jugak.. thanks for caring about me ~ ahahaha rase nk tido pn de gak

What are your outlooks on gay/bisexual relationships?
dalam islam sgt2 la dilaknat.. nauzubillah. but i do have bisexual friends. xtau la apsal den ni cool aje mendengar crite2 dorg tuh. aiiiiiiiiii rosak2. pape pun saye berdoa rakan2 akan kembali ke jalan yg benar. thanks la jugak for sharing your dark life!! egegegegege

Last person you had a serious conversation with?
ngan kyah kot.. 2 days ago.. dalam library lak tu.. gile bising bebudak 2 org nih ahahaha tapi kterg ckp bisik2 la.... shhhhhhhh

Who did u went out with last?
tadi baru je g buka pose kat masjid ngan kyah n muny...

How many children do you plan on having?
the more the merrier!!! mcm kterg 7 org adik bradik... sgt syok la ~ hehehe

What's the weather like outside?
yahoo widget (weather) kate :: partly cloudy.. now its 18 grad.

Is your hair curly?
yerp.. bukan nye ikal mayang ahahaha slumber je confuse rmbut sndri. i do have curly hair which i like it soooo much. xyah la rebonding2 bagai.. aiiish

Do you get good grades?
soalan ni... susah nk jwb. but alhamdulillah so far so good. even i'm not the best but still in a good ranking (",)

Where are your favorite pair of jeans from?
erm i don't mind the brand as long as comfortable suda.. now wearing my HD jeans hehe

How much longer will you be living at your current residence?
aiii mcm tau2 je now bukan kat permanant residence.. insya allah plg lmbt bulan 8 tahun depan. paling cepat bulan 1. wallahualam

Have you kissed anyone on the lips within the past 24 hours?
nope!! gilo ke ape?

Do you have any siblings?
yes... saye bukan anak tunggal mahupun anak tunggul

Where did you go today?
today... guling2 atas katil... duduk2 atas kusi... sng cite x g memne. just stay in my room.. tapi tdi kul 7.40 bru la kua blik. pegi masjid for berbuka puasa

What should you be doing right now?
study!! aiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii

Last time you did the dishes?
semlm... just after berbuka kat blik.

Name someone who made you smile today?
erk... can't remember

Do you own a little black dress?
nope... wish i cud have one.. kat sni byk je.. tpi malasnye nk beli lagi. tah bile mau pki sigh ~

Next concert you are going to?
xpenah pegi konsert... wpun minat ct nurhaliza sesgt tapi xpnah la plak nk pegi tgk concert dia. lagha2..

Your favorite thing to drink?
teh ice and vanila coke!!! slurrpppp

mari LAYAN gambar ~

lately.. post gue byk karangan pendek sahaja.. malas nk upload gmba.. xrase ke upload gmba kat blog ni satu penyeksaan???.. huhuhu so post kali ni khas tuk gmba shaja.. (^_^)

action (1)
phOtO shOOt fOr raya ~ tuk anta kat paper... gegegege nnt tgk la eh kot2 kua ke. tuk shoot ni saje kat 60 keping. poyo nggak? huahua tapi dunno la which one masok paper. marni yg handle.. tpi dia nye style is xmo anta gmba skema2.. aiii peloh2 plak den dgr. marni, ang jgn anta gmba kami posing xsiap suda (-_-)

sume gmba ni kat keliling hostel kterg saje...

ni plak kat area perumahan kat hostel kterg jugak..

ahaha gmba pose ni yg xleh blah. ni nk wat gaye konon2 kterg jln la.. fes pic tu bole tahan lagi then 2nd pic nih sume xleh nk tahan gelak sbb rase cm klaka giler!!! aiii mmg sengal

kami without marni hehe

action (2)
ni gmba2 time pegi FRANKFURT...

fes pic.. di depan FRANKFURT main station. second pic.. goreng pisang + honey. mak aii manis xleh blah




malaysian yg dimaksudkan.. dah belas taun duk jerman tapi BM still ok. huhu ni dia pomot kat kterg restoren dia ahaha layan la labu ~

two main reasons.. pegi amik passport kat consulate malaysia + melawat Harley Davidson nye factory. =p

suke giler ngan tempat ni.. asek dgr bunyi motor menderum jek.. then bole kenal tu mesti moto harley kui2.. (yela dah ni tmpt harley kan?). moto2 dia sgt superb la, sonok posing2!! nak satu... bole x?

