Roman Lob - Standing Still

love this song to the bits ^^




Guess we knew this was coming on
‘Cause you’re already gone in my head
You can tell me that I’m wrong
That you’re staying with me instead

The wind has come along and summer’s dead and gone
Is there anything left here to say?
I can put my arms around the emptiness I found
Find a way to make you stay

But I’m standing still, I’m standing still
As you leave me now
I’m standing still, I’m standing still
As you’re walking out
I’m just standing still

Never thought I’d be so strong
But pieces of me break so easy
What I thought would be the end
Is just the feeling that you freed me

Girl this ain’t giving up, it’s knowing where to stop
Knowing every thing is over
I know my love is blind, I see for the first time
Things ain’t gonna bring us closer

But I’m standing still, I’m standing still
As you leave me now, yeah
I’m standing still, I’m standing still
As you’re walking out

I’m standing still…
I’m just standing still as you leave me now
I’m just standing still

The wind has come along, time is dead and gone
Is there anything left here to say?
I can put my arms around the emptiness I found
Find a way to make you stay

I’m standing still, I’m standing still
As you leave me now, yeah
I’m standing still, I’m standing still
As you’re walking out
I’m just standing still

Nidji - Sang Mantan

so we've been listening to this song couples of time during our trip to frankfurt last weekend haha at the end we declared this is our trip song =D

Dulu aku kau puja

Dulu aku kau sayang

Dulu aku sang juara

Yang selalu engkau cinta

Kini roda telah berputar

Kini aku kau hina

Kini aku kau buang

Jauh dari hidupmu

Kini aku sengsara

Roda memang telah berputar

Mana janji manismu

Mencintaiku sampai mati

Kini engkau pun pergi

Saat ku terpuruk sendiri

Akulah sang mantan

Akulah sang mantan

Sakit teriris sepi

Ketika cinta telah pergi

Akulah sang mantan

Akulah sang mantan

Mana janji manismu

Setia sampai aku mati

Kini engkau pun pergi

Saat ku jatuh dan sendiri

Mana janji manismu

Mencintaiku sampai mati

Kini engkau pun pergi

Saat ku terpuruk sendiri

Akulah sang mantan

Akulah sang mantan

Akulah sang mantan

Akulah sang mantan

Mana janji-janjimu

first JERSEY

so.. the 2011-2012 champions league (CL) won by Chelshit.. aaah schade coz we (Bayern Munich) host it at home this year.

what ever.. we were very frustrated about the result but nothing gonna change it =/ btw just wanna tell about my first jersey - hahs it was Bayern Munich's jersey..!! looool i always thought it's gonna be Arsenal's jersey but yeaah.. what ever (again) ouh forgot to mention i have a non original jersey of Arsenal.. bought it last year at Sandakan and i wore it during Arsenal Malaysia Tour 2011 =P

back to the story ::

we went to watch the final CL match at the Public Viewing in Theresienwiese - second official public viewing by UEFA.. yeap in other word UEFA organised the public viewing so that we can celebrate the finale dahoam (final at home) which turned out to be a big dissapointment for the lads.. =(

it was a great memory tho.. even at first the original plan was to watch it together with my coursemates but at the end we couldn't meet each other - yeah crazy enough to find them in the crowd --> approximately 25 thousands peoples were there.. =O at last i watched it together with my malaysian friends.. and we aka the girls wore the Bayern Munich jersey..!!! hehe cooooool and aweeeeesome (tapi kalah sooobs)

still.. it was a great and memorable day.. congrats chelsea and try again bayern =) 

p/s: later i will try to upload some pics heee

too perfect

life is too perfect to be just like in the drama series.. isn't it..?!



my current so called 'crush' is a drama series HOW I MET YOUR MOTHER which premiered back in 2005 (woow.. it was like 7 years ago..? what was i doing that time sigh)




it was quite similar with F.R.I.E.N.D.S - my all time favourite drama series.. bunch of good friends.. sitting in a cafe / restaurant talking about their life and relationships. 

















sometimes you wanna have something like that.. i mean a close friends to sit and talk and meet everyday but it's just impossible right..?!

i miss my life

so today i went to class.. as usual (ouh really..? hehs) 

while i was listening to the lectures and suddenly at some point i'm questioning myself.. am i doing the right thing..? =/

i gave up almost everything - my family (mom, siblings, nieces and nephew), my career (fantastic jobs with all the wide open opportunity for me to shine - okay over giler statement ni, great salary with tremendous bonus), my bestest friends (maahad, pasum, ukm, jerman).. and i even lost someone that i really love (at that time).. for what..?!

just to fly to germany and further my study and then skipping classes and got not a really good grade in exams and spent all the scholarship money... huff i'm sux. 

and i really miss my life back then in Malaysia..!! ='(

okay enough whining.. the damage is done. and i'll prove that this is not a wrong decision.. i'll be a better person.. got some job here (ya allah please give me a good news)

and most important.. no regret and no turning back.. coz this is life and no matter how hard it is.. no matter how bad it is.. HE will always be there for you.

p/s: hehe okay thanks melayan me merapu.. lol im hungry better get something to eat.. hurm yawn

killed by memories

how do people survived by the way.. from the memories of the loved one. i mean they once become your loved one =/