tak pernah bosan

today.. i wanna talk about one of my dearest friend in matriculation.



nak tahu.. dia ni kategori minah hot gak la. time masuk matrik tu.. dalam kami berempat satu bilik tu.. dia sorang je yang dah ada boyfriend. wahkahkah yang lain naive je tahap gaban. time tu boyfriend dia nama nuri ape ntah. bila pertama kali dengar nama boyfriend dia tu kami duk pakat gelak la.. and i'm the one who's being over the line sampai panggil dia dengan nama nuri...!! sampai laaa sekarang.. lol maaf nuri, ak xleh nak buang lah. anggap je la ak panggil hang ala2 burung nuri macam tu eh =D


so alkisahnya.. dalam masa setahun kami berkawan tu, dia pun break up dengan nuri sebab duk minat dengan seorang mamat ni yang dia kata ada rupa macam justin timberlake..!! wah kami pun duk ligat la.. geram nak berjumpa secara live boyfriend baru dia yang ala2 justin ni (dah nama asal mamat tu pun xingat.. sebab nickname duk lekat justin sampai la ni huu)



sumpah... sampai sekarang kami tak nampak kat mana JUSTIN-nya muka mamat berkenaan.. haha puteh memang la puteh.. kacak la jugak. ouh is he my type of guy.. hurm xdek la plak ada perasaan minat hehe yelaaaa boyfriend besfren koot. nak mampuss..!! okay the twist is at the end mamat justin ni kahwin dengan besfren si nuri ni.. giler tak. so den tak kebas boyfriend orang eh.. besfren dia yang lain plak duk make a move lol



and there is one time (last year kot).. i asked nuri ni - eh why eh ang break-up dengan justin tu dulu.. for me mamat tu cam ada rupa la banding dengan current boyfriend dia yang kategori sedap mata memandang je


and one thing she said.. dia tak pernah bosan dengan boyfriend dia tu aka husband dia sekarang ni (alhamdulillah) so makna kata si justin tu bosan la kaaan.. haha


well so that is what we called jodoh la kan. jangan nak memilih rupa je.. sedangkan pada hakikatnya anda memang tak boleh blah dengan perangai and kebosanan beliau. daah pegi cari yang lain hehe



p/s: yeap.. i knew that feeling. you never felt bored when you are with them =') tapi sayang bukan jodoh kan

i'm damn good in....

making people getting fatter =/



oh god why..? i am truly sorry to those who used to be 'thin' and after knowing me he/she had gained weight so drastically.




sheeesh i love to eat and buy things (food esp) sebab mama kata kalau spent duet dekat makanan tak pe. jangan berkira2 huu so for the past 6 months i've been spending more money on food kot. rathen than clothes etc. think maybe around 3000 euro on food only T___T


kesannya.. i'm worried about cik adik sorang ni. coz i macam membawa influence gemok kepada beliau yang sedang on diet. hue3... den pn maintain je berat macam ni. xkurus2.. haish yela sebab duk dengan diorang family ni. cube kalau i live alone. confirm kurus... =D




just now i bought subway veggie patty yang panjang tuh plus cookies sbb de sale beli 12 ketul dalam 5 euro baru. and cik adik tu pun duk la xtahan godaan cookies subway. lol and suddenly tomorrow she asked me to go cycling with her coz she's very concern about her weight gegege... okaaay siap suh sorok lagi the cookies ahaha den plak yang peluh2.. fufuuu





but we do have our sports routine.. like every saturday main badminton 2 hours then every tuesday swimming and now since dah masuk spring.. we are going to play ping pong everyday dekat rumah. just now i need to find another sport to fill in the gap between tuesday and saturday.. i have tennis racket but dont have partner to play with. xdek geng la sini sooobs kalau dekat mesia confirm boleh ajak fae maen kat ukm >____<



fufuuuh semoga before balik malaysia bulan 8 ni.. i can lose weight dalam 5-10kg..!! ngeh2 angan2 mat jenin ceit

wedding song [2] :: kaulah segalanya

Kau merubah segala
Cinta yang ku dahaga
Kehadiran dirimu
Menyinari mekar semula hatiku

Kau lukis hidupku
kau hias hatiku
Kau sambut cintaku tulus ikhlas
Suci hatimu kasih

Kaulah segalanya
Yang menyinari hidupku kasih
Hanya satunya
Yang kucintai

Sambut lah cintaku
Jangan kau pergi dari sisiku
Cintaku padamu
Ikhlas sejati

Hulur tanganmu kasih
Sambut cintaku
Jangan tinggalkan aku seorang diri
Tak sanggup lagi dilukai