ni la hasil kunjungan ke HD ... len kali xmungkin dtg lagi sob sob.. jauh la~

view kat frankfurt mmg lawa.. but we don't have much time to jln2 sgt. tapi overall sronok je ~ fyi, kat frankfurt ni la byk bgnan pencakar langit. tapi xleh beat mesia pong. kite laaaaaagi byk ahahaa

somewhere at EuropaBank.. simbolik duit Euro + 12 bintang melambangkan european country. hehe yes!! been there. femes ni mende alah ni.. aii poyo jek

(adekah korg mengira bintang tuh brape byk?)

okies.. tu saje tuk kali ni.. cheerio ~

rEnTetan hAri baHagiA ~

** ahaha smlm kyah ckp blog ni mcm karangan!!! sengal nye kyah. bile tgk balik cm btul la plak.. tah r mcm byk mende nk cte. hoho tu terpnjgn cm karangan. besides that dlu time kat skola mmg suke subjek karangan (smug face). erm mari kite try tgk cubaan bru tuk xjdi blog karangan **

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:: when? - rabu [27/08]

• pergi frankfurt... for two reasons...


• fes :: amik passport kat malaysian consulate, frankfurt. gile lme hold passport nih. now bru de free time g amik huhu. passport gue ilang kne curi.. budus, bongok itu org


• 2nd :: teman marni beli brg2 kt harley davidson (HD) for her father. dapat beli selai seluar HD berharga RM400.00 tapi de sale jadi 5o hengget saje


• makan goreng pisang kat restoren org mesia. chinese restoren. tapi dorg tere ckp melayu tau, even dah belas taun duk jerman hoho wa sangat solute sama loooo

reason for being 'bahagia' - of coz la sbb dpt balik den nye passport. tu ibarat nyawa gue tau!! yeay pas ni bole jln2 klua dri jerman. slame ni terperap je lam jerman sbb xdek passport sob sob (4 bulan kne perap.. dah tahap ayam tandoori dah.. aiii). thanks marni, muny and kyah for accompany me on my journey. ngeh2.. i really lap u all, muah2 (sounds a lil bit gay - xsuke gne lesbo)

kU bAhagia (2)

:: when? - jumaat [29/08]

• pegi ESPRIT.. berjaya beli seluar kaler putih!!! my first white pants ever... ~ syahdu gile. dah lme nk bli sua putih xdpt2. tapi sua tu 3 suku r. senget btul.. xpe, bole pki stokin gegegege. harge dia? RM150. ni kan outlet, jdi 35 hengget saje

kU bAhagia (3)

:: when? - sabtu [30/08]

• dpt rice cooker free hehehe tpi tu xdek r bahagia sgt. it's just that we all got rempah ratus and few stuff yg sgt2 berharga from malaysia. sbb Dr.Tuti (lect jemputan from UKM to jerman) nk balik mesia dah. so dia bg la kat kterg sume brg2 dia. ahahaha and i got few POUNDS!!!! syiling.. sbb dia kate:-

"ha najwa nk pegi london nnt kan, amik la duit tue huahua"

reason for being 'bahagia' - dpt mkn nasi lemak.. husband Dr. yg masak. sedap wooo..

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:: when? - isnin [01/09]

• 1st Ramadhan, hari pertama puase.. ptg tu me and kyah kne masak for berbuka. pegi la beli brg2 tuk wat kueh, pastu beli ayam, pastu mase nak bli kurma tu... tetbe ade satu feeling ni. i can’t really explain it, because there are no words to describe this feeling. huhu tapi cm terasa bahagia ~ and mcm xpecaye pun ade jgk. on the first ramadhan i was here in germany.. shopping tuk berbuka on my own.. without my family ~ what a record!!
  

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:: when? - selasa [02/09]

• berjaya reprint visa ~ happy sesgt. and thank ALLAH it went smoothly

reason for being 'bahagia' - yeay bole pegi lOndon ngan senang ati akhir bulan nih. since student kan, kne r de visa. passport je mne cukop

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:: when? - khamis [04/09]

• I GOT A JOB!!! (^_^).... today is my first day at work. alhamdulillah finally i got a part time job. details nnt akan diupdate later ~

reason for being 'bahagia' - finally i earn my own money... makes me feel a little bit relieved. my family still support me but i want to stand on my own feet. to be independent and provide myself with all the things that i need to live without having to ask anyone else to help me - ayat ni sedikit kerek kan? ye r ni ayat copy paste je. cube taip stand on your own feet kat google. selamat mencuba!! huahua

al-fatihah buat emak NURUL...

hari ni bgn2 pagi saje nmpk msg ym from nad...


