all this time

ALL THIS TIME




You self distructive
Little girl
Pick yourself up
Don't blame the world
So you screwed up
But your gonna be ok
Now call your boyfriend
And apologize
You pushed him pretty
Far away last night
He really loves you
You just don't always love yourself.

All this time
Ohhh all this time
You have had it in you
Just sometimes you don't push
All this time
Ohhh all this time
You have had it in you
Just sometimes you don't push

Think all the mean girls
That pulled your hair
Are barefoot now and
Pregnant there
And you write pop songs
And get to travel around the world

All this time
Ohhh all this time
You have had it in you
Just sometimes you don't push
All this time
Ohhh all this time
You have had it in you
Just sometimes you don't push

So you've had some detours
Some stupid men
Now we know what not
to do again
Besides you lucked out
Finally

All this time
Ohhh all this time
You have had it in you
Just sometimes you don't push
All this time
Ohhh all this time
You have had it in you
Just sometimes you don't push

All this time
Ohhh all this time
You have had it in you
Just sometimes you don't push


** love all her songs... sila search dalam utube... hehe btw this singer ~ MARIA MENA... MARNI yg popularkan dia kat kterg... and i once gave this song to my friend kat mesia... mmg xpnah dgr eh... ? yela dia femes kat europe kot... tah le... do enjoy... :) **

no more....

sape tengok one in a million.... ?? season 3..


sobs.. sobs.. tdi bce paper.. amylea terkeluar plak mg ni. well i'm not a big fan of her... tpi minat dia time dia bawak lagu i'm yours ..





and actually den xdek la tgk one in a million nih... xdek keje and masa.. LOL tpi ritu klik2 kat utube jmpe plak.. gosh!!!

ape kes rmi org minat TOMOK... ??? noooooooooooooooo .. still xsuke dia ahaha btw dia patut tuka name lah.. bile sebut tomok ni tringt plak suare sengau dia time skola2 dlu haha *gelak jahat*


ok.. fan tomok jgn mare haa... :p kui2


selamat semua.. i'm just not in the mood yet to blogging... zassssssssss

uJian

uJian.. ?

uJian apakah..?


uJian peniLaian sekolah rendah ke? - UPSR? duuuhh.. da separuh umur dah tinggaL (er skang 24 taun.. exam kan time 12 taun)

uJian buLanan ke? - isk da lame abes skOOL

uJian memanDu ke? - da dapat lesen jugak

uJian keLas memasaK? - ahaha mmg la baru 50% pass kot



so uJian apekah.. ?



uJian di dalam kehidupan kadang-kadang di luar dugaan hingga menyebabkan kita rasa terlalu lemah.

kadang-kadang menyebabkan terungkai keegoan di dalam diri kita hingga kita tersungkur di depan kebesaran dan keagungan Allah, menyedari hakikat kelemahan diri dan mula merasa perlunya pada bimbingan Ilahi.

ketika itu kita mulai mendaki anak-nak tangga untuk mendekati Allah SWT.

ini adalah salah satu pintu hidayah (ujian) untuk kita kembali merasa diri sebagai hamba dan melihat Allah sebagai Rabb.

sememangnya ujian di dalam kehidupan ini adalah medan tarbiyyah untuk kita mengenali diri dan merasai kebesaran dan keagungan Allah SWT.

Ibnu Qayyim pernah menyebut "dijadikan kita (manusia) lemah supaya dengan kelemahan itu kita dapat meneropong kebesaran dan keagungan Allah SWT"



tabahla menghadapi uJian dari Allah.. sesungguhnya bagi setiap hambaNya itu lain2 bentuk uJian nya.

apa2 pun.. kembalilah kepada YANG SATU. kerana walau apa pun yang berlaku.. di dalam dunia ini.. walau tiada seorang pun.. di dalam dunia ini.. kita masih mempunyai DIA.



wallahualam


p/s: mode deeply down.. stress and yeap... no matter what i still have HIM :)
Allah itu Maha Besar

a letter to my blog (miss my blog T_T)

my dear blog,
(giler syco tulis entry tuk blog sndri... hehe)

u mesti miss me kan? huhu miss u too la dear. erm.. banyak sgt la bende nak cerita. mcm mne ha.. ?? i think 2 bulan punye story kot isk.. so lets make it short la. macam summary ke ehehe tringt time form 4/5.. :p.

so kepada sesiape yg tak tahu tu.. meh den cte la. i just arrived from malaysia a month ago selepas bercuti sakan selama 6 mg. hihihi best giler la.. isk yela.. malaysia tu kan my homeland. tpi mmg betul la.. 'hujan batu kat malaysia.. hujan emas kat jerman'.

