seriously.. minyak Mestika!!

sebenarnya dah lama tak guna minyak-minyak urut ni. selalu urutkan orang adalah.. sakit perut lah sakit kaki betis lah macam-macam

in fact.. i didn't even remember the last time i use it. see punyalah berzaman tak guna

anyway.. today and past few days have had a really tough & rough week. and i realised had a pain on my neck whenever i turn/look at the left side. urut punya urut makin sakit ade..!! huff

naseb teringat ada minyak Mestika ni.. a friend gave me before she left Germany. thanks a looooot babe..!! it works haha terus hilang segala sakit.. rasa kagum gila 😍

nah siap dedicate post untuk minyak Mestika

p/s: world cup fever dah start.. my fav team macam biasa Brazil-Germany-Spain but i think the final will be BRAvsGER lah heh we'll see tho

blame game

salah siapa?

adakah Long Jaafar yang bersalah kerana mengimport 20,000 kaum Cina utk bekerja di lombong Larut (Biritsh belum lagi menjajah Tanah Melayu ketika ini)

adakah Temenggung Abu Bakar yang bersalah mengimport sehingga hampir 100,000 buruh Cina untuk bekerja di ladang lada hitam (Biritsh belum lagi menjajah Tanah Melayu ketika ini)

adakah kerajaan British yang bersalah kerana kemasukan immigran Cina dan India untuk aktiviti ekonomi dan perdagangan

atau adakah Tengku A Rahman yang bersalah kerana bermurah hati memberikan kerakyatan kepada hampir 1 juta 'stateless person'

well you can keep playing the blame game but the truth is Melayu, Cina, India and others fought for the independence of Tanah Melayu

kepada yang extremist bangsa dan agama.. berlapang dadalah. kalau semua ikut dan hormat Perlembagaan Persekutuan Malaysia tanpa mempertikaikan apa yang tertulis kita patut boleh hidup aman damai

berbanggalah anda seorang Malaysian sebab memang bukan senang hidup berbilang bangsa dan agama

perihal tudung

kesian Mawar Fareeda.

patut Mazidul minta maaf dekat dia. 'too naive' kalau nak percaya semua komen dekat fb tu dari Mawar sendiri. tapi memang komen yang di highlight oleh Mazidul tu melampau. patut pecat admin page tu atau pun hantar ke sekolah yang ajar social media etiquette 101

tudung mahal beratus ringgit.

memang kalau pakai tudung beratus ni bukannya nampak lagi comey pun. tak pula tinggi darjat menutup auratnya. dulu pun pernah terfikir juga kenapa la dorg ni sanggup beli Ariani yang 3-4 ratus.. like come on tudung pun lagi mahal dari jubah ke. bak kata Ustaz Azhar - pakai baldi pun tutup aurat juga hehs

tapi bila fikir balik. biarlah dorg mampu. kalau gaji 25k sebulan setakat 250 tu baru satu peratus je kan? kalau gaji 2.5k pula baru sepuluh peratus. ada lagi 90 peratus untuk belanja bulanan. pandai la dorg uruskan kewangan dorg walau terpaksa makan megi sepuluh hari terakhir pun

macam beli kereta la. tujuan tu sebab nak bergerak dari point A ke B. so kenapa sampai nak beli BMW, Merc, Audi etc kan boleh je beli Proton, Perodua. tapi sebab dorg mampu kan.

so dalam konteks ni tak perlu nak judgmental. mungkin yang beli Fareeda tu pakai kereta kancil, myvi je dan yang beli tudung dekat chow kit harga sepuluh ringgit tu mungkin bawa kereta mewah - ni spesies cheapskate

sebab apa? priority kita lain-lain. ada orang nak bergaya dari segi pakaian. ada orang nak nampak gah dengan kereta. tak kesah la mana2 asal padan dengan kerangka

*me who had never owned Fareeda, Ariani, Hajaba and the gang. neither a fan of Fizo, Mawar, Mazidul

biggest fear

back then my biggest fear was to pass the driving test.. but few years ago - without failing any of the test (parking, on road, and that tricky small hill deym) plus manage to get only one q wrong for the objective section - i accomplished the mission

meh. nothing to proud of but my point is how can i do such thing ie overcome the greatest fear of my life. its like having a big butterfly in your stomach errr kid.ding

now i tell you another little secret.. my biggest fear right now is about my *****

urgh i hate this.. the exact feeling that i have few years back. dear lord please help me

rejuvenate

kalau di translate rejuvenate - nafas baru

well that is exactly what i need now.. or maybe to restore to revive the positive aura back into my life


need a life line

me writing

kadang-kadang rasa banyak benda nak tulis. tapi tak terluah dan tak tertulis..

i suffered a 'low-moment-of-life' last week.. after i found out about something that i shouldn't know. but i always believe that it happens for a reason.. Allah wants me to know so that I can move on (maybe)

huff tough meh and heart why being so harsh on me..?

VMY 2014

so today i went to city center.. only to find myself walking along the 'dead shopping streets'. shops closed at 2pm since tomorrow is a public holiday

somehow i feel grateful because back in Malaysia most of the shops and shopping center operates 365 days per year

but really how crazy is that..? it's in our culture that every weekend/public holidays we went out (stuck in traffic jam, spent hours on the road) for shopping etc

did someone ever propose a crazy idea to implement this i.e shops closed every Sunday and public holiday so that at least we Malaysian have a quality time with our family at home

i bet you won't survive hehs well in that case i welcome 2014 as a Visit Malaysia Year.. shopping heaven indeed =)

sometimes

sometimes being a good listener comes with a price

sometimes you got carried away and end up burst into tears - lebih dari orang yang duk bercerita tu

sometimes you have to be strong enough to accept the truth - kesan dari terkejut tu boleh buat you out of control and become somebody else

sometimes you have to dig deeper and try to consult though you are not the right person to do so

and sometimes.. it makes you realised that semua orang ada ujian dia masing-masing. dan betapa kerdilnya kecilnya masalah kita jika nak dibandingkan dengan orang lain

Ya Allah kau berilah kekuatan kepada hambaMu dan sesungguhnya kami tahu kau tidak akan menguji hambaMu di luar dari batas kekuatan dan keupayaan kami. Amiiin