peace but.. no peace

let me recall... this thing happen february last year kot and somehow i do make a post bout this thing. heh penat giLer cari.. hmm

my sin.. cube bce the first paragraph. haa now is the perfect time la to slap me or to kill me ke. haigo.. penat la. and now xdek mood langsung nk keje. can i quit..? hmm last night i search for erasmus nye scholarship. was thinking to further study kat oversea again. just wish i can forget this thing.. tpi tarikh apply dah tutup lah demmit... >_<

owh btw tetbe je nak ckp... er i just diterima masuk jdi blogger kat satu site ni. n they wud pay for my post. ngeh2.. okay la kot. tpi tu la.. xdek idea nak wat ape la. dah la english hancus.. tah pape.. =/ owh one thing i've learned la. if u nak menulis something.. jdi blogger ke penulis novel ke.. write truly from ur heart.

coz the other day when i submit my sample of writing.. ade ke dia ckp 'ur English is not up to par' demm2...!! haih when i read it back.. cm b**** gak la sample tuh. aa tu sbb tules time kat office okay and cm teragak2 nk cri idea. then when i replied back to her.. tetbe dia suke hihi thank god ^^. nak tau knape dia suke? hmm coz i wrote that from my heart. heh.. mati la pas ni sume nk wat cmtu haih.. ingt sng ke nk cri idee.. cmne la nk jdi kaye cm ain maisarah ni.. penulis berjaya tu huhu *err tetbe ade impian nk jdi penulis sbnanye*

btw di saat jiwa kacau bilau ni.. i haven't reply to her yet. err her refer to miss yg bg mail tu la. mesti dia tertunggu2.. hmm okay2 bile dah send this report i'll try to produce 'my first baby'


owh aa this week appraisal... huff and i got one pending job lah. tpi now xdek mood la wat.. cmne hek. ujian terhebat kot.. bile membabitkan emosi ni.


hmm btw thanks for 'bLocking' me. if i know u very well la... u wont let me get in ur life back. *err okay.. dont think i want that too.. enough is enough la kan* aa mcm la dia bce mende ni.. =P i just dont understand one thing.. y at the moment i feel like wanna cry T_T.

eyp2 but ni kat office la controL sket bole tak..? hesh *kelip2 mate byk kali.. er so that the tears tak jatuh... haih bongek giLer lah*



what ever it is.. thank u Allah for solving this for me.