owh strawberry....

ich bin gut... *i'am ok.. doing well*


only if you want to know how do i do... :p



baru je pegi petik strawberry ritu kat Bottrop.. naik bus dalam sejam jugak la from our main station... isk.... best gilerrr!!! >_<

ok i know.. kat cameron pn ade eh? haha tak pnah plak terpk nak g petik.. tak kesah la.. alang2 dah kat sni.. pegi je la petik. masuk free je pn.. just petik brape banyak kite nk.. nnt dia tmbg ler. hihi so abes la dekat 4.50 euro jugak... its damn cheap lah.. suke2... XD

and tak pasal2 weken ni jadi minggu strawberry... LOL

esok nak buat cheese cake.. nk abes kan sume strawberry tu. lallalalala.. eh btw ok tak recipe ni.. ? mcam best kan? hihihi hopefully.. tak pe esok kite try. so far kiterg.. *me.. kyah and kawan kyah from UK* dah makan dekat 1.5kg kot.. haha makan straw tu celup coklat la.. mcm2. syok2..

p/s: i don't really like straw.. slame 24 taun ni baru makan <5 times.. huhu tah macam xsuke. tapi ritu suddenly.. mcm bole trime. time petik tu pn ade la kat 10-15 biji gak dah makan.. isk can't resist la. dah la kaler dia laaaawa giler... merah menyala... wat syco org je

ok happy strawberry day..... hehe

latest update...

its mei already... wow



cepat nye mase berlalu.. tpi byk di abeskan kat blik pun. boring lah.. now seriesly i really really wanna go home!!!! ma cayunk... nk balik :'( isk.. sobs... sobs



my study... dah nk abes kot tah la. i don't want to describe more. only yg tau je la.. faham ape masalah kterg. honestly i tell u... study in Germany is TOUGH!! my godness... ups and down.. and down.. bile nk ups.. no idea.


i just want to wrap all this things ASAP. i'm a cool person.. most of the time la haha tpi now mcm dah penat lah. series.. i really need to go somewhere else... blah dri jerman ni. *tetbe dpt keje kat sni.. amik ko* haha that is far from expectation lah.


so.. mmm most of our friends dah balik for good. kterg dtg sni de 11 org satu batch.. now tgl 5 org jek. they are all doing well in malaysia.. =). i'm proud of you guys.. don't worry.. willl follow u all very soon. hehe


sorry eh.. my blog.. tah la. i have lots of things to share but.. just don't have the time. mase yg ade kan.. er.. i byk spent time chatting with emm... am i in LOVE.. ? sbb.... hmm..... tuttt... tuttt...


to be continue..... hehe

all this time

ALL THIS TIME




You self distructive
Little girl
Pick yourself up
Don't blame the world
So you screwed up
But your gonna be ok
Now call your boyfriend
And apologize
You pushed him pretty
Far away last night
He really loves you
You just don't always love yourself.

All this time
Ohhh all this time
You have had it in you
Just sometimes you don't push
All this time
Ohhh all this time
You have had it in you
Just sometimes you don't push

Think all the mean girls
That pulled your hair
Are barefoot now and
Pregnant there
And you write pop songs
And get to travel around the world

All this time
Ohhh all this time
You have had it in you
Just sometimes you don't push
All this time
Ohhh all this time
You have had it in you
Just sometimes you don't push

So you've had some detours
Some stupid men
Now we know what not
to do again
Besides you lucked out
Finally

All this time
Ohhh all this time
You have had it in you
Just sometimes you don't push
All this time
Ohhh all this time
You have had it in you
Just sometimes you don't push

All this time
Ohhh all this time
You have had it in you
Just sometimes you don't push


** love all her songs... sila search dalam utube... hehe btw this singer ~ MARIA MENA... MARNI yg popularkan dia kat kterg... and i once gave this song to my friend kat mesia... mmg xpnah dgr eh... ? yela dia femes kat europe kot... tah le... do enjoy... :) **

no more....

sape tengok one in a million.... ?? season 3..


sobs.. sobs.. tdi bce paper.. amylea terkeluar plak mg ni. well i'm not a big fan of her... tpi minat dia time dia bawak lagu i'm yours ..





and actually den xdek la tgk one in a million nih... xdek keje and masa.. LOL tpi ritu klik2 kat utube jmpe plak.. gosh!!!

ape kes rmi org minat TOMOK... ??? noooooooooooooooo .. still xsuke dia ahaha btw dia patut tuka name lah.. bile sebut tomok ni tringt plak suare sengau dia time skola2 dlu haha *gelak jahat*


ok.. fan tomok jgn mare haa... :p kui2


selamat semua.. i'm just not in the mood yet to blogging... zassssssssss

uJian

uJian.. ?

uJian apakah..?


uJian peniLaian sekolah rendah ke? - UPSR? duuuhh.. da separuh umur dah tinggaL (er skang 24 taun.. exam kan time 12 taun)

uJian buLanan ke? - isk da lame abes skOOL

uJian memanDu ke? - da dapat lesen jugak

uJian keLas memasaK? - ahaha mmg la baru 50% pass kot



so uJian apekah.. ?



uJian di dalam kehidupan kadang-kadang di luar dugaan hingga menyebabkan kita rasa terlalu lemah.

kadang-kadang menyebabkan terungkai keegoan di dalam diri kita hingga kita tersungkur di depan kebesaran dan keagungan Allah, menyedari hakikat kelemahan diri dan mula merasa perlunya pada bimbingan Ilahi.

ketika itu kita mulai mendaki anak-nak tangga untuk mendekati Allah SWT.

ini adalah salah satu pintu hidayah (ujian) untuk kita kembali merasa diri sebagai hamba dan melihat Allah sebagai Rabb.

sememangnya ujian di dalam kehidupan ini adalah medan tarbiyyah untuk kita mengenali diri dan merasai kebesaran dan keagungan Allah SWT.

Ibnu Qayyim pernah menyebut "dijadikan kita (manusia) lemah supaya dengan kelemahan itu kita dapat meneropong kebesaran dan keagungan Allah SWT"



tabahla menghadapi uJian dari Allah.. sesungguhnya bagi setiap hambaNya itu lain2 bentuk uJian nya.

apa2 pun.. kembalilah kepada YANG SATU. kerana walau apa pun yang berlaku.. di dalam dunia ini.. walau tiada seorang pun.. di dalam dunia ini.. kita masih mempunyai DIA.



wallahualam


p/s: mode deeply down.. stress and yeap... no matter what i still have HIM :)
Allah itu Maha Besar