Maafkan aku jika salahku
Peristiwa yang pernah ku alami dulu
Aku tahu betapa pahitmu
Menerima sejarah hidupku

Kaulah segalanya
Yang menyinari hidupku kasih
Hanya satunya
Yang kucintai

Sambutlah cintaku
Jangan kau pergi dari sisiku
Cintaku padamu
Ikhlas sejati
Cintaku padamu
Ikhlas sejati

pLease la... berADAB sikit f***er

ouh sheT... i am soooooooo emo and pissed off hari ni.


i would say today is the emo-ish day since i arrived here last october in germany. even my friend had to cool me down... lol (yes i jarang marah and emo kot.. kena marah selalu ade lah -__-')



so you are about to read an emo story from an emo me and i might get you emo too.. =D eh emo tu emotional daaa.. faham..?!



alright.. you know living abroad ni. kadang2 kita rasa semua malaysia tu bersaudara.. ye lah sape lagi ada dekat bumi abroad tu kalau bukan saudara sesama bangsa and agama ye dak? jadi nya adalah sesetengah makhluk allah ni jenis yang kalau nak berjalan ke sana ke sini dia akan cari contact dekat kawasan berkenaan.

contoh la : mungkin kalau anda nak berjalan ke paris maka cuba2 lah cari kenalan atau kawan kepada kenalan atau sesiapa sahaja lah.. asalkan Malaysian. yelah untuk menumpang bermalam sehari, dua atau tiga empat hari kaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan..!!



the thing is.. boleh. why not.. sebab kami ni pun ada rumah yang ala2 hotel gitu.. ada bilik free 2,3 jadi sudilah kiranya anda2 semua datang menumpang ye tak? even i dont really know who you are.. setakat kawan atas kawan pastu ada hati nak tentukan life kita supaya masuk dengan jadual perjalanan mereka.. yeah WHY NOT..!! boleh la sangat kot datang reramai lepas tu promote pula dekat kawan2 kaaaaaaaan...!! *baca dalam nada sarcasm please*



gile tak ada adab punya orang.. apa ingat korang belajar oversea then you have the right to be damn rude.. giler vavi betul lah. agak2 la sikit.. datang nak tumpang rumah orang.. then nak paksa2 tuan rumah pulak.. memang bongok tau.


well actually this didn't really happen to me.. but to our friends. kisahnya macam ni la..

si B (boy) dan si G (girl) mereka ni couple kooot. so nak datang jalan2 area sini.. boleh pulak ada sorang ni si M (malaun) yang jenis jadi yellow pages dekat jerman ni. pegi promote rumah orang tu orang ni dekat orang lain. eh M (malaun) u bajet cool ke.. ? tak faham den. kot yea pun nak jadi baik.. i mean helping others with accomodation, agak2 la. boleh fikir tak privacy rumah2 orang yang dia duk promote tu. giler ape.. duk diam2 sudah lah.

at the end abes semua orang dekat area sini si B and si M tu pegi contact thru FB and tanya boleh tumpang duduk rumah tak..? OH MY GOSH.. please la kot yea pun nak saving bab accomodation, beragak la sikit. kiterang kalau travel xpenah2 nak tumpang rumah orang kot.. tebai muka laaaa and furthermore you have scholar la dowh... duet banyak nak mampus tapi berkira yang amat bab tempat tinggal. eh kalau TAK MAMPU TAK PAYAH TRAVEL la.. even i bila buat budget travel.. always and always cari tempat tinggal sendiri. *unless memang di pelawa kan.. and kalau dah di pelawa tu maknanya tahap kawan dah la. ni memang tak kenal hujung pangkal tiba2 nak datang tumpang. buat nya korang tu penyangak ke who knows right.. zzz


okay at the end.. si B and si G ni pun berjaya la mendapatkan tempat tinggal percuma dengan kawan2 kami (yang sangat la baik). si G ni duk dengan my friend ni lah.. dia dah berkeluarga and de anak sorang so dia senang kalau amik si G je and si B di seperatekan duduk rumah guys bujang. mula2 mereka ni okay saja la dengan plan tersebut.. sekaliiiiiiii haaa



the boiling point is when tadi kawan ni duk cerita.. si B ni duk try pujuk dia untuk duduk sekali dengan gerlfren dia si G tu.. means nak tumpang gak rumah my friend la dedua ketui tuh. dengan alasan nanti dia nk kene hantar awek dia g rumah my friend ni and then kene pegi travel dalam 30 minit pula ke rumah dak2 laki bujang tu.. eh helloooo it's not our problem la. ko nak travel pepandai la survive.. kate nak save duet sangat. and si B ni sangat tak puas hati kenapa my friend ni xboleh tumpangkan dia and si G sekali.. siap compare lagi before ni okay je duk tumpang2 rumah family orang lain.



