how are you..?

hey..


how u doing..? hope u sleep well.. n eat well.. coz i'm not. only god knows how much i want to text u.. but i'm afraid =(




pLease... be okay. don't do something stupid..



i know this sound crazy but i'll fly there on winter.. as i promised before.



*mm i just don't know to whom i wanna share this feeling.. so my dear blog u r the chosen one =)

cikgu naj

heh...

xtau la pesal lately de byk good news... thank u Allah. perhaps this is one of HIS ways to help me get over that thing ke.. mm tah la =/


btw i just start my part time jdi tuition teacher. sLumber je akak tu call me and ask me to back her ajar fizik n kimia f5 last night... T_T (p/s: she interviewed me a night before. giLer tak? haih)

dah la smlm call kul 7.. then ckp nnt kul 8 the class start. u imagine la..? haigo pening n gelabah giler den. so dgn muke blur masuk class jmpe students.. i just introduce me as cikgu naj la. err memula cm rase poyo je suh dorg pgl 'cikgu'. tpi if pgl kak kang.. cm xbest plak heh =P


so bile dah start ajar tu.. mmg kantoi la i forgot few things. cmne nk prepare in one hour? i left those things 8 years ago kot. gileeeeeeeeeeeeeeeer ape.. pastu tetbe de budak ni tnye 'cikgu cmne nk jawab soalan ni' - tunjuk2 pasal elektrik circuit. errrrr..... @_@


ngan gaye mcm bijak pandai "erm okay.. so cmne rumus dia yg sbnanye...? (dlm hati series xingt lah.. demm)" skali dia tunjuk rumus then kire2 skali dpt plak jawapan. fuuuuh lega... haha saje je nk suh dia remind me the rumus actually.. kui2

then ajar kimia pasal redox.. x__x



aa dlu time spm xla tere sgt kimia tpi bile dan masuk pasum cm dah hebat gak. skali pas keje skang ni.. haram xingt. agaga so to remind me back pasal this proses.. slumber je pgl sorg budak ni. "okay cube tules kat dpan.. pasal oxidation n reduction" haha bagus btul budak2 ni ikut ckp cegu eh ^^

tpi sbnanye i got this few books la atas meja.. dorg supply. tpi series la... i cannot xplain very well. haih n bdak2 ni plak mmg duk problem pasal redox2 ni... wuuuu T__T dah la nak exam mg depan.. soooobs


somehow tgh syok2 xplain.. tetbe dah times up...! so bye2 la student ku sekalian. tgk la if next time we meet again.. hehs



odw way back tu t'mnung pnjg je dlm kete... hmm bukan pk pasal tusyen tu tpi pasal dia. n time tu rase cm lapar sgt. tpi round2 sume tmpt xdek mood nk bli pape... at the end balik umah je =/


what's wrong with me eh.. ='(

no title

haih.. tadi bos kate will send me n my colleague to Makkah. but as my colleague said to me.. mm layan je la bos tu. jgan menaruh harapan.. XD

yeap that is what i did for the past 5 months. malas la nk get too xcited. if ade rezeki ade lah =)


btw i think i wanna active blog balik... already deactivate my fb (malas layan). later on will change my url n make it private la kot. sng sket nak menules... heh


after this u'll see me in my post (err yg i wat part time tuh.. ceh perasan je) okay till then.. de keje nak wat fufu. eh think i cam bole kurus la.. lately asek t'menung je.. selera makan xdek. i liiiiike ^_^


p/s: ngantuk giLer okay... haih smlm cm dah tdo awal.. =/

peace but.. no peace

let me recall... this thing happen february last year kot and somehow i do make a post bout this thing. heh penat giLer cari.. hmm

my sin.. cube bce the first paragraph. haa now is the perfect time la to slap me or to kill me ke. haigo.. penat la. and now xdek mood langsung nk keje. can i quit..? hmm last night i search for erasmus nye scholarship. was thinking to further study kat oversea again. just wish i can forget this thing.. tpi tarikh apply dah tutup lah demmit... >_<

owh btw tetbe je nak ckp... er i just diterima masuk jdi blogger kat satu site ni. n they wud pay for my post. ngeh2.. okay la kot. tpi tu la.. xdek idea nak wat ape la. dah la english hancus.. tah pape.. =/ owh one thing i've learned la. if u nak menulis something.. jdi blogger ke penulis novel ke.. write truly from ur heart.