"naju..pagi tadi mak nurul kelantan meninggal..kanser payudara"



innalillah. time tu terkejut.. tergamam.. sebak.. sume ader. nurul ni satu matrik time kat PASUM now pursuing her study in UM amik master plak. dlu kterg lain kos, dia amik fizikal and me amik hayat. tpi slalu la lepak ngan dia sbb my rumate tu sorg dak fizikal gak. and dah bole kire cam satu geng r jugak kterg nih.


geng PASUM (nurul kl, nuri, nad, bibi, nurul kelantan, che mie, ikin, yaya, kimah).. erk lam geng kterg de 2 org nurul so sorg tu nurul kl sbb duk kl, lagi sorg tu duk kelantan. tu r jdi nurul kelantan huhu


wan NURUL nazneem.. i'm very sorry to hear about ur beloved mother.



then time cek2 kat fs, nuri plak bagi komen. pasal mak nurul jugak, but then dia ckp her mother died bcoz of lung cancer. dah, den pun confuse.. sorg kte breast cancer, sorg lung plak. haru biru btul. to make sure chat r ngan sorg budak ni, nurul's good fren kat UM.


then she confirmed that nurul's mother died coz of something to do with the lung. lung cancer ke lung spots cmtu r. huh lagi den confuse, never heard of that thing. so dgn bijaknye pegi r search2 kat tenet ape kah mendenye nih.



*according to the internet.. lung spots ni ialah ade spot2 kat lung la. but then tak confirm as a cancer. spot ni mayb from nodules/ade lagi satu bende xingt nme, yg mcm terover nmpk time CT scan wut so ever (haih malu ckp pasal mende medic ni sbb den bukan budak medic. bce artikel tu pong xbrape pham sgt sbnanye sob sob).
but then these spots can change time to time. so kne wat scan every 6 month to see the difference r. klu spots tu xbrubah then bru la confirm cancer hoho ade btulkah pemahaman den ni?



and seriesly i never know her mother ade lung spots nih (kcik ati). tpi kawan dia ckp act mende ni baru saje dpt tau. bulan 6 hari itu sob sob no wonder i tak tau. kan saye bz sebulan dua tiga nih, mesti nurul xsmpt nk cte huhu arghhh felt so loser!!


tetbe je terdetik.. mende ni detect bulan 6 and then after 3 months... was it too late? wallahualam. tringt arwah ayahanda detect leukimia Sep 99 then he died June 01. sekejap ke lame ke, ini semua kerja tuhan. what we can do is berdoa dan berdoa dan be strong.



so act y am i being so sebak mengingtkan pasal arwah mak nurul ni (today 2x rase sebak).. huhu sbb i've met her once. time first year ke 2nd year cmtu la. time tu balik kelantan melawat tok bah and mek (my grandparent), sensorg lak tuh. then pegi r rumah cik nurul ni sbb kebetulan time tu cuti sem.. and her mum is very nice and a very kind person. i bet she still remember me! huhu (omg, now sebak wat kali ke-3).

pastu smpt tido kat umah nurul 1 malam. then plg terharu arwah wat satu desert ni sgt sedap! i think i can still remember her word..



" naseb baik najwa bawak kek ni, nnt bole la auntie wat desert....auntie bru je terpk nk buat desert tpi xdek kek pulak"


lebih kurang cmni la ayat arwah. time tu bawak kek gulung sebagai buah tgn. and desert tu rasenye yg base de kek gulung then taruk cocktail atas dia.. i still remember the taste. love it so much.. and time tu rase happy sgt sbb bwk sumthing yg dia mmg nk gune (erk bole pahm x perasaan nih).

and during the stay, mak nurul ni mmg sgt caring - smpi terasa disayangi. i could tell you her mother is a lovable person + a very good cooker. and we also have a good chat together.. huhuhuhuhuhuhuhu sedih la ~ sob sob sob sob (i think i'm gonna cry rite now.. mengingatkan mende2 ni sume)



to nurul ~> i hope a happy go lucky girl like you will be tough and strong going through this hardship. u know we will always be there for you.. whenever u need us.

semoga arwah dicucuri rahmat dan bersemadi tenang di SANA.... AL-FATIHAH.