rasa nak betukar jadi super saiya je and give si B a lesson aka belasah sampai amnesia ke. eh come on.. suka hati laaa. nak samakan my friend dengan orang lain plak. dah dia memang macam tu.. and her husband pun memang xkan bagi laki lain duduk sekali.. nak tumpang sampai weekdays lak tu. dah kalau husband dia pegi kerja, tinggal my friend dengan baby girl dia dekat rumah. korang tu sape plak.. tak kenal pun. haih me myself wont take the risk la


itu kata.. kekadang diorang ni amik things for granted and amik mudah mende2 macam ni. hidup terlampau barat kot eh..? wallahualam



i had enough.. banyak dah ni menahan amarah. i really can't stand this type of people.. and ada lagi la point2 lain yang xlarat nak di tulis. siap perli2 my friend lagi and the fact that dia siap boleh suruh my friend ni balik rumah awal sebab diorang dah penat travel and nak simpan beg etc.. wtFcuk is that..?! dah la xkenal langsung.. sebok nak arrange hidup orang. itu kate TAK ADA ADAB..!! bodoh.




and this post is not only for them la.. tapi general speaking. memang banyak dah nampak post2 yang duk cari tempat bermalam bila travel etc. we have this malaysian FB group and very obvious orang duk tanya2 dalam group tu. come on la common sense kot.. you had enough money to spend on your own.. go and book a room rather than simply asking and begging and FORCING others to accept you.


please bear in mind the fact that you are a STRANGER..!!

the vOW - movie review

so... i was on twitter when someone talk about this movie.. THE VOW


watched the trailer and today.. at 3 am i decided to watch the movie online.. heh no need to go to cinema lah. and guess what happen...!!


merah mata + selsema kejap akibat nangis tengok cite ni.. soooobs and i just knew it was based on true story. gosh.. giler lah. i wanna rate the movie 5/5 =DD




sedikit sinopsis:

pasal satu pasangan ni (leo and paige) owh no wonder macam penah tengok the guy.. dia berlakon cerita she's the man.. kikiki alright back to the story. so there is one day diorang accident and the wife lost her 5 years of memories.. termasuk la si leo ni. apa yang dia ingat is dia bertunang dengan jeremy and live with her parents. jeng jeng jeng.. adalah kisah di sebaliknya pasal family dia.. and yang paling best is how she follow the exact path to her long lost life tu (i.e just before she lost her memory la)



movie quotes:

"I vow to love you and no matter what challenges might carry us apart, we will always find a way back to each other."

"Life’s all about moments of impact and how they change our lives forever. But what if one day, you could no longer remember any of them?"

"Paige: I vow to help you love life, to always hold you with tenderness and to have the patience that love demands. To speak when words are needed and to share the silence when they’re not, and to live within the warmth of your heart — and always call it home.
Leo: I vow to seriously love you, in all your forms, now and forever. I promise to never forget that this is a once in a lifetime love."

seriously.. worth to watch. and please prepare tissue la.. as for me lucky i just had my shower and my towel is still with me.. so lap guna towel je la.. zzz

one of our wedding song.. lol

click2 on youtube semalam and can't stop listening to this song.. haha and i gave it to my friend.. with a note 'a-must-song-on-your-wedding-day..!!' kikiki

bila baca lirik dia memang macam sangat... hurm kena lah. so pasang je la time wedding korang nanti eh =D 'i think im gonna make a list of songs i wanna play on the w-day' tiba-tibaaaa




Pasha Ungu Ft. Adel - Penghujung Cintaku

berakhir sudah pencarian cintaku
jiwa ini tak lagi sepi, hati ini tlah ada yang miliki
tiba diriku di penghujung mencari cinta
diri ini tak lagi sepi, kini aku tak sendiri

aku akan menikahimu, aku akan menjagamu
ku kan selalu di sisimu seumur hidupmu
aku akan menyayangimu, ku kan setia kepadamu
ku kan selalu di sisimu seumur hidupmu

tiba diriku di penghujung mencari cinta
hati ini tak lagi sepi, kini aku tak sendiri

aku akan menyayangimu, ku kan setia kepadamu (kepadamu)
ku kan selalu di sisimu seumur hidupmu
wooo aku akan menikahimu, oh aku akan menjagamu
ku kan selalu di sisimu seumur hidupmu

nananana nananana nananana nananana
ku kan selalu di sisimu seumur hidupmu
seumur hidupmu [4x]

p/s: off to concert tonight... fufuuu gedebar

this is... crazyyyyyyyy

can't get you out of my mind.. asyik2 nak click checking on you. aaaargh sampai tak tahu nak buat apa dah.. =(

so i write it here. wahai hati.. bersabar boleh tak. cepuk kang grrrr part of my heart really want to talk to you but the other part wont let me. this is crazy.. ish3



this feeling.. can destroy my life okay. cannot study huff please god. lapangkan dadaku dan berilah hambamu ini peluang untuk bersama eh.. peluang untuk.. hmm entah la


apa2 pun kita doa sesame eh ^^

here it goes again..