coz the other day when i submit my sample of writing.. ade ke dia ckp 'ur English is not up to par' demm2...!! haih when i read it back.. cm b**** gak la sample tuh. aa tu sbb tules time kat office okay and cm teragak2 nk cri idea. then when i replied back to her.. tetbe dia suke hihi thank god ^^. nak tau knape dia suke? hmm coz i wrote that from my heart. heh.. mati la pas ni sume nk wat cmtu haih.. ingt sng ke nk cri idee.. cmne la nk jdi kaye cm ain maisarah ni.. penulis berjaya tu huhu *err tetbe ade impian nk jdi penulis sbnanye*

btw di saat jiwa kacau bilau ni.. i haven't reply to her yet. err her refer to miss yg bg mail tu la. mesti dia tertunggu2.. hmm okay2 bile dah send this report i'll try to produce 'my first baby'


owh aa this week appraisal... huff and i got one pending job lah. tpi now xdek mood la wat.. cmne hek. ujian terhebat kot.. bile membabitkan emosi ni.


hmm btw thanks for 'bLocking' me. if i know u very well la... u wont let me get in ur life back. *err okay.. dont think i want that too.. enough is enough la kan* aa mcm la dia bce mende ni.. =P i just dont understand one thing.. y at the moment i feel like wanna cry T_T.

eyp2 but ni kat office la controL sket bole tak..? hesh *kelip2 mate byk kali.. er so that the tears tak jatuh... haih bongek giLer lah*



what ever it is.. thank u Allah for solving this for me.

tips beli kete... hoho

er saya officially dah berjaya membeli sebuah kereta.. hehs. okay la kan engineer xdek kete ape kes. tpi berdasarkan pengalaman saya lah.. ade beberape tips nak kasi tau. sebagai peringatan tuk semua jgak.. sbb kdg2 disebalik keghairahan nk beli kete.. mende lain tolak tepi haih.. xbole cmtu yek.. ^^


okay2.. tips2 nye

1. first skali... bile nk beli kete mesti amik loan bank kan..? sbgai org islam lah.. sebolehnya kita nak la buat secara islamic. means islamic car loan. haa ade pnah dgr ke? xpnah eh.. xpe2.. ni sya bgtau. ade.. so just go and find it la. xpn nnt saya rekomen satu tmpt ni.. mine? wopps xislamic kot.. huhu sbb saya tau pasal islamic car loan pn lepas dah oder kete. melepas...

2. secondly.. tnye dia pasal insurans kete. pn sebolehnya nak islamic lah. amik la takaful.. saya nye? pn xislamic gak.. sbb tau pn after beli kete. demmit je kan.. >_< tpi nnt ade problem la sbb kdg2 org kete ni dah attach dgn certain insuran company but so what? kite nk beli kete.. we are the buyer.. kuasa kat tgn kite la. nnt korg buat2 la ckp 'oo xpe la.. xnak la beli if bukan takaful nye insurans..' - konfem pastu dorg akn ckp dorg akan try make it takaful.. so sbnanye bole la kan? haiya. if dah terbeli insuran bese rasenye after one year baru bole tuka.. *from my reading la*

3. tgk betul2 full spec of cars... jgan slah lak huhu

4. pegi la wat sndri num plat kete.. like me. hehe kepuasan terjamin la sbb dpt plih number sndri. if u go on ur own harge dia RM210 baru. but if u ask the dealer kete dia akan charge 400+ kot. so giler kan? haa g sndri ler. and rajin2 la check num plat semasa kat website JPJ. in my case la.. saya dpt call hari ni kete dah smpi.. so saya trus g jpj beli num plat. tpi dah melepas la number idaman. and sebenarnya korg bole g je beli awal2 num plate ni.. even before kete smpi. rasenye bile dah beli num plat tu kene dftr kereta within 3 months.. so pegi je la beli dlu number tuh. u just need ic je.. ingt kan kne ade pengesahan psal beli kete ke ape. skali xdek pon haih. klu tau bole je g awal2 book number best2 huhu