My fAmiLy My sTreNgth

right now sambil2 tulis blog ni, sambil2 chatting ngan abe.. my big bro. lame giler xborak ngan dia nih.. asek bz jerk. haih rimas.. abe keje as an engineer kat telekom (sbb dlu scholar telekom) and part time MBA student. then aktif plak bergiat lam politik. huahua the opposite party of me.. tapi mende tu tak penah jadi hal antare kterg. well sume org ade hak tuk memilih kan? perasan tak, slalu lam paper time2 pilihan raye tu mesti ade kes2 yg mak xngaku anak la.. then family gadoh2 sebab sokong parti lain2?? haih... sengal giler. cam nk g te' je dorg tu. lek r.. xyah r sepoyo itu kan ~ alhamdulillah family kterg cool je. byk lagi mende lain nk pk selain dri gadoh pasal parti politik!! lol

ni sesi borak2 meluah perasaan pasal idop kat jerman nih. well really glad to have a brother like him. he is one of my big idol.. selepas my mother and my arwah father (siti nurhaliza pun idol gak tapi num 4 la kot huahua) klu borak ngan abe ni.. mmg berapi jek. dia suke fire balik ape mende yg kite ckp.. tapi tu la sbnanye the best part. makes me stronger and makes me think out of the box. dia ni klu masuk who wants to be a millionaire pun layak.. byk sgt mende tau. bole jadi wikipedia bergerak gak ahahaha. miss u so much bro!!

selingan :: now ni tgh webcam ngan family plak.. sume tgh kat meja makan sahur. eiiii saje je wat org sebak. yg comey tu iman pun bgn gak sahur hehe. so cute! semoga adik bole pose penuh wpun baru dajah 2! menu dorg hari ini - daging air asam ngan daging goreng. nyum2. dah lme xmkn mende2 tu sume sbb kat sni daging mahal. cetttt.. asek mkn ayam jek. ikan pun mahal tau sob sab.. udang apetah lagi. sotong ketam.. tapi seafood2 ni den xbrape ~ so mmg xkesahla mahal, xmkn pong =p

back to our title.. undeniable family ni mmg r tmpt bergantung harap dan jugak sumber kekuatan (cam sumber asli gak r). they know your true colors.. itam ke putih ke biru ke jingga ke.. me? kaler putih cmpo kelabu kot (",?). ingt lgi time 6 bulan pertama dtg sni tok sah ckp la, tiap2 hari chat smpi xtau nk borak ape.. eii. then now dh kurang kerap sket la, lam 3,4 hari sekali. pastu bile time exam xpun time bz mule la trase kosong sbb xsmpt nk chat ngan dorg ~ kekdg bole jd emo gak r mende ni. mcm terase ade beban kat bahu yg tak terluah... gegegege

tadi abe dah bg green light.. dia kate nnt bulan 1 balik la 'sekejap'. huahua then dtg sni balik. yes!! tapi dia kate jugak kne la keje, abe dah xmo support (-_-) sob sob dah abes kat 40K for me since dtg sni pastu borak2 pasal master pong dia ckp wat kat mesia je r dan mengulangi lagi kate2 hikmahnye. ye r, i knew it. klu smbg master nnt mmg gne duit sndri r. bluek2.. now ni dorg tgh saving duit for ateh nye wedding. ye r minah tu baru je keje mne de saving.. hoho patut la sume org nye tagline 'nak keje kumpul duit tuk kawin'. baru den pham ngeh2... lampi! ingt duit tu turun dari langit ke??

for me each family members has their own role. maybe it looks nothing and maybe it was a small matter but without it the family is incomplete. and maybe right now we didn't realised about it but someday when we looked back on it.. then we knew. and at that time u'll admit that your family is your absolute strength. (Allah is definately our number 1 source of strength). erk tapi ade ke org lain yg strength bukan dari family?? hoho ade2.. superman kekuatan dia dari matahari kan!!

~ LOVE ALLAH, LOVE YOUR FAMILY, LOVE YOURSELF, LOVE OTHERS (^_^)