today is MBFW - my best friend's wedding heeee she looks gorgeous ouh. wait seminit selepas di tilik2 my friends almost 80% adalah gorgeous lagi 20% jatuh kategori sedap mata memandang hoho subhanallah.. ciptaan Allah semuanya hebat2 belaka. tak ada yang hodoh yea =) sebab kalau anda menghina sesuatu kejadian tu maknanya anda menghina sang pencipta nya juga.. so fikir2 kan lah dan selamat beramal heh


okay enough being-a-bit-pious.. back to the main story : MBFW


so i met her 9 years ago (omg really..?!! i lost count already huu) kami rommie berempat at pasum. duduk dekat 11th college.. yeap the best college eveeeer. even kenal dan berjumpa dalam masa yang singkat i.e setahun je.. it means a lot to me. dunno bout them tapi macam sama je kot errr eh btw dah penah buat post pasal diorang huh okay skip all the intro.



now 2012.. 2 of us dah kawen.. tinggal me and my friend lagi sorang heh dalam bergetar pun dari 8 orang.. enam dah kawen. tinggal dua orang juga. and from my best friends at ukm.. 2 out of 8 dah kawen. haha okay rilex still ada enam lagi. so here it goes again.. all the jodoh things.


as i look back on what i've been through these 26 years.. i found few peoples which i think the most compatible with me but definitely not my jodoh. should i complaint..? or regret bout it..?


NOPE.. wanna know why ::

you know life is worth the struggle when you look back on what you lost & realize what you have now is way better.. - maka nikmat Tuhan yang manakah yang kamu dustakan?

don&apos;t worry

i'll wait for you.. and/or i'll find you.. don't worry =)


just please hurry.. and come here >__<





p/s: waiting mode heh

ich vermisse dich

ich vermisse dich - auf Deutsch

=

i miss you - in English

=

saya rindu awak - dalam Bahasa Melayu




sekian kelas bahasa kita pada hari ni. not even sorry for the short post lol



btw i do.. miss you <3

kerana bubbLe tea.. ouh

tahukah anda.. saya sebenarnya bukan lah penggemar tegar bubble tea..


sebab tak suka tengok dia di jual sepah2 kiri kanan dalam shopping complex mahupun dekat mydin. heh okay tipu.. tipu.. fine sebab sebetulnya ialah ada issue tak percaya pada tahap kebersihan kedai tersebut. yela nampak cam cikai2 je kan.. =/


tapi bila ingat2 balik macam dari sekolah menengah dulu - tahun 2001/02 pernah minum kot. fae introduce to me and she once again bawak balik bubble tea ni dalam hidup den dalam setahun dua yang lepas grrrr. beli kat warta bangi je sebab memang sedap gilerr kot kat situ. and of course la order perisa honey dew yow. tapi baru minum sekali dua kedai tu dah tutop.. sedih kaaaan =(



then after that i never been a fan dah.. *okay tipu lagi ade gak satu percubaan beli bubble tea kat little taiwan (LT).. dekat depan carrefour alamanda tu (betui kaa.. ntah ler) tapi time tu macam loser2 lagi sebab before ni selalu fae yang beli jek hoho so i never know how to order..!! sekali je beli kat LT tuh.. dah tobat xbeli dah. mahai nak mampus pastu xsedap kot (okay maybe sebab salah pilih flavour kan huu)



then then.. back in august last year i went to sandakan dengan my lady bos.. haaa dia pun cam penggemar bubble tea kot sebab tetiba satu hari tu time odw balik dari site dia ajak pegi beli dekat satu kedai ni.. and OMG.. sedap giler koooot dorang buat..!!! rase cm nak bawak balik je serbuk yang dorang guna tu keh2
p/s:sesape tau kat mane nak dapat supplier buat bubble tea ni please let me know.. lol



okay that was not the main point of this post lagi.. i wanna tell moreee. so bila datang sini, sangat batak la bila jumpa bubble tea coz i think it's asian nye produk. and ada kakak sorang ni (kak mima dearie) introduce a bubble tea shop dekat stadt - name dia MEITO. and and i memang salute gileeer coz memang sama sedap la dengan dekat sandakan tuh.. hue2 coz im comparing the best of the best eh