5. okay ni yg penting la.. tnye dia ape free gift bole dpt..!! jgan lupe tau.... haih. den ritu xingt nk tnye plak. **** jek. den rase den nye free gift tahap ayam lah. voucher tinted pn sket. pastu ade ke nk kasi tu jek.. loser nye. then bile den provoke2 dia ckp aa nnt la dia kasi mcm2. tpi xsmpi 4 brg. wtf.. er k tercurse plak.. cube tgk org ni kasi apeeeee...??!! mmg tahap nanges la free gift dia wuuu

* Road Tax Sticker
* Non Slip Dashboard Mat
* Towing 1 Year
* Voucher Tinted RM300
* Steering lock
* Sand Blasting
* Blind Spot Mirror
* Sunshade
* Tyre & Leather Shine Wax
* Car Perfume AMBI PUR
* Car Shampoo
* Air Battery
* CD Case
* Belt Stopper Clip
* Car Rain Cover
* Auto Coolant
* Door Protector
* Waxing Sponge
* Shoulder Pad
* Neck Pillow
* Voucher Service

+ FREE FULL TANK PETROL FOR YOUR NEW CAR

yg lagi best : No matter what brand/model. soooooooooooooooooooooooobs.. T_T


haaa nanges taaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaak..? giler kan.. knape la den xtau pasal dia ni jual kete awal2.. huhu so seriesly.. take this as a series matter la.


so dgn tips2 yg xseberape ni.. sila la wat keputusan yg bijak pndai. dan ingt lah satu pesanan saya.

KERETA IALAH LIABILITY.. NOT AN ASSET

so no need to buy mahal2 one if your gaji just tahap <3k.. think ahead. think about ur future.. when u get married.. ada hati ke nk byr kete 6,7,8 ratus sblan? hidup sorg skang mmg la xkesah ape.. tpi bile dah berdua? haa mcm2 nnt konfliknye. baik la beli kete biase2 saje.. byr pn murah2 saje sbln.. invest more on asb ke unit trust ke insurans nyawa ke.. berbaloi lagi kan?

ckup la kereta untuk memudahkan pergerakan kita seharian.. if nk bermegah2.. or utk kepuasan hati maybe make ur self stable dlu lah. lepas kawin baru plan betul2.. =)



p/s: if you want to buy new car... with all those gift + islamic loan car... let me know eh ^^

life must go on... ^^

wah.. dah 2 bulan xblogging.. ampeh nye saye.. T_T

kdg2 xtau la ade ke tak org suke bce blog ni.. er haha sometimes trase nk wat blog baru. so that er sume mende2 dlu yg saye duk ngarut org xbce. (ni kes nak link blog saya kat fb lah ni... tpi nnt kantoi kat my family plak.. haha segan lah den.. =P)


i think i've changed la. =/



i dont know where to find my self... ilang tertgl kat jerman kah.. waaa. i think before ni i'm a person who know what she want. tpi skang ni... asek ade kemusykilan jek. i'm happy with my job seriesly but dont think its challenging enough. i'm so wanna run away n work overseas.. yezza my dream yg xpnah come true ahaha.. keep on dreamin' babeh... ^^


my probition period.. 6 months. after that insya allah permenant kot. ngahaha kot eh..? xtau la.. it depends on bos. tpi normally engineer xdek kontrak la kat ikram ni.. fufu risau gak. but then if i wanna quit n find other job pn within this 6 months la. nnt pas ni dah konfem susah lak nk tuka2 keje. tpi tu la.. planning den ni sume nye ade 'if... if only... only if...' bla bla bla haiyoo pening.



xpe la.. bia masa menentukan.. btw saya nk cari part time lah.. anyone can help ke.. T_T