1. ha siap ade num.. aik ni dah jdi surat rasmi la plak. isk entam la labu.. ok let me start with my life right now. the truth is.. its miserable T_T. adei... den tgh buat satu bende giler ni tau. yg den raso mcm nk slap den nye face 143 kali. er... ade sesape nk tolong ke? ya allah ampunkan dosa hambamu ini.. amin. pakat2 doa yea sume.. sbb i think i've done something really bad la. ades.. but i'm not going to talk about it here. biar la itu rahsia between me and Allah.. p/s: currently mende ni mmg den sorg je yg tau. huhu so no guessing ok.. korg teke2 pun mmg salah punye la.. :p

1.1 err sbb tak habes lagi nk cte about my current status.. so den buat 1.1 la. now tgh nak anta last draft for my thesis.. yeay!! pas anta then nk buat appointment.. hopefully bole settle bulan ni jugak. exam dah lepas sume.. tgl tgu result jek. isk bedebarrr.. T_T. bila nak abes blaja ni? den nak keje la.. please!!!! want to earn my own money then nak rase sket.. cmne susah nye nak cri sesuap nasi ni.. haha ayat tak leh blah. isk yela ritu balik rumah.. suddenly my mind dah wide open. ape kes? erm ingt dtg sni dah jdi matang.. rupenye kene balik mesia dlu. then baru rase mcm... waaaaa i'm matured enough kot. hihihi ok other than that.. i'm doing good. makan kenyang.. tido lena. eh ha sbb pasal tido ni kan.. isk isk. my timing dah lari la.. ade ke den tido kul 8-9mlm smpi 3-4pagi everyday. so now series I AM A MORNING PERSON.. hihi suke tapi xbrape suke. cmne eh?

2. erm so ape yg den dah wat kat malaysia?? hihi dah buat sume bende yg rasenye patut buat.. :p. er dah makan sume jenis fast food (rindu giler nk makan domino's lagi T_T), dah pegi UKM tuk rase teh ais ngan goreng pisang dia, dah makan nasi lemak and all kind of malaysian breakfast hihi kuih2 tu den da rase, makan kat food court umah den, lepak kat mamak, hang out with ALL my frenssss, tunjuk skill masak kat umah, tengok wayang.. OMG.. sume la. tak larat den nk list haha.. but seriesly HEAVEN giler. erm the best part is how i always duk depan comp sbnanye.. sbb main pet haha smpi sume my family tau i addicted kat game b**** ni. adess...


3. ha let's talk about my sister's wedding... hoho damn seronok la!! never felt this way before.. the first 2 weeks smpi mesia tu bersengkang mate la buat preparation sume. and i still remember slept @ 2,3am on the night before wedding. lol.. sebok buat goodies and settle bunge telur. penat ok? tu pun naseb kterg bukan buat kat rumah... psst: rumah kiterg sgt la kemas, mcm gaye tak de wedding. hihi tipu2.. ade la nmpk hantaran tu duk berderet kat ruang tamu. plus bunge2 telur sume.. :p. tpi mmg minimal sgt kesepahan nye.. haha nnt pas ni next2 wedding mmg buat kat lua nye. xkuase la nk kacau rumah.. nnt penat giler nk simpan balik. don't u think so?

ok here the pic's.. mm ade 3ribu lebih gmba... so i upload these 4 je la eh hihi

purple.. time akad nikah - on the morning (Masjid Putrajaya) / gold.. time kenduri kterg - at noon (Lake Club, Putrajaya). angah is missing



hijau.. kenduri pihak lelaki (Gopeng, Perak) / our complete family.. ^^v

*Perkahwinan - penyatuan dua hati.. dua jiwa.. dua keluarga yang berbeza kedua nya. ianya satu ikatan abadi.. satu perjanjian kita dgn Allah yg harus dijaga, dibaja dan di pelihara dgn seelok-elok nya..

to my beloved sister and my lovely brother in law.. semoga berbahagia sehingga ke anak cucu :)*

love is in the air! hehe

hOusekeeping!!!

knock... knock... housekeeping!!


pergh... giler berabuk blog ni.
(merujuk kepada komen pembaca kat chat box.. :p)

mesti kes tuan dia da lme tak update r neh.. ish2. tolong sapu habuk2... isk kene clear the layout. byk bende tak up to date.. ades kronik giler tuan empunya blog ni.


found a notes:

"hoho.. kepada pembaca sekalian.. sorry got few things come up.. got exam luse.. my life is a mess right now.. giler laaaa.. will be back as soon as possible.. :)"