and i've been to that shop like >10 times dah kot. biasalah ada ups and down.. kekadang pekerja dia buat sedap kekadang tak sedap. tapi bila dapat yang sedaaaap tu rasa nikmat sangaaaat.. sampai boleh senyum sorang2.. and siap boleh turn my swing mood haha yeah hanya kerana bubble tea ouh..!! harga dia pun not bad.. around 3,20 Euro. and staff kat situ pun siap dah boleh hafal my order.. coz asek sama je tiap kali datang kan.. hehs

black tea - milk - cold - honey dew - tapioca pearls.. my order forever and ever kot. dah rase gak orang lain nye camne tapi xbeeeeest.. huff


ouh kerana bubble tea jugak.. sebab tadi duk q panjang and dorang duk pasang lagu2 kat tv so today i jadi crazy dengar this song.. be mine from infinite (korean group kooot) the awkward moment is because i never been a fan of korean/japan artist huu sheT..!!

but i just love this song je laaa... okay layan eh


zaaaasss





p/s: ramai betul satu group huu

i wish one day we can..

go out and hang out together.. for the first and last time maybe. i really wanna know how it feels going out with you.. =/


coz you have no idea how much you mean to me. and how much i love you since the first day i know you.. but i just know that we can't be together =')





this is not a 'forever alone' kind of story or a 'friendzone' love story.. this is a true story and probably the story of my life..



ya Allah can you please grant me this >____<

- Five Minutes -

have you heard about Five Minutes..?

le me browsing le youtube and found them.. well i frankly wanna say they are damn good. think indonesian group.. but i have no idea which song are their's. since they also sing other's song.. contoh lagu feveret den dekat bawah ni.. okay enjoy.. ^^




Mungkin aku patut membenci dia
Karna mencintaimu
Jujur kukatakan aku tak rela dia curi hatimu

Karna ku lebih dulu jadi kekasihmu
Dan dengan sungguh mencintaimu
Ku tak ingin dirinya menggantikan aku
Karna ku tahu, ku lebih baik dari dirinya

Aku ingin dia yang pergi jauh
Pergi jauh darimu

i hate you

enough said.







bye =)

Lady Antebellum - Need You Now HD

my favourite song in 2009 before it was cool... and won grammysssss...!! =')




Picture perfect memories scattered all around the floor
Reachin' for the phone 'cause I can't fight it anymore
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now

Another shot of whiskey can't stop looking at the door
Wishing you'd come sweeping in the way you did before
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one, I'm a little drunk and I need you now
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now


Guess I'd rather hurt than feel nothin' at all

It's a quarter after one I'm all alone and I need you now

And I said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now

And I don't know how I can do without

I just need you now

I just need you now (wait)

Ooo, baby, I need you now

a D e L e

sempena adele dah menang 6 grammy awards ni.. i wanna dedicate this post to her. yeah i know la she wont read this lol.. but just a fun post coz i really really really adore her..!!


so, hasil dari pencarian google.. album 21 adalah album kedua dia selepas album pertama 19. heh okay boleh agak la kan.. album dia di namakan sempena umur dia.. cool kan. kalau ikut logik.. album seterusnya bertajuk 23 kwang2.. tapi korang silap. sebab nya birthday dia dah nak dekat i.e May so xsempat la nak release album 23 kan.. hehs tahun ni umur dia 24 koot.. macam xpercaya kan. yeap i looks younger than her.. kih3 =D



i remember listening to her song.. esp rolling in the deep. yela time keluar2 dengan my friend buka hitz / fly sume duk pasang lagu dia kot. and lagu someone like you tu dengar time dekat sini.. set fire to the rain pun sama.. haih kekadang terfikir juga kenapa dari dulu xdengar lagu2 dia huu



apa2 pun one fact you should know bout the album 21 tuh.. she start writing all the lyrics since 2009 i.e time broke up dengan ex-boyfriend dia. well sometimes kesedihan tu pun boleh menguntungkan seseorang kan? haha siapa sangka.. sebab putus cinta boleh menang grammy..!! giler.. me heartbroken pun takat hurm.. okay tayah tau details heh




what ever it is.. adele, keep it up. coz your voice memang best giler.. and you didn't even need all the techno music or ft. sesiapa etc.. coz you had it all - on your own.. =)



nah layan her performance time grammy hari tu.. standing ovation from audience.. ^^

pay attention at min 2.36.. hehs love it. somehow she's trying to say - fcuk yea.. you can had me.. and you had it all but...

p/s: really wanna go to your concert